Tired.. PANDA is here~~!~!~!

yup..i've become a panda.. hmm.. eh.. always been one.. heehee.. those who knows me or see me often would know i have very serious eye bags problems... heehee.. but today i went to my student house.. then she have a mirror in her room so i took a quick glance and saw my eye bags.. it has deepen and realli look like a panda... die la.. tml baby booking out and i look like panda.. so sad.. heehee think he wont mind cos he also every time see panda one.. heeheee

today realli very tired.. was so happy that i dun feel tired in the afternoon and i didn't sleep.. but towards my evening classes.. i realli cannot ta han.. my eyes is just practically trying to shut by itself...

not a very good day.. cos the students quite difficult to motive.. especially a french girl... also dunno wat to do.. realli have to brush up my things le.. think realli.. anyone who wants to learn piano.. DUN come and find me.. cos i think i sucks real bad... but i'm trying to be better.. but of course not as bad as let the students fail la...heehee..

tml got long day... have to wake up early cos no car to drive.. have to take public transport and then have to come back fast for my next class.. so sianz.. then at night can meet baby~!~!~ yeah~!~! we're going to buy new year clothes.. heehee... finally right... heehee....

babyfen woke up at 11:07 PM

I hate to be nagged~!~!

is it just me or everyone is like that?? i realli hate to be nagged at... especially when i'm nagged at doing housework.. u see ah.. when i feel like doing or i know i am supposed to do.. then someone came along and nagged at me.. like my mom.. then i will be totally put off the idea and do it anymore.. well.. baby knows this very well.. everytime i want to do things...on my own willing.. then after that someone nagged and i will be like... "ya la ya la.. then forgot it i would do it.." sounds stupid right??

new year coming.. wanted to clear most of my things.. but reali dun like it when there's ppl at home.. yup.. u heard it right.. how i wish i have the whole house to myself and i can decide to do watever i want... that's y sometimes i dun like to stay at home.. i would rather stay out late for classes then be at home.. that's y out of the whole week.. i'm onli home on thursday.. therefore i'm now typing... yup.. u might guess right... i've just been nagged~!~!~! argh~!~! realli hate it..

tml have class till late so i wont be home.. kind of good... well also kind of bad to think this way i think...

nowadays everything seems to be in a very slow moving time.. think must have alot of things to do then time will go fast.. so later i've to think of completing my notes for my students.. and today's lessons with my teacher she seems very pissed off at me.yap.. its actually my fault la.. never put in effort to practise properly and always wrong here and there and somemore haven memorized my things... argh`!~!~! examsss i hate examss... but without exams i wont get my quali... so irony sia..

how to improve oneself's hardworking??? can someone help?? aiya.. just me and my lazy character... shit me la....

babyfen woke up at 11:35 AM

I'm lonely again

well baby booked in again this afternoon.. i was with him the past few days.. so nice just to spend time with him.. but something happen inbetween that made us very sad... but its ok le... heehee.. waiting for him to book out this sat.. at 6pm ++ so late.. so sad.. then next day i got work.. sad sia...

we didn't go to places we originally planned.. instead we went to places that we would not expect ourselves to.. we went to IMM on friday.. went to shop around that place.. it was free parking think its public holiday or always free parking i also dunno.. it has 5 levels of carpark and its all full~!~!~!~!~! yup.. full all the way..so we went to the very top open air carpark.. and it was also almost full... alot of ppl sia.. just imagine we went giant to buy things and we took about half hour or 45 mins or so just to pay for our things.. bought quite alot.. got an aunty behind us say ->" aiya young couple (xiao liang kou) sure buy little one ma.." kinda of sweet to hear that.. but i dun like that aunty... so aunty...~!~! heehee

then one of the night we watched Electra.. (eh spelt like that0??) the girl very pretty but i think the story about boring.. not much interesting except the fighting part onli.. ok la.. but not worth $8.50..

oh ya.. i've found FIONA XIE's blog.. eh dunno whether real one or not la.. think so ba.. u all can go read... it seems like she been view as a not a good person ba.. also dunno how to say leh... Fiona's blog

babyfen woke up at 11:35 PM

Stupid day to start off...

today woke up at 9am.. considered early for class.. then reached nicely at 10am at my student house.. and then he was having CHINESE TUITION~!~!~! wth.. his mom actually forgot there's music lessons and place another lesson in the timing.. then i asked what time he would end.. she say 10.30am.. so i said how about having lessons from 10.30 to 11.15am.. then she seems doesn't want cos quite rush for the boy.. then wanted to settle for 10.30 to 11am.. but i think its too short for him to learn anything.. so i just said.. nvm lor.. today not counted.. next week then i come again... so stupid right.. but i think i also never think properly.. should have stayed and earn back my lessons fees instead of making a waste trip.. think too early.. brain still sleeping.. sianz...

after that went to northpoint wanted to shop around for some clothes but its still early and most of the shops not open yet.. managed to buy my shower foam and my didi's shampoo.. then went home...

