
I've moved
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
well.. i've half officially moved to
http://fen.akababy.net.. pls ppl who read my blog update accordingly o... i dun think i would want to go around taggin ppl's website and asking them to changed.. so do it urself then.. hehee..
shifted the last post there.. main reason is to get rid of the popup.. hopefully there no more this kind of things.. if not sianz... i will try to check very thoroughly la... any popup pls let me know o.. no more tag board there.. only comments.. so just leave as you like it or not..
I'll still leave this here for the moment or till i can shift everything there... too many memories here le.. its like been about 2 years plus that i have this URL blog.. kind of long time eh..
babyfen woke up at 2:32 PM

I'm moving soon..
Monday, July 16, 2007
well not in as moving house.. moving my blog website soon... till i got time to update the template.. too many installs over here.. so should use wordpress one.. same like baby.. but of my own.. great thanks to XAEL who did it~!~!
15th July 2007 marks the day of me and baby's 7 years long relationship... will update about details when i have the photos and mood.. cos everything was well until that stupid LEXUS overtook us without signaling.. shit say..
just to tempt tempt a bit.. the presents we got for each other... i had a little
fun time trying to bluff baby that i got him a MONT BLANC pen... which he totally nearly lost it and said "wow.. ok then i'll just take home la.. no need open.."
We exchanged our presents once it strike 12 am on 15th july...I was very surprised that he actually took to engrave the date 15/07/07 onto the present he got me... sweet gestures he have... really touched..
My new PINK Ipod Shuffle.. brand new wo... cos he wanted to get second hand one.. but he said more ex or something like that.. can't remember though..

this is wat i got for him.. a Fossil watch.. kind of the best looking i can find around the shop.. quite nice and he likes it too. so not so bad.. was very scare he doesn't like it..


that's all.. till next time about our outing on sunday..
babyfen woke up at 3:54 PM

I Cried.
Friday, July 06, 2007
I cried yesterday night.. nope not baby bully me or wat... cos yesterday Lassi came into baby's room and sat on the foot of the bed.. so i was doing my things.. then i wanted to turn around and talk to baby.. then i went on knelt down on Lassi's tail.. and he screamed.. very loud lor.. cos his family outside all heard and came over and see wat happen... then i was like.. so guilty. its not i never see him.. suddenly forgot he's there.. cos baby's bedsheet is white so is the dog... so after i say sorry a few times to him.. though to the dog i dunno whether he's painful or not.. i cried... was like cannot stop crying sia.. cos probably i was scared he was in pain and like going to dun like me or wat... (well all the while i always think he dun realli like me.. cos he's always not coming over and play with me..)... so i continued crying.... baby was like.. "aiyo.. he not pain la.. no need to cry one.." in my heart i was thinking.. "ya i know.. but i also dunno y i cry lor"... and then came the funny part... i think his sis saw me crying or wat.. so she told his mom.. then his mom came in and saw me crying and told me "fen ah.. u crying ah?? aiyo.. no need to cry la... we always accidentally step on him one... he not pain one.. " so me siting there dunno how to react wanted to hold back also cannot.. want to cry even louder also cannot.. so i laughed and cried at the same time... yaya.. i know.. dumb as it can be... but really can't help it.. that's how i started my sleep last night.. eyes puffy lor... so sad..
so now i'm home not supposed to be.. but im having cramps now.. very bad one.. can't even sit straight.. but can still walk la... so canceled my class except for one... so must rest now... tml have BBQ to go leh.. hopefully tml cramps would be better... if not go there also no mood to eat.. its pot luck.. oh ya hor... have to go buy vouchers.. prbably buying later at junction 8 ba... on the way to baby's house ma...
Last Sunday
last sunday brought Lassi out to fly helicopter near baby's friend place.. take him walk here walk there.. very tiring.. but quite fun... and one funny thing is that he went to pee on baby's friend shirt lor.. so PAISEH... luckily that person got keep dog one..so not so angry.. but i think he also a bit angry.. who will not right??? then went to serangoon garden to find things to eat.. lucky we are there early sia.. around 5 plus.. then we went to find a place call "Qing Ting" aka Dragonfly.. its like Hong Kong Cafe like that... Lassi can sit there and eat also sia.. the waitress very good see Lassi like very thirsty so she took a plastic bowl and put water for the dog... everywhere we went they all see the dog and kept saying "very cute hor".. and just nice there's a mini concert there.. by my previous music school MidiWorld.. so there are alot of children.. keep on walking up to baby and want to sayang Lassi.. and our Lassi very shy one.. so he just keep very close to baby... i think poor baby have to carry him the whole night.. Lassi is heavy lor... i carry abit i also no strength liao...
can't help but also realise that every family have their own problems.. while i was discussing about other family's problems yesterday and now i was having my own.. came home from morning class.. i know my room is messy and dun have space... room small alot of things to keep also bo bian.. then dad came home and nagged say... didi's room clear and storeroom clear then got space already wat... if like that so i can have their room as my room la... if i want to keep storeroom i long time keep le.. but all these things i want to use one leh.. keep storeroom means its dificult to take out one ma.. and then like that have my own room for wat sia... all these naggings started when me and didi's proposal was brought forward attention to dad and mom.. our idea is to have a study room together so we can gossip and chit chat and KPO about each other stuff when we're doing work.. and can also brainstorm ideas together for his school and maybe have someone to grumble about my classes.. the sleeping idea i know its a bit inconvenient.. but becos we want a study room together that's y have to have a sleeping room ma... from then when this proposal was first introduced to mom.. she strongly disagree.. and my bro and baby also... why ah?? i also dun understand.. me and didi's feelings good want to hang around together more often cannot meh??? so there goes our plan which i'm not going to mention anymore.. and here comes more nagging in the future... good luck to myself la..
and so here's my new hobby.. it cost $18 for small size and $32 for big size... got a small size to try it out first.. i think its not very nice.. think monday or tuesday go back find the auntie she sure say not nice one... baby commented that its nicer than cross stitch.. cos the colour is brighter and more colourful.. good side is that it takes shorter time to complete.. so kind of easier than crossstitch.. but the bad thing is that i dunno how to make nice nice.. still trying to figure out the best way to do.. last time i remember my first cross stitch.. sucks sia.. stitches anyhow... knots anyhow.. pull too tight then the cloth also not straight.. but now my cross stitch not so bad.. jsut very lazy...cos more and more ambitious.. so always aim to do the big big one.. then all do halway give up liao... heheee.. hopefully this will not ba..kk.. i go rest and continue my hobby le...

