all i do is complain

think that's the best thing i always do... complain complain complain... always complaining about things that i've done.. i've encoutered.. decisions i've made... about ppl.... about life... about alot alot of things....

one way to say about me is that i hate to admit i'm wrong... yes baby always scold me.. but i always find ways to fight my way off that i'm not in the wrong.. but always taking time to think back i'm always in wrong... wat's with this kind of person??? shit myself sia.... wonder when will i ever get into trouble or ppl's hatred... sooon la hor.. soon....

cancelled class today.. for my own..didn't reallli practise much.. so decided to cancel it.. if not waste time waste money.. then next week i'll also miss my class... so much so about working hard for my exams...argh~!~!~! can i realli do it.??? after this holiday... i relali have to work hard... which i think i've been saying from last year till now.. after this.. after that... argh`!~!~!~! wat the helll...~!~!~!!!!!!!???!?!?!?!

haven been realli talking well to baby this few years becos of the trip.. alot of things i've decided at impluse.. even on returning or going there... wat the helll~!~!~!?? wat's wrong with being trying to put others infront of you... so that ppl will get wat they want.. but then i wont be able to get wat i want.. whether i will enjoy this trip... i'm still wondering.... just hope nothing bad will come to me... feeling mixed and sad now... any sad songs to recommend??? cried le.. also no use... still very troubled.....

babyfen woke up at 1:33 PM

wat a life..

today is my free day...~!~! finally realli have one day free no need to teach.. till next time tuesday if have 5th week then i will no need to teach.. that's just so nice... today woke up late as usual... which planned to wake up early one.. but think will need a very long time to wake up early... then went to walk around the house.. its mine~!~! heeheee... my ah ma has gone back to malaysia.. so the whole house is mine now..... switching on the radio loud and nobody to disturb me...so nice~!~!~! and my parents are in malaysia cos of Qing Ming... so went back with my ah ma... they will onli be back on sat.... and so tonight i decided to cook dinner for the rest of my family... hehee.e.. my kor's gf coming over for dinner also.. just hope that she wont mind eating my lousy cooking skillss.... heehee later dinner include... gyoza, fried rice, soup, vegetables. and chicken and maybe potato wedges.. see whether i got time to cook or not... oh ya.. i've also made salad... yup...finished making le.. in fridge now.. this that's the most easiest thing i always prepare with my dinner.. heehee

yesterday baby was caught going to toilet after lights out time.. then this stupid sir say today go see him... then most prob... baby say that he will kena guard duty this sat..so shitty right.... cos i heard from him that this sir hor... attitude problem... any any how catch ppl as he like one... army is supposed to be strict but not like that kind of strict lor... like that is like misuse of authority... but i think.. army is shit la hor.. "shit happens" that's wat one of my friend always say.... heehee...

next monday i'll most prob going to hong kong.. yeah~!~! my holiday.. and its kind of my second time flying overseas... never been to anywhere except china during my sec school days... and comparing with my students who always travel... i told them this is my second time.. they were like "huh`??~?~~!! realli ah???" kids nowadays.. jsut so Xin Fu...fortunate to travel here and there... and one of my student...pri 5 this year...she's been to perth, australia, and many many places... so envy sia... but never mind la hor.. cos i plan to go holiday every year with baby (if we ever get married....) heehee so this sat... have to try to spend time with baby... planning to go swimming and prepare him dinner... so nice... just hope i can spend time with him.... heehee

today is the day i have to organise all my things.... hope i dun fall asleep or lazy... heehee....

just heard that a couple broke up after 6 years again... why is everyone breaking up??? and is it just so easy to put down such a long relationship without feeling sad, hurt??? or anything??? and the reason i heard was becos the girl thinks there's no future in their relationship... wat the heck is she trying to say????~??~~!!!!! 6 years leh... 6!!!! and now then say no future.. may the girl don't find good guy to depend on next time.. cos its realli shit to give such a LAME reason..... is it very hard to keep a relationship together??? i always felt that for me... i'm always bullying baby... welll ppl might think the other way round.. but its defintiely not true.. throughout the relationship... he's been treating me like a treasure.. a treasure that nobody would care... so glad that i have him by my side.. but nevertheless i will bully him still.. cos i just love to disturb him and he will just be so nice to let me do so.. heheee... hope this friend of ours will find a worthy girl of his love in the future.. and hope its in near future...