came home.. do my things.. read some research and did some notes.. after that went to practise my piano from 2pm to 3.45 pm like that.. not so bad.. today did something useful.. so after that went out to teach at 4 till 9.30pm.. and just reached home.. had my dinner and watched amazing race... yeah~!~!~!~ JON AND VICTORIA is ELIMINATED~!~!~ good man.. but seems like they still going back to each other.. wonder why...

tml going to eat steamboat.. so nice~~!~!~! haven plan wat to wear yet.. heeheee... baby's booking out early tml..at about 11 or 12++ will reach pasir ris interchange le.. but i'm not fetching him.. cos i have class tml.. after that then i go find him.. heehee... have to return my library books tml cos its going to be overdued for 2 weeks.. heehee.. tml baby's fetching me there to return.. so nice~!~!~!

quite alot of things i haven prepare yet.. hope sat and sun still got time to do.. if not sure dunno what to teach one...

quite stress now.. (but its my own doing la).. .exams coming soon.. 8 more months onli and i haven write my program notes and memorize my pieces.. and looking at my friend she started lessons with her teacher le.. then her teacher gave her those work.. seems like alot leh.. then she will be also preparing for the poland trip and we are supposed to play 3 pieces for the professors there.. and i haven prepare yet.. most probably taking my exam pieces.. tml have to practise hard... argh`!~!~! can i learn all the things in my dreams.. then it would so much easier to complete anything i want to do.. sianz...

babyfen woke up at 11:37 PM

Sleeping Worm...

think i have a very terrible sleeping worm inside me.. woke up at 9.30am today.. quite early.. bathe and then went out to meet my friend at 11am..she's late~!~! she's always late.. but its ok.. cos she have her reasons and she's a busy person.. not like me though.. heehee.. then we studied.. should i say revised our work at yishun BK.. talking here and there now and then.. so didn't managed to cover much.. then after that went back home.. wanted to practise piano.. but my sleeping worm is like shouting to me.. so i went to sleep and put my ULTRAMAN alarm at 4.30pm.. but i woke up at about 3 plus... and press it away so as to avoid it being "TIUUU TIUUU BSSH BSSHSHSS WWEEEE" that's how my alarm sound very noisy one.. so in the end i sleep till 6pm... PIG RIGHT~!~! sianz.. then went out to work at about 7.15pm came back at 8.45pm then watch TV and eat dinner.. then talk to baby then after that online now typing blog and listening to my Mozart CD.. after this must go revise and prepare my work a bit.. so will try to complete them..

i've decided not to buy the piano.. cos decided to save my money for my other things.. like my piano exam registration fees.. and my poland trip if possible.. then after that if got spare then i will get it.. but i will sure get it by this year end..

today quite a slacking day.. tml have to work.. and thursday would be here soon.. yeah~!~!~! i would be able to enjoy myself from thursday onwards cos me and baby have plan a whole series of activites to enjoy.. heehee hope we can do everything by tuesday.. that's when he have to book in.. and kena confinement again.. so sad... but army is like that one lor... so no choice ba.. heehee..

today my bro introduce me a flash game to play.. quite nice.. i was stuck at level 5.. so low brains.. later going to continue playing.. oopsss.. eh should be doing work later.. heehee... here's the game.. so u all can try.. quite fun..

babyfen woke up at 10:45 PM

Not a good day..

today went out at about 8.39am like that.. late again for this class.. always late one.. cos i just can't get to wake up after a long sunday.. after that went over baby's house to burn my cds.. all done.. eh for today la.. planning to burn many many more.. then after that left at about 12pm to bishan junction 8 to shop around and buy my students books.. shop so many shops to find a CD case.. looking for something nice and cute.. actually found one.. the WINNIE THE POOH>> WINNIE THE POOH.. remember?? heeheee.. still thinking whether to buy or not.. it seems not possible to increase the no. of pockets.. so see how ba.. after that shop around looking for things to buy.. then saw a very nice tube top.. saw it.. and bought it after a very short admiring.. very nice~!~!~ its $19.90.. then saw a bag.. which is $9 nice also.. but the strap is metal one.. a bit auntie leh.. but still buy cos maybe can find some leather strap to replace it..that's wat the auntie told me.. after that.. bought my lunch.. talking about eating.. today at baby's house.. his mom asked me eat already or not.. then i say haven.. she say "breakfast also?" think i replied too fast and said yes.. which normally i would say no.. so she wont ma fan.. so she was so nice went to make milo and brought a doughnut for me to eat.. so nice right??? realli so pai seh.. want to say another thanks also very pai seh.. heeheee

after lunch.. went over to teach.. very tired.. then these students quite difficult to teach.. i think i raise my voice a bit and the students got scare and dun like.. so they didnt realli response well.. sianz.. then went to tampines to teach again.. this student.. ang mo.. but he never even want to listen to anything that i said.. he just keep on playing and playing nothing.. (as in anyhow play on the keyboard).. then talking things to me.. i was very fed up by him.. well no choice.. continue my lesson and try to soothe him into learning..

after that decided to go home and rest first.. cos my next class is at yishun and at 8pm.. so still have one hour plus to rest.. reached home rest a while.. eat somethings.. then after that went out at 7pm++ again.. not so bad today lesson with the night boy one.. he learnt quite good things today.. and managed to do his homework.. think it would be quite hard to teach him things becos he's still young.. and aborsbing of knowledge not that strong yet...