babyfen woke up at 2:18 PM

new found hobby..
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
me and baby found new hobbies to keep ourselves busy individually.. guess these few days or weeks.. he doesn't have the gaming feel so he's not into gaming that much already.. his hobby = Fly Helicopter.. not too bad la.. at least he got something to keep him busy while i'm working.. cos most of the time i'm working while he's not..
and my new found hobby starts tml.. hehee... something similar to cross stitch.. but i heard from the auntie this will takes at most 5 days to complete if u do it everyday... good la.. but ex la.. if like i can complete it within little days i would spend more.. though its much more cheaper than baby's hobby...
watched Transformer le.. nice la.. was very kept to the seats for its fighting and stuff.. good job...
next sunday is anniversary.. 7 years already.. but dunno wat to buy yet.. yup.. i got an OBVIOUS HINT about baby's new hobby... hinting i should get something around that area... but dun have money la.. all so ex one.. trying to keep my bills pay now is like difficult already lor... nope.. i'm not spending money anymore.. its just all bills and payments that i need to handle.. watever it is.. hopefully i can survive and still save money... dunno wat i should ask from him.. actually i dun have anything i want now... just like to spend the day with him can le... but no ideas yet...
recently been very busy with students and stressing about their progress.. its kind of funny when you thought that you are moving quite slow with the student and then they comment its too fast... and vice versa.. so i'm glad that i've asked.. and seeing some improvement in one of the high grade students is quite a relieved.. at least now she's improving a little.. but to make it for next year feb exam.. a bit difficult cos grade 8 is still not easy task anymore now.. last time.. thinking about the grade 8 exams i took.. i think its equivalent to like grade 6 or a bit of 7 pieces standard now... how it have raised sia.. just not had theory lessons with my teacher.. so there we were comparing last time standard and now standard... the theory papers are like getting more difficult now.. wonder why... probably AB wants to fail ppl more so that the students will study harder and pass with very good results.. raising standard is not a bad thing.. but for singapore students now i think its a killer thing... last time ppl will work hard.. nowadays.. difficult to find ppl who are hard working... they are very busy and occupied with academic stuff and excuses will come flying here and there saying.. no time la.. worst still others complain is difficult... comes to think of it... where got ppl will improve one when they focus on simple things.. dunno why students nowadays just dun get it..
this morning i have a student.. sia la.. ask her start a piece like want her life like that... keeps on frowning and saying its long la.. difficult la... but the thing is that is a song that she can plays.. becos she never practice and dun bother to.. so she said its difficult.. come on la.. if its simple why would i bother to let u practice in the first place... if its simple i would just say "ok play now once and we can carry on..." students are so pampered now la...
babyfen woke up at 4:43 PM