wat do u ppl think about love??? is it true to say a girl without love is not complete??/ does it applies the same to a guy??? so many ppl around are not attached and are trying hard to get a good girl or guy... is it difficult is it easy?? that have to depends le ba... just hope everyone would be able to find their other half soon... always think that next time if go out with baby's friend.. their gf would tag along and i would be able to chit chat to the girls.. instead of sitting there and listening to the guys talk.... just wonder when will this day comes by.. heehee

oh ya... yesterday while talking to my friend.. she experience earthquakes... then she thought is just her imagination.. but her bed and door realli shake and she felt giddy... then today morning confirm that its realli an earth quake last night... its from sumatra... measuring 8.7.. high leh... luckily its just a little bit over at her house...

just finished reading a story..quite proud of myself cos i managed to read finished a story book.. its rather interesting.. its about a guy Robb McDaniels, a schoolteacher with noble intentioned, comes into a little money, enabling him to go to law school. Upon graduation he goes to wrk for a fine hornourable firm and married the daugther of the senior partner, leaving behing the hometown girl he had planned to marry. From then on his career brings him enormouse successes but then takes a shocking turn that changes his life and the life of his family, and reverberates into the next generation... its done by Belva PLain...

quite enjoyed it while reading.. and it always gives me the urge to read whenever i'm free and taking transport or even eating... will try to go borrow other books of this writer and will see whether nice or not... now must try to start my book on the pianists and composers.. this book.. i wonder whether i will just keep on reading them.. cos its not of a story.. like reading history so i wonder whether i can keep up or not...

babyfen woke up at 4:08 PM

these days...

these days quite alot of things to update... first is to wish one of my friend... guo xian... commonly known as skyliner HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY~!~!~!~! adult age le... my turn soon liao la... dunno how to celebrate yet... had quite a fun day yesterday eating at marina south the steamboat.. then went KBox to sing song... not so bad.. but very tired.. cos this morning have to wake up early for work.. so sianz... but not a bad day starting.. cos this little girl i teach have been very hardworking practising her stuff... i do not need to nag at her to practise any more... such a good girl nowadays.. realli sometimes exams realli push ppl forward....

today woke up feeling very tired and very very relunctant to go work.. but no choice cannot always last min anyhow cancel the class la... cos i always say i'm not feeeling well or something like that one... then reached home and teach till 2pm... after that went over to baby's house... then teach at night again... so tiring...

quite alot of things to do... must try to joint all of them down.. if not i sure will forget... no mood to continue le... cos was interrupted while typin this entry... so i shall update another day ba...

babyfen woke up at 11:03 PM

memorization

have to memorize my pieces soon.. if not will be scolded by my teacher.. so sianz.. just tried to memorize one of my piece just now... thinking back..think realli must find systematic way of memorizing.. cos now i always memorize my sound rather than the structure... and still thinking whether can pass my exams or not... so sad... wonder will have the confidence like my teacher in exams... just have to work hard ba.. still have 131 days for me to memorize and write my programe notes.. improve my sight reading and almost everything must be squeeze inside.. then the rest of the days to exams is just to repeat my repertoire again and again...

yesterday wasted money on one necklace which i can use it to buy my bag and shoe... argh`!~!~! so stupid sia... come to think of it.. quite ok la.. cos the necklace was something i want to look for quite a time le...so still not so bad ba... later got to go out for class... today till late at 9.30pm.. if lucky baby got nights out then i can meet him... if not will be so sad... so just pray lor.... heehee...

still very itchy hearted to buy my bag leh... if got walk pass then take a look again if got white or black colour.. then maybe i will buy.. if not.. forget it la hor......

hmm... wonder whether you all still remember my plant or not... the one baby gave to me... its have kind of occupy my windows.. cos its a plant that will climb.. so it actually climb around my window frame... very the long le.. wonder how to keep it going.. cos my window not very big lor...