reached home at about 9pm++ then rest and talk to baby.. heee.. one of our friend called me today.. wat happens is he msg baby to go swimming on friday.. but baby never reply him cos he in training ma.. so he called me to ask then he ask about me and baby.. kaypoing wat we always do on weekends.. he wanted to meet us for dinner cos he's going to ORD le.. so fast.. baby still have longngngngngngggggg way to go.. so sad.. but its ok.. heehee.. we chatted for a while.. wanted to arrange dinner one but in the end say next time then arrange.. then after that baby msg him back later in the night saying ->" this friday i'm going out with fen, maybe sunday?"
and this friend of ours reply -> "sunday, never mind.. fen seems so smitten by you.. (hmm or was it over you??)" dun realli knows wat it means.. but baby say its good.. heehee.. sometimes its nice to know ppl are happy for you.. heehee.. thanks oh "ah bao".. heehee

tml going to study with my friend... meeting her at 11am..hope i can get up on time.. then after that come home practise piano (provided i dun sleep again..) then after that teach at 7.30pm.. heee not so bad.. tml will not be tired.. but still thinking whether to go esplanade.. cos my books are over due for one week.. ya one week.. wonder whether they will terminate or suspend my account for not returning.. just hope not ba... heehee.e..

so many things to do.. so lazy i am.... any pills or ways to recommend that one will become more hardworking??? now i want to do work but i'm very sleepy le.. hmm.. maybe wont do anything again.. heehee...

babyfen woke up at 10:31 PM

Long day..

today was very tiring.. i'm very tired now.. going to sleep soon.. but haven prepare my work for tml.. so sianz.. went out to teach at 9 today.. then came home at 11am and teach until 2pm.. then went out again for class... not a nice start cos the first student was lazy and did not do her homework..and i was trying my best to explain things to her but she just could not get it in.. sianz.. realli worried that she will not pass her exams.. then after tat.. home class was quite ok.. then afternoon class.. nt that good also.. cos my students' are busy so they never complete their homework and i changed them to a afternoon class.. they doesn't seems to pay any attention at all.. and one of student say cos its a afternoon class.. he prefer night class.. so sianz.. should have told me earlier so i would not arrange on that day ma.. sianz... so now have to change to night again.. ma fan...

after that met my bro to go shopping.. i saw alot of things that i want to buy.. but in the end i bought nothing.. first.. i saw a shirt nice wanted to buy for baby.. but hor.. dun have the colour i want then i ask for another pattern.. dun have the size... ask for the other pattern.. dun have the colour again.. ask here ask there.. dun have anything i want... in the end decided not to get it.. but my bro like a shirt very much so he bought it and with a very nice bag.. so envy....~!~! cos he bought things i didn't~!~!... then he mentioned he wanted to find pencil box.. so we went OP to see.. and saw one nice one.. so bought it and he just changed his bag and his pencil box just now.. he seems very happy.. good that he like the things bought.. heheee...

baby called me le~!~! and we chit chatted.. so nice~!~! miss him so much.. but only thurs then can see him.. going to eat steamboat again.. wonder why army boys always like to eat steam boat.. (O.o)??? wat's the good things??? cheap and can eat long??? army not much money ma.. heehee...

tml going to be a very very very longggg.....gggg..g.g.g.g.g.gg.g. day... so sianz.. have to wake up early and can go home only late at night.. sianz..zzz.z..z.z.z.zz.z

8am-> wake up
8.30am-> go out
9 to 10am-> andrea's class
10 to 12pm-> going to baby's house to use him com.. heehee
12 to 1.30pm-> going bishan to buy my students' books...
2.30to 6pm-> teach
6pm to 8pm-> dinner alone again... sad...
8 to 9pm-> teach
9.30pm-> reach home

so longgg.... so tired... dunno whether can survive.. alot of things to buy.. books..
1. G1 scales, sight reading
2. beginner books for alex
3. joy of first classics
4. G1 theory 2002, 2004(if have)

things->
1. shirt for baby
2. shirt for myself..

wonder whether possible to fit into my time of 11plus to 1 plus... hope so ba..

babyfen woke up at 11:18 PM

4 years 7 months = 55 months ~!~!

well 4 years 7 months have past... this is the amount of time of baby and my relationship.. its long and also short.. and i counted its 55 months together.. seems fun to count the months and so nice the number heehee..

recalling the days i'm with him. there are alot of downs and ups... only we know and i dun intend to share with anyone else.. nobody knows it better than us how strong our relationship is.. he will always be the man i love. the boy i love and sometimes the little girl i love.. heheee no la say for fun onli...

this post is dedicated to our relationship and be in another year and how many years.. we will still be together counting days passing by.. now the short term goal for us is save money.. mid term goal is to go tour and long term goal is to get married and have kids.. heehee..