New Skin yet again
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
nice skin??? kind of love it at first sight... it was originally too small for the photos.. then i changed it here and there.. heehee at least i'm not getting stupid liao... good right???
i know my site kena quite a fair bit of popups.. but i dunno how to remove... i dun want to delete my blog and then re make a new one cos my old one would be gone totally.. and i've spent really alot of effort in making those skins.. think recently i had a few ones... here are some of them that i've used in the past..
the first one that i edited myself.. the main picture of the girl and guy was taken from net and the words and background was edited by myself.. love this skin alot.. i still have the code..
the one i changed to.. a very short one.. duration was about how pissed i was about some things in my life and dun bother about anything at all..
the stress factor that gets me choosing this scheme...
and now thinking stressing too much is not good.. so got something cute and nice and i like the title.. kind of impressed how other ppl would think about all this things sia..
its kind of interesting to see how i've progressed over the years emtionally.. and since january 2005 i've been keeping this blog... would be waste if something would to go wrong.. hopefully can ask baby to transfer all my blogs over to his side.. then everything would be great..
babyfen woke up at 12:39 PM

blissful day.
Monday, June 25, 2007
just reached home recently. quite a slacky day.. didn't drove out today becos yesterday baby came over my house and fetched me out. dun like driving two cars out. so this morning sweet baby fetched me to my class then after that he came to fetch me again for lunch. drop me at his house and rested and did my work there. then he just fetched me back home again. so nice of him. yes, i'm demanding. hahaa.. but once in a while only la.. cos i initially thought how good to have every monday like that.. reduce monday blues ma. but thinking how troublesome he has become so think next monday have to drive le.. so now i'm back home and going out in a while more for night classes.. luckily monday is the day to slack if not it will be dreadful...
missed my ikea trip yesterday becos of my student. arranged class for them then forgot to turn up in the end baby gets to go ikea with friends while i was at home sleeping.. but ok la.. can recover my sleep..
some photos to update. yesterday i went shopping while baby went badminton with his friends. i wanted to play one but no girls so can't play. so i went shopping at compass point instead.. hehee.. bought a few things but none of it was initially wat i wanted. these are my collections
a very nice tigger note book which is ex but i still buy. funny lor i asked the sales girl help me open cos i want to see how is it like inside the book. then we both realised that its printed upside down.. luckily she very nice let me change another one..
i found this at minitoon.. good sia.. its ultraman colour pencil. dun think i would use la.. probably keep for Aven to use or my future kids.. hehee.. nice nice wo i like~!~!
the inside of the long colour pencils
so i went out looking around minitoons.. and i saw another one.. short colour pencils..good la.. dun care just take...
the inside of short colour pencils
found the pen that i saw on the internet selling at like $1.20 and $1.50 for the pencil only. so just take..hehee..
i bought this notebook cos it really looks cute.. and guess wat its cheaper than the tigger note book and thicker and inside the pages look nicer somemore.. guess poohbear series really are priced too high liao..
last one- my didi brought for me for my birthday one.. he la.. went shoppingfor my presents then in the end shop for himself so no more budget to buy for me.. so he get for me really budgeted stuff.. but never mind.. i like too~!~! too bad no ultraman or baby mickey and minnie mouse..
some other photos from VM2007 Part 2.
Dinner at the hawker centre. had alot of food..

group photo at shopping centre carpark..funny la.. we were taking pictures in the car park like very fun like that.. i think those cars pass by us sure laugh at us lor..
the not so alike Mr Bean bear.. selling at the petrol station in M'sia

babyfen woke up at 4:59 PM

Updates. (scroll down for malaysia trip)
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
well. my birthday is over but i have declared that JUNE IS MY BIRTHDAY.. so any more wishes and presents are definitely welcome.. hehee.. will update again on my birthday presents and wishes from ppl.. but now i shall dedicate this entry to my dearest bro who did one for me on my birthday.. heheee.. thanks bro.. LUV ya always too~!~! well he doesn't like purple but i purposely one la.. hehee.. this shows that i love him ma... :P
Hello sister, its a late post i know.
was busy with something, NOT DOTA NOT HEXIC NOT TV!
(:
so i'm gladly excused for late post.
this post is dedicated to you!
its your birthday and you are one year older.
whoo whoo, so old!
not like me so young!
thank you all this years for being such a sweet sister.
i want to thank you for...
tar bao-ing supper/dinner for me.
paying my handphone bills.
not chasing after me for the money i owe you.
all the hexic nights which made me happy.
being one of the best shopping partner ever.
bringing me to eat good food.
giving me a chance to pushcart you at changi airport.
going crazy and laugh at each other's silliness.
singing to the songs we knew during car rides.
fetching me here and there.
teaching me how to fold paper hearts.
teaching me how to play piano but i gave up like always!
suggesting drumming lessons together!
buying strawberries for me.
cam-whore once awhile with me.
hogging the phone every night.
doing the silly stuffs to make me smile.
being such a nice fashion advicer.
accompanying me during my haircut trips.
playing wii games with me!!
scoring more points in djmax psp.
folding clothes for me when i'm real lazy.
nagging at me when i'm wasting my time.
scolding me when i'm wasting money, *like you don't!*
chasing me to sleep.
sharing magazine articles with me.
gossiping about this and that.
talking bad about someone like that relative.
eating sakae sushi buffet like we always do!
giving me spoilers to a movie or show.
watching desperate housewives with me every monday.
and the list really goes on and on and on!
(:
you know yourself!
you are overseas now and i've really miss you so much already.
take care and be safe!
love you always!
babyfen woke up at 2:29 PM