My plant... tall and messy but nice...

babyfen woke up at 3:10 PM

busy monday

monday will be a busy day for me for quite a while le... but surprisingly.. i'm not tired for night class.... its the afternoon class that makes me want to sleep... so tired... today noon... ate something healthier compared to my normal lunch... dinner also... have to try to cut down the intake of junk food le.. if not sure one day will become big fat lady le.. yucks~!~! hope it wont happen to me.. or should i say i would not let that happen to me.. heehee...

tml half day spent on teaching... will have to end at 8.30pm.. hope everything turns out ok... cos there this lady who wants to learn piano at the same time with her daughter.. meaning at the same time have class leh.. and i have to teach both of them at the same time... well.. tml will be my first attempt doing so.. past few times is children or adult of same age.. but not its of different age.. and very different age... one i think pri school.. the other one in late 40s... so must think how to conduct class le... heehee.. tml go teach got gossips to hear again.. well y so leh??? cos its about one of my new student who actually is a past student of the music school.. but switch to other place then switch back again... well... its kinda of not good as in.. they will tend to compare the teachers la... so i have to work extra hard to make impressions nice...

today met a kind lady... i dropped my cash cheque while walking.. i realli dun know how it managed to drop up from my poclet... back one... then she called and said "Xiao Jie... Cheque~!~!" i thought nothing leh.. then remember i have a cheque so turned around and see wat is it about.. then saw a lady holding to a cheque (my one) and trying to ask who dropped it... luckily she's kind to do that.. cos that's a cash cheque and hor... not crossed.. so anyone who pick it can cash it out... thanks alot and bless you with good things....~!~!

today saw alot of things wanted to buy one.. but was thinking for quite long whether to buy or not... saw a shoe at BATA... quite nice... high heels... @ $29.90 a bit ex for me cos i always tend to spoil shoes often... i managed to spoil 5 shoes in one week before.. well... they are all worn for quite a while le la.. just that i broke 5 pairs day by day each la.... then saw a pink bag... quite nice... $10 onli.. cheap for that kind of bag.. but hor... a bit lady.. so i dunno whether i will use it often or not... so didn't buy those things at all... then saw some very nice pouch.. precious moments one.. quite ex for a small pouch.. so never buy... but still got buy somethings.. bought a package of facial care for me and my bro... so learning to keep our face nice.. so maybe a few weeks or months later.. i will be prettier..~!~! heehee ..hope so la...

does anyone knows how much should a 5 year old kid know about things??? or it realli depend on individual??? think i should consult my friends who study early childhood... its realli driving me nuts to teach this little boy.. whose mom say he's very good in understanding... good in almost everything... and wat's the problem with kids nowadays that they dun want to admit mistakes??? or was i like this when i was small??? teaching these kids... so thick-skinned one hor... they dun realli like to admit mistakes and always say... correct wat.. i got say wat.. its like that one.. when its obviously wrong and they know its wrong.. argh`!~!~! can i brain wash them into talented people so i no need to teach???? sianz.....

my bro just borrowed back La Bi Xiao Xin... (crayon shin).. watched the first CD... got hanged towards the end.. quite nice. as usual lame and funny.. think its good to cheer me up.. heehee... especially after teaching students..

met a new friend of baby.. kind of nice and cute in a way... he's baby current bunk mates i think.. same training one la... his talking actions very the big one... and that time went out with him and baby to find books on some things... then very funny.. baby say he got magic.. walk here and there sure will have friends one... realli lor.. he bump into his friends twice in orchard.. which i realli must agree its hard to have things like that unless you have a very good friendship and circle of friends... welll.... in a way.. he's quite close to baby now becos of some common interest.. that's good for baby... heeheee at least inside got some close friends....

this friday good friday... public holiday~!~! finally have a whole day rest le.. that's so good... just hope everything will be nice that day... heehee.. planning to go out with baby cos he mentioned that long time we never go out walk walk le... come to think of it.. quite true.. cos recently we go out.. always go and watch show and back home... if not.. stay home and watch show.... so think this friday must go out shopping.. walking.. eating and playing.. heehee... but sat have to be alone from early afternoon to late afternoon.. cos he's going for live range... so have to book in on sat again.. so sad... but aiya.. wat to do wat to do.. life's like that... nothing is perfect.. just have to make everything nice sometimes.... ^^v

babyfen woke up at 12:30 AM

finally attached~!~!