Loving Strong
Each day pass by and feelings grow
No one could be able to follow
Feelings we have will never bend
Staying true till the time has end

Problems have surfaced but
Solutions take place
Memories inside will stay
Until my heart turns grey

Loving strong is what I pray today.

hmm.. wonder if its ok.. heeee.. will copy down and let baby see..

*** luv u dear.. muackssss~!~! ***

babyfen woke up at 3:20 PM

Sinful..

well.. been sinful again this morning cos i ate MACDONALD again.. sianz.. just hope someday all the fast food restaurants close for a day or two.. then i wont eat anymore.. hehee..

today laze in bed for a very long time.. thinking whether to go and teach or not.. bit lazy and not feeling very well.. but thinking.. today baby not in.. so if i dun teach have to replace back again.. so decided to go still.. today something very not good happen to my student and well.. kind of sad also.. i went to YCK to teach two sisters.. a little girl.. she's very quiet today.. thought becos when i enter the room.. it was very cold so i switch the aircon lower.. then i sense that she feel hot so i on back the aircon.. then after that.. teach until half way.. she look sad then i ask her "u ok?" then she say "i want to vomit"... i was like HUH??? then i wanted to say "realli ah.. u ok or not?" but before i can say anything she vomitted.. and luckily she didn't vomit on the piano.. if not the piano sure gone case one.. she vomit on the floor.. then i quickly carried her to the toilet for her to continue vomitting.. so poor thing.. then i quickly went out of the room.. and shouted for her mom.. think it was not a realli good thing though.. but no choice.. cos i was upstairs and they are downstairs... then she came up and my poor little girl finish vomitting.. then her mom clean up the mess and i continue lessons with her sister.. while i stop for her.. so poor thing right??? so sad... hope she's ok le.. and she's only 5 years old.. and the reason for her to vomit is becos she's having cough and she dunno how to cough out the flamme.. so poor thing..

well after tat went home to teach again... is student come over my house one.. so just wait lor.. finish teaching.. then wanted to do my things.. but saw my wonderful bed.. went to sleep from 3.45 to 6 like that.. wake up cooked dinner for my ah ma initially.. then called my mom and dad and ask them want to eat or not.. they are busying working so mom never cook.. so i volunteered.. but nothing much.. fried rice and vegetables onli.. cooked le then my bro called and said he want to eat also.. so ask him come home and eat lor.. then eat le.. my mom called me and asked me to bring the food over to the office cos they are busy.. ok.. there i goes to the office.. before that went to petrol my car and buy another soup for them.. cos i never cook soup.. no ingredients.. heheee... then sit there a while then came home.. and tml have lesson.. a long day so sianx.. but most prob at night going shoppping with my didi.. so fun.. hbeeeee.. should be going bugis ba.. see how first.. later then discuss with him..

babyfen woke up at 10:45 PM

Flu bUg Visit

sianz.. my flu is back again.. always can't get through one whole peaceful week one.. so sianz.. if those who know me.. they would know that my nose very sensitive.. cannot touch dust (which i avoid doing housework... heehe excuse~!~!).. cannot experiment temperature change. (which i avoid switching on the aircon.. hmm baby seems to like it very much...) baby always say get a nose change.. so i wont be so jia lat.. and everytime my flu come it would just keep on going and going.. especially when is going out with baby.. heehe wonder is it fated.. heeheeheee...

sinful these few days.. i have sore throat but i still eat alot of heaty things.. hmm.. take for example.. yesterday night ask my kor to buy Twister Fries from macdonald.. ok la.. not bad.. but quite ex for large fries..$2.80 leh.. then today morning i asked my mom to buy laska.. hmmm.. so nice.. then night eat springroll.. and some fried things.. ya one more.. CHOCOLATE~!~!~! wonder whether tml i still can talk or not.. heheee.. hope so la hor.. tml got lessons.. have to wake up early.. then come home and teach again.. usually this time tml i would be able to see baby.. but cannot.. so sad.. so sad.. waiting for him to book out next thursday then can go out... shopping~!~! playing~!~! cycling~!~! swimming~!~!~! so fun... heehee think i siao liao hee ^^v

today heard something about my friend on her love life.. it seems that she dosen't love her bf as much as before.. i hear already felt strange at first.. thinking y would this happen.. think further a bit.. realise it sometimes lies in the guy also.. like for example if we girls place our bf before everything and they take for granted.. after some time.. you would feel that y are we doing this when the guys dun appreciate what we do for them.. and slowly our mindset would change to -->ok la.. love him enough to keep him can le.. so it become that friends are in first place now.. its not say not good.. sometimes its good.. becos friends will alawys be there for you.. and once the guy decided to drop the breakup matter.. u would not have anyone by your side if u had no friends by your side... i think i'm one of the case who put bf in the first place.. well u can say i'm in different situation whereby i know baby is the one for me.. but who knows in the future right??? realli just hope tat nothing of this kind would happen.. and hope that i would be able to keep in contact with my friends..

some questions i always ponder when i got nothing to do:
1. what age do i want to live to?
2. wat kind of job is good for me?
3. when will i get married?
4. would i have alot of sickness when i reached 30?
5. how many children i want?
6. wat happens if i'm deaf or mute?
7. did i hurt anyone?