Updates.
long time no update le.. just came back from Malaysia on monday and tuesday have to teach.. that's y now then update.. its going to be long. but so be it la.. not much pictures though..
Day 1: June 16 met up with the group ppl at 4am went a few wrong roads before reaching jurong bird park.. hehee.. and then lost one of the best Coms set that we ever have.. that's where i think the trip would not be a pleasant one.. sianz.. but ok la.. not too bad also.. so off we drove all the way to our destination BUKIT MERAH LAKETOWN RESORT which i must say is disappointing.. the drive there ok.. but the things there.. first off.. food sucks.. not nice and not much variety.. second no bath tub.. third no nice place to shop around.. so have to drive to penang the second day.. luckily its not very far about 1 to 2 hours drive..hahaha... actually far la hor.. imagine ask u drive singapore for that timing i think you can go back and forth a few times..
reached there had our dinner.. then after that had a few photos taking cos ITS MY BIRTHDAY~!~! heehee.. there's another girl there who have the same birthday as me.. so we two got special birthday cake.. with candles also.. so i managed to blow one candle only... which means i'm only 10 yrs old.. hahaa.. dream on la hor...
after dinner went source around for places to go the next day.. so went to the laketown.. good la.. can tour around the lake.. wanted to go the water park one.. but seems like not much ppl interested to go.. if we two go only.. kind of a bit out of place.. somemore their english not very good lor... so sad.. i thought can go play water..
so sleep for the first night..
DAY 2 - Penangwoke up ok la.. quite normal went for breakfast becos baby wants to see the breakfast nice or not ma.. then wa lao.. i think i can cook better lor.. hahaha.. but still edible la. the only thing that is not good is alot of FLYS flying around our food.. after the educational talk given by baby about FLYS i then realise that its so disgusting so i shoo away all the flys too... didn't know...
after breakfast.. we went to the lake town cos want to tour the lake.. but hor.. the ppl say low tide cannot go out.. so i ask what's the next time for the tour.. he say dun have lor.. he say whole day closed.. now then i know lake also can close one sia.. imagine ppl telling u macrichite reservior closed for one day.. a bit =.=" right?? then i wanted to suggest go water park then can ride the sky ride or sit chair lift.. the next moment.. it rained... sianz sia.. raining already spoil mood le lor.. so bo bian lor.. so go penang.. nothing much there also la... cos the shopping all so ex one.. didn't managed to buy anything for myself.. cos nothing to buy.. somemore walking with other ppl so can't stay long inside one shop.. not very nice ma.. next time i think want maybe can go other places to shop with baby.. like that then can buy things.. luckily baby managed to get some things for him.. at least he got buy.. so we dun feel so empty handed..
returned back to hotel at night after a very late and full dinner... discuss details about moving off the next day..slept at 2am sia.. so late and tired...
Day 3 - Back to Singaporemoved off around 11 plus back to singapore reached the restaurant at 6pm plus.. had dinner and went back home...
inbetween have a few bad things that happen.. like the accident (dun worry ppl nothing serious) and the Br****y(make us no money to have diner and had to borrow money from the next table). sianz sia... but over all quite an ok trip cos i get to be the QUEEN on 16 june cos its my birthday... comes october 24 he shall be the KING.. ahhaaa
Photos to sharetaken at the restaurant. both of us tired looking
the ultraman that baby buy for me. you pull the string its hands will move one..
Stopping by the side of the accident place.

Queensbay Mall (a very big shopping centre)

us at the mall. baby's sleeping while taking this photo. hee

now he's awake

and making faces. ^^v

The view of our room. nice but the room itself is not

guys taking picture with number off.. so funny

candid shot

at one the shopping mall

the PENANG bridge that we crossed. nice wo..

group photos at the resort. can't see me la. cos not important

another group photo.

its my birthday..

a birthday card i draw for the other birthday girl
babyfen woke up at 1:49 PM