heehee... someone is finally attached.. feel so happy for him.. hope his love would turn out to be just nice and sweet forever... and the girl i would call her sis-in-law next time.. heheee.. yup.. its my kor.. he's finally found his partner...

well...its so nice to have two going to be sis-in-law le... now is onli waiting for my little bro's turn.. hahahaa.. that would be long.. but i think i would not bare to leave him.. cos he's very attached to me.. always quarrel together.. go out together.. fight together... play games together...

for those who dun realli know about me.. i have three bros.. and NO sis at all~!~! aiya... in a way good.. in a way bad... so be it lor... very good terms with them all.. except my second bro.. he's very close to me when we were young... always go cycling together... so fun~!~!~! miss those days... but now a bit drifted.. well he's busy and i'm busy.. but i still love him.... heehee... so many years of being the girl at home.. never have the chance to be with girls and have those realli very good girlie talks... about anything.. boys.... guys.. man... shopping.. eating... exercising... and gossips.... that's y i always like gossiping with baby... heehee.. not saying he's a girl la.. of course never meant it that way.... that's y i think always baby bully his sisters i would always tell him dont do that... think in a way i yearn for a sister.. so i would be very protective.. think if he have bros then i wouldn't care much.. heehheee... come to think of it.. he's the onli guy in the family also leh... as in...not including his father la... like that no wonder he a bit girl girl la.. heheee.heee opps.. *did i say something not supposed to??? * hurhur

thinking back hor.. i think my little bro also very poor thing... cos from young... i always play girly things with him.. like barbie doll la.. fake cooking la.... then always go out with him to play other boy things...catching la.. cycling la.. swimming la... so fun and realli miss those days... those young and innocent days.. no need to face any thing that is cruel in the world... now all grow up le... i still have feelings attached to everyone..

my little bro -> one who i gossips with.. heehee... go out with.. play games.. and still quarrel sometimes..complain personal things to him...

my second bro -> seldom talk.. but still sometimes talk about work.. school things.. life....

my big bro -> sometimes tag along with his friends outing... seldom la.. when i have the mood to.. talk about heart things.. complain things to him.. not personal...

my mom -> someone who sometimes i joke around with.. love her very much.. but lazy to help her around the house.. well when i have the mood to do than ok.. heehee..

my dad -> someone whom i respect alot alot alot.. he taught me alot of things in life.. how to see things from different view.. well.. if anyone ask me about any thing and i give bad comments like pouring cold water on you... its what i learnt.. at least u will know where the bad direction leads u to other than listening to all the good things...

realli love my family very much.. of course.. there's another family that i have to learn to love when i get married next time... that is my husband's family members... which i hope is... heehee.. you know who la... ^^v

hope everything for my loved ones will be foreverlasting nice and good... even if there is bad times.. just remember everything will turn out just fine... heehheeee...

babyfen woke up at 11:38 AM

wat a day..~!~!

today think not realli a good day for me ba... woke up at about 10plus.. then waited for the tuner to tune my piano.. he reached at about 2 and finished at about 3... then after that i went out for class at 4 plus... teach already went over to take mrt... walked to khatib one.. cos quite near my student house.. then something terribly embarrasing happened... well too embarrassed to state here... there was this stupid malay girl who keep on laughing at me... shit her man... but think its realli very embarrassing till realli ppl cannot tahan la...

then was quite excited cos wed supposedly baby have nights out.. but too bad... don't have and i was quite dressed up to see him... so sad... realli very sad and angry also...

reached home watched my recorded show again.. drink some soup that baby recommend.. not very nice... think campbells one nicer by alot....

tml have class again.. as in my own one... didn't realli practised and haven realli prepared yet.. so sianz... later must dig out my notes earlier related one... morning and night have class to teach... quite busy... then friday whole day again... sat will be going out with baby... but he's meeting his friend also... eh... planning to go shopping for books with his friend...well not so bad la... its early in the day... and he's having live run at macritche... so meeting him onli in the afternoon.... planning to watch show.. hmm... Robots maybe.....