hmm. actually still got alot.. but just cannot remember all at once now.. it seems very demoralizing hor.. hmm.. think that's just me ba.. wat to do wat to do..

babyfen woke up at 4:05 PM

Nice~!~!

hee.. got my pay le.. so good... cannot go shopping.. must save money.. heehee

today quite ok la... got ppl come service aircon... then have to wake up early.. wanted to sleep longer one.. hmm should be lazing.. cos actually i'm awake at about 9am but then keep on telling myself.. ok.. another half an hour.. another half an hour.. another half an hour.. heehee.. then drag all the way to 11.. then practise my piano after they left.. got this uncle.. who service the aircon.. ask me..
uncle:"today no school ah"
me:"oh no la graduate le"..
uncle" from ntu? nus?"
me:"no la from poly, working now"
uncle:"then no work ah?"
me:"later got class"
uncle:"o never continue study ah?"
me:"oh. studying music now?"
uncle:"wow. wat instrument?"
me: =.= my piano so big still never see... "0h piano lor(pointing to my piano)"
uncle:"then good ah.. next time can teach then can earn alot of money"
me:lazy to talk "ok la"

then after that just ignored him... he walked away also la..

then went to have teacher's class.. she says its always the same problem.. ->"you are not listening to every voicing." i think i realli find it hard.. just imagine u have to listen to four person talking at the same time and listen to everything they say.. meaning like u can repeat exactly wat they say.. how is that possible?? if anyone of you knows how to do it.. pls let me know.. then i can learn.. just have to practise and listen ba..

after that went to my student's house for lesson.. she mentioned that she's going for Outwond bound next next week.. then i remembered my OBS when i was in sec 3.. so fun.. but we didn't managed to get to do the jump in the sea.. was realli looking forward to it.. but in the end rain very heavily so never do.. there was one part very funny.. i volunteered to do a climb up.. with rope attached to me.. then climb up a very high ladder then after that stand at one point which i think its about 8 storeys high.. (well at tat time i was a very much a winner.. meaning everything also wants to show off one.. which i think still is not... :P) then i got up the instructor shouted to me.. "where are you from?" i think he was kind of expecting saying which class or which school i'm from.. but i was so scare and nervous (Standing so high) that i shouted "singapore".. so funny lor.. recalling it make me feel so embarassed.. hope no ppl actually remembered that.. then i tried Flying Fox.. it was realli very good.. and nice.. not very high.. about 3 storeys one.. very good leh.. quite nice experience.. especially you go with ur close friends.. no need to say.. i sleep with my close friend of 5 in a tent.. so nice... we also have camp fire.. singing.. then we also have this mud river to cross.. everything seems coming back to me then its just a nice feeling.. think given a chance to go now.. it would be a totally different feeling.. so fun.. so fun.. so nice.... just hope my student would just enjoy herself.. and she's goig Pulua Ubin.. well... mine is not.. in singapore dunno where la.. cannot remember also..

wonder when will i be given a chance to travel with friends.. to nice places.. be in countryside or urban.. first thing first.. save money... heehee.. then i will have money to go honeymoon.. heeheee...

i dunno how my friends view me as their friend.. when i look back to wat my life is.. i find myself with the positive and the negative things..

Positive ->
1. helpful
2. helpful
3. helpful
4. hmm.. i think it just seems to repeat itself

Negative ->
1. being too helpful (looking at the positive things)
2. proud haughty
3. talkative
4. sometimes telling bad things about ppl
5. trying to lead ppl too much
6. hmm.. think the above enough to bring me down by alot..

it realli seems to be that i'm not a good friend.. realli can't help but thinking how much hurt i have cause some of my friends being proud all these... like my friend say.. there's realli a bitchy side in everyone.. just whether u show it or hide it... think i realli try to hide it and trying to act the good person all the time.. sigh... is it just me?? or another thing that's causing it??? wonder whether my friends will feel like tat.. i know baby always say me as a leader.. too much a leader.. everything also want to be the winner.. everything also want to care.. everything also want to take control.. he makes me sees things in another way.. which slowly i'm turing not to be a leader.. very happy that he's my side telling me all these things.. cos like that i will know what kind of person i am.. but it boils to one question... -> do i live for others to see??? meaning this is my character. do i purposely act good so that ppl will come flocking to me as a friend of theirs?? or just be myself?? argh`!~!~!~! just hope the day i grow old i will have good friends by my side..

hmm.. wonder when i will stop blogging right?? never... i've always like to talk about alot of things.. for those who knows me.. i jus can't stop talking talking talking.. i love talking.. cos onli when u talk u will be able to express yourself.. i can imagine that one day if i were to lose my speech.. i will definitely be very very very sad.. extremely sad.. f**king sad.. (heehee..opps...) and realli wonder how the ppl actually can survive.. well life just goes one right?? okie.. shall blog
tml le..

tml whole day out.. night then reach home... sat and sun cannot see baby and today never talk to him cos he's in field camp.. so sad.. so maybe i just stay at home or find someone to go out.. shall find out when the day comes..

babyfen woke up at 11:28 PM

Tired...

