sianz.. my flu is back again.. always can't get through one whole peaceful week one.. so sianz.. if those who know me.. they would know that my nose very sensitive.. cannot touch dust (which i avoid doing housework... heehe excuse~!~!).. cannot experiment temperature change. (which i avoid switching on the aircon.. hmm baby seems to like it very much...) baby always say get a nose change.. so i wont be so jia lat.. and everytime my flu come it would just keep on going and going.. especially when is going out with baby.. heehe wonder is it fated.. heeheeheee...
sinful these few days.. i have sore throat but i still eat alot of heaty things.. hmm.. take for example.. yesterday night ask my kor to buy Twister Fries from macdonald.. ok la.. not bad.. but quite ex for large fries..$2.80 leh.. then today morning i asked my mom to buy laska.. hmmm.. so nice.. then night eat springroll.. and some fried things.. ya one more.. CHOCOLATE~!~!~! wonder whether tml i still can talk or not.. heheee.. hope so la hor.. tml got lessons.. have to wake up early.. then come home and teach again.. usually this time tml i would be able to see baby.. but cannot.. so sad.. so sad.. waiting for him to book out next thursday then can go out... shopping~!~! playing~!~! cycling~!~! swimming~!~!~! so fun... heehee think i siao liao hee ^^v
today heard something about my friend on her love life.. it seems that she dosen't love her bf as much as before.. i hear already felt strange at first.. thinking y would this happen.. think further a bit.. realise it sometimes lies in the guy also.. like for example if we girls place our bf before everything and they take for granted.. after some time.. you would feel that y are we doing this when the guys dun appreciate what we do for them.. and slowly our mindset would change to -->ok la.. love him enough to keep him can le.. so it become that friends are in first place now.. its not say not good.. sometimes its good.. becos friends will alawys be there for you.. and once the guy decided to drop the breakup matter.. u would not have anyone by your side if u had no friends by your side... i think i'm one of the case who put bf in the first place.. well u can say i'm in different situation whereby i know baby is the one for me.. but who knows in the future right??? realli just hope tat nothing of this kind would happen.. and hope that i would be able to keep in contact with my friends..
some questions i always ponder when i got nothing to do:
1. what age do i want to live to?
2. wat kind of job is good for me?
3. when will i get married?
4. would i have alot of sickness when i reached 30?
5. how many children i want?
6. wat happens if i'm deaf or mute?
7. did i hurt anyone?
hmm. actually still got alot.. but just cannot remember all at once now.. it seems very demoralizing hor.. hmm.. think that's just me ba.. wat to do wat to do..
babyfen woke up at 4:05 PM