just finish practising piano.. not much work today.. cos i'm tired and no concentration is there.. and if i concentrate. meaning i will be more tired.. so lazy.. wonder how to pass my exams with distinction... i'm very very tired now.. cannot sleep... nothing to do.. read finish all my friends' blog.. and later still have to go out and teach... argh~!~!~ just hope april would be here soon and i dun need to teach on wed anymore.. goody~!~!

today went out in the morning.. ate lunch alone again.. but this time not so bad cos still early not many ppl at northpoint foodcourt.. then walked around.. bought a doggie wrapping paper to wrap my diary.. then wanted to find a CD case holder.. found one very nice one.. its WINNIE THE POOH, WINNIE THE POOH.. lalalalalala WINNIE THE POOH.. but very ex.. can only store 12 CDS and it cost $12 .. one for $1... but now thinking whether can modify it to take more CDS or not.. if can i sure buy one cos its so nice~!~!~! heehee then took bus home.. do my things for my work.. then after that practise my piano and play o2jam.. now blogging and trying to keep awake..

oh ya.. my house is very the NOISY~!~!~!~ because besidide my house here is going to build a condo.. so they are doing the construction work.. so nosiy.. from morning till now haven stop yet and the weather is kind of hot today.. and my room is full of cigratte smeellll thanks to my grandma.. so smelly~!~!think one day i will die soon la.. passive smoking.... tonight got amazing race.. i think i missed quite a few episode le.. hope tonight can watch.. wonder how's the victoria and jon doing.. that idiot dunno still got scold his gf or not..

tonight will reach home at about 10plus.. so sianz. luckily tml no need to wake up early but i still planning to wake up at about 9 or 10am like that so i can practise my piano... argh.. piano piano piano... oh ya.. maybe soon i will be able to buy my digital piano le.. heehee.. hope the day will reach soon.. i'm a person who always like to do new things.. then after doing a while.. will like to other new things.. think up till now not one thing i have realli stay on except my piano.. like my jap and violin.. also never do finish.. just hope by the age of 28 i can obtain everything...hmm.. think 26 if can..

this year going to be 21 le.. argh~!~! i dun want.. hope i can just stay 19 all the years.. not that i hate old years.. its just tat staying at 19 i will be able to do alot of things.. then when i finish then the age continuing adding that would be just great... hehee.. but i know its all dreaming la.. hehee.e..

babyfen woke up at 5:20 PM

Sick~!~!

i'm sick.. or should i say.. falling sick.. having sore throat and feeling feverish.. hope tml will be better cos i got eat medicine... tml got class.. but afternoon can come home and rest.. so still not so bad.. just hope i dun sleep like last week.. cos tml have to practise my piano... sianz...

went out at 11am.. then met ket and eat lunch and went to coffeebean at serangoon garden to study.. not so bad.. today study quite along of things. then after tat went up to midiWorld to wait for my student to come for his replacement class.. but think he forgot.. so i kind of wasted my trip there.. but i studied while i was there.. wanted to practise piano.. brought my book along also.. but feeling not very well so only study theory.. then went off at about 6pm to my other class at woodlands.. not so bad.. teach already feeling better then reached home at about 910pm.. and watched my show.. after so long..watched another episode of the Lucky Charm.. so nice.. hope can watch again soon.. heehee.. if not i think maybe buy 8 days to read about the story.. but think watch the characters nicer lor.. hehee..

today got a bird fly into my house.. so poor thing.. he thought one of my windows is the exit.. while the window is closed one.. (meaning cannot open one).. then it became very panic.. so i opened my actual windows wider so he can fly out.. eventually after a few "bomb droppings" at my house.. it managed to fly out safely.. poor thing leh.. hope it doesn't come back tml.. and poor me have to clean the mess...

not a good night.. had some small "quarrels" with baby. i'm not angry with him.. just feeling down ba.. hope he doesn't feel sad now.. i don't quarrel with him.. onli like say things in a harsher way.. we don't quarrel.. sometimes its good sometimes its bad.. but we always managed to solve our problems.. still haven plan for his block leave wat to do yet.. cos most prob we won't have car to travel around.. so must think of some ways to travel to our destination...

oh ya.. read from my friend's blog Ailin's Blogthat the resucers in Sri Lanka are RAPING the survivors.. so F**king S**T right.. wat the hell they want at this time when ppl are trying to survive the diaster.. shit them and realli curse them that they will die of horrible death....

babyfen woke up at 12:14 AM

Monday BLues~!

reached home at about 9pm.. didn't watch my show.. but watch the arts central celebrity death match.. so violent sia.. heehee

today lessons very tiring cos the students are quite difficult to handle in a sense that they dun listen and ask u alot alot of questions becos they are very young children who likes the magical word "WHY?" wonder whether when i'm young do i ask so many questions or not.. heehee.. if got think my parents sure cannot tahan one cos in all i have 3 other sibilings.. heehee...

woke up and teach at YCK then came home.. heehee cos can use car so i sleep then go out at 1.30pm again.. so nice.. but not good la.. waste time sleeping but i tired ma.. heehee so cannot help it.. ^^ reached my student house raining very heavily teach and then after that went to tampines for new lesson.. he's an Eursian.. very the handsome leh.. but very the active in a way that he doesn't listen to what i say.. realli must try to read books on how to handle kids le.. heheee... then after that went to northpoint for dinner alone.. so sad... always hate the feeling of eating alone.. which i have to do that every monday i guess... then head for another class... this boy again is another tough child.. he likes to ask why and also doesn't express himself veyr well cos he is onli 4 years plus going to 5.. but he looks like a child who's 7.. meaning in size onli... not in understanding.. have problems holding the pencil also.. still need me to teach him... think becoming like kindergarten teacher le.. after that came home... HOME SWEET HOME~!~!~! so nice...

tml have lesson with my friend.. as in we decided to strengthen our knowledge together by doing revision together.. then after that got two lessonss.. nowadays.. realli dread going for lesson.. especially to the ones who dun practise and never do homework.. think that's the most horrible one.. cos hor.. they dun practise i can never proceed to wat i've plan for them... aiya.. just be it la.. if they want it that way.. heehee..

did a stupid good deed today.. dunno whether trustworthy or not.. shall not explain too much.. just hope its ok la...

tml's program:
9am -> wake up
10.30am - > go out
11am -> meet ket at yishun mrt
12 to 2pm-> study
2 to 4pm -> practise piano at midi world
4 to 5pm -> gerald's class
7.30 to 8.15pm -> cordell's class
9pm-> reach home
9 to 10pm-> watch show

things to do:
1. prepare the G1 to 5 italian terms for xinge(thurs)
2. buy G1 exams pieces for my students(fri, sun)
3. buy G1 scales books(mon)
4. prepare WS


alot of things to do la.. lazy to keep track here.. need to plan my days for baby's book out.. then we can go and play.. heehee.. good leh...^^

babyfen woke up at 11:01 PM

Tired....

very tired for yesterday and today.. both days must wake up early and go back late... baby book out yesterday but its raining....~!~! argh!~!~ my east coast park trip is postpone til further notice.. so sad.. so in the end we went to Jurong Point.. siao right??? both live so far from there still go there... cos in the past i went there once and remembered it as a very big shopping mall..so told baby about it.. and decided to go there walk walk since we have not much idea also..

reached there at about 6pm plus.. then went around walking walking.. hmm.. quite a few nice shops there... realli alot of shops packed also... car park full so we parked at nearby HDB carpark.. not veyr far so not so bad.. then went to eat at the food court.. heee i ate Curry Chicken... nice~~!~! yummy... mmmmm....

after that since we are in jurong.. decided to go the the jurong hill top and see see.. realli very nice view there... not much ppl and we caught someone eh..hemm... in the car there.. heehee.. after that went to visit baby's ah ma at Tan Tock Seng hospital.. his ah ma had an operation but she's still very strong.. she also very smart.. still know that nowadays army boys at Tekong 3 months then go unit.. she can recognise baby.. be strong ah ma.~! heehee...

after that went home and sleep.. today have to wake up at 7am.. so eARLY~!~! no choice lor.. got class at 8.30am so asked baby to fetch me there and wait for me then after that i then fetch him home... heehee thanks o baby.. heehee. so nice~!~!~ then after that went home waited for my students to come by my house for lesson.. teach until 2pm.. then bathe then went out again... of course.. to baby's house.. cos he's busying playing games.. (he's playing now when i'm typing this...heee).... later still have to teach... cannot send baby to Pasir Ris interchange...so sad.. second time le.. and there will be afew more times... so sad...

tml is going to be a long day.. must check my things properly before i go out..
7.30am -> wake up woke up at 8.30am instead
8am -> go out went out at 8.40am
9am to 10am -> andrea's class
10 to 2.30pm -> walk around and go library before my student's class went home sleep instead
2.30 to 3.30pm -> jefferson's class
3.30 to 4.30pm -> weena's class
5.30 to 6.15pm -> jane's class
8 to 8.45pm -> aloysius's class
9.30pm -> reach home

so packed and cannot go home in between classes cos the classes are at places which need to travel.. so sianz.. just hope tml I can make it..or should i say..every monday.. still thinking whether to waste petrol and drive or not.. heehee..

oh ya just received news that for the master class i'm planning to attend.. i must play pieces for the professor... so stresss sia... dunno whether will be critised until i cry or not.. hehee.e. still remember last time lessons when teacher scold me this and that.. i willl ta han till the class end and cry of my way home... maybe becos of the reason i dun scold my students... dun make them cry... think also like that.. they take advantage of me.. sad sia..

babyfen woke up at 5:18 PM

Saturday is tml~!~! but half day gonezzz...

yeah..tml is sat.. hmm. should i say.. today is sat le...but half of the day would be gone becos of my classes.. so sianz.. managed to do up the things needed for tml's lesson.. still not so bad...

heee today went to buy something for baby.. heehee. nice nice leh.. cheap la but still sweet and nice.. heehee. .will pass to him tml and see whether he likes or not... so sorry to dear.. cos everytime i will write a journal to him to read.. but this weekk becos of certain reasons.. i didn't write many entries.. will pass to him although onli one entry.. hope he doesn't mind. i'm still waiting for my Wu Ling Mi Ji to come back so i can add more KungFu inside.. heehee..

got two new students next week.. not so bad.. hope everything turns out ok ba.. hope la hope.. this year will be stress cos most of my students will be going for exams.. just hope they can pass with the marks they deserved... hope so.. hope...

tml have to wake up early cos no car to drive...
8am -> wake up
8.30am -> go out for class
9.30am to 11am -> vic and val's class
12.30pm to 2.30pm -> pris's class (prepared le.. hee)
2.30pm onwards -> time spend with baby.. (YEAH~!~!~!~!~!~!~HEEEEHEE WHHOOOOOOHOOOOO)

things to do tml
1. enjoy myself
2. teach properly
3. note down the things i've taught and suppose to do follow up.
4. pass baby the present

think that's all ba..

babyfen woke up at 5:42 PM

Saturday~!~! Pls reach fast~!~!

hoping sat will reach fast fast.. then i can see baby and go out with him.. hee planning to go east coast park.. if no car a bit ma fan.. but i still want to go.. realli miss those times when dad always bring our family go outing.. i think its becos of this habit i always like to go out with friends and relatives to places like sentosa, to eat, to east coast park.. but not much to watching movie.. unless there're good shows...heehee

i think remembering the places i went eating with my family is alot alot alot... cos every occasion in our family we always celebrate.. like father's day, mother's day, everyone's birthday, new year, christmas and hmm.. cannot remember le la.. i only know every year always like to eat out.. but this year think save abit... try not to eat out so much.. must save for alot of things...

lets see.. tml have
9am -> wake up
930am to 1030am -> peiern's lesson
12pm -> go out.. still thinking whether to go and buy some things for baby..
2pm to 7pm -> teach at serangoon gardens
8pm to 9pm-> jac's lesson
10pm -> hopefully can reach home la...

things to do
1. mail my cheque
2. prepare grade 6 lessons for sat
3. remember to bring the books on sat for vic's lesson
4. prepare for G6 lesson for sun
5. drop my cheque at OCBC
6. sleep early and wake up early.

should be like that ba... things i need to save up for
1. Exam -> $455
2. Piano -> $1155
3. Master Class at poland -> $5.5K
4. Violin lesson ->$175

hope i can save money each month to have the above items bought and paid for.. the most important is exam and piano ba.. and hopefully i got money to go poland.. realli hoping for the best to come... been realli down in luck... or should say down in mood... so not much things have gone my way yet... sianz...

babyfen woke up at 12:24 AM

Checklist~!

had a very good idea for this blog.. it shall be my check list for wat i have to do.. or should i say my schedule for the week.. heehee nobody would be here one.. so no need to worry ba.. heheee

Wednesday (5 JAn 05)
8.30am -> wake up (latest 9am)
9.15am -> go out
10-1045 -> weiern's class
2.30 to 3.30pm ->PRACTICE PIANO
5pm-> go out
6pm -> reach yew tee CC
6.30 to 9pm -> class at yew tee CC

hmm.. maybe can go junction 8.. or is it too early?? need to buy some things

things to do tml
1. do up worksheets for G6 theory for Pris
2. do up ws for G6 theory for Jon and Joyce
3. do up revision ws for jalene revision G1
4. print all the relevant WS for the group class at yew tee
5. practice my piano
6. arrange my score for Grade exams if possible
7. mail viscendo the cheque and relevant papers (thursday then mail)
8. arrange my lessons at yew tee CC
-> 7.00 to 7.30pm Aileen
-> 7.30 to 8.30pm Robyn and Gale
-> 8.30 to 8.30pm Cheryl, Kingyeung and Poh Yin

hmm.. think that's all ba.. wat else?????? k.. later then add..

babyfen woke up at 11:34 PM

Boo~!~!

heeheee.. went to change the template a bit.. heehee.. got BOO there on the left side.. heehee.. its the main GIRL (someone commented its a boy) character from monster inc.. heehee..

maybe sometimes when i feel like blogging something long and personal then i will post here.. if not.. then maybe i will stick to the akababy one ba.. and maybe i shall make this website for baby onli. heehee.. see how ba..

quite fun editing the things.. heehee.. will try to explore more things when needed...oh ya below are the flash/webpages that i've done last time.. so view it when u all like..think my favourites is the redang trip one and the army one... heehee

WEbby I've done - Some nice some not
Groovz Attic -> http://fen.akababy.net
Simply Vintage -> http://fen.akababy.net/simplyvintage
Redang Trip -> http://fen.akababy.net/trip.html
Baby's Parents' VIsiting -> http://www.akababy.net/army
Fantasy Pte LTd -> http://fen.akababy.net/fantasy (not a very nice webby. dun realli like it)

babyfen woke up at 11:57 PM

Testing

hee... out of fun got one for myself.. but the main purpose is to post comments at my friend's blog.. heehee.. will see whether want to continue or not.. ^^v as i already have one very nice one @ www.akababy.net

babyfen woke up at 11:22 AM

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