babyfen woke up at 12:04 AM

busy days~!~!

argh~!~!~!~!~! i've typed a whole chuck and blur me forgot that i've signed out.. so have to retype again.. sianz...

sunday went to teach in the morning then met with baby at amk to buy comics and eat lunch... heehee.. ate my FAV mos burger of course... but it was not very nicely done that day... yucks~!~!

monday taught from 10 to 10.30pm... well not so bad... inbetween have breaks... and went to library to study and do my project... but have headache in the morning so ate two panadols...which i normally hate to eat.. but that day no choice cos still have to teach many classes.. then resume my class at 2.30pm.. my headache kind of vanish... so its good for me.... reached home watched my recorded shows... desperate housewives is realli a good show.. in terms of storyline and the pretty lady also... well.. maybe nice for a gossipy ppl like me ba.. heehee...

today woke up at about 10 plus.. then met my friend for lunch at 11.30... i was so blur that i went out without my hp and came back all the way to take..so i was late... luckily i was still in yishun area.. if not so sianz... then finished teaching at 6.30pm.. talked to my colleague and then decided to wait for my friend to knock off also then take cab home cos i was very lazy to take bus.. once in a while not so bad la... hmm.. thinking back.. i took cab on friday night...->$12++ on sat morning -> $6++ and just now ->$6 so kind of wasting money ah... heehe.... reached home and watched a show on NEXT GENERATION.. its featuring CLARE YEO.. she's the little girl who won the HSBC youth excellence award at the age of 12... she's gifted talents in piano playing and is very accomplished when she was young...realli envy sia...

Quoted from the website
"Clare Yeo is being recognised for her remarkable musical talent. She started on the piano at the tender age of three and by age nine had made solo debut recital as well as released her debut album. Her recent wins in prestigious competitions such as the 7th New York Music Competition and the Gina Bachauer Piano Competition held at The Juilliard School of Music in New York City is further indication of her immense talent and potential"

tml got lessons only in late afternoon.. but my tuner will be here to tune my piano at 1 like that.. must try to wake up early to practise my piano before he reached...

nowadays realli busy.. but good thing i dun have time to catch noon naps... good for me.. if not... i sure will be very tired and easily sleepable.. heeheee....

shows to recommend or should i say shows i want to watch...
1. SON OF MASK (out le ba)
2. MISS CONGENALITY 2 (out mar 24)
3. HOSTAGE (out le ba)
4. ROBOTS (out le)

if anyone of you watched and has any reviews remember to let me know o.... thanks ^^v

babyfen woke up at 10:52 PM

baby is in camp now... :(

baby is in camp now doing guard duty... so sad... cannot meet him today... tml can only see him a while.. but in a way good.. cos he finish this guard duty then no need to do le... heehee

later going out with my friends to a concert... hope its fun.. have to wear formal somemore... still thinking wat to wear sia.... so ma fan...

today woke up late and took cab now to lessons.. after that went northpoint to buy some noodles for baby then after that went home le... watched the recorded channel 8 show.. so nice... and its finishing soon ... sobsob...

now very sleepy... but still have to do alot of things... so will try to finish them all before i catch a wink...

babyfen woke up at 3:20 PM

i like this~!

new background again.. finally i managed to get the code to do iframe.. well not exactly la.. play cheat one... this picture i found at blogskins one.. so nice the picture.. is ppl draw one leh... so nice and so many feelings when i saw this picture.. kind of love it at first sight.. so decided to make some background with it.. well.. as u all notice.. i took away the links and also the tag board and comments.. well.. nobody comment and also my taggy is down.. so might as well dun put... then i wont be like waiting till neck long long for ppl to comment.. heehee...

just came back from one of the class.. and my student told me a secret.. which is so cute~!~!~ she say its a school secret and her family don't know.. so as a gossipy character that i have.. i asked her wat was it... since it was school secret so i thought no recess la.. longer recess or shorter recess la.. something like that la... then she suddenly say "boyfriend"... heehee. i wanted to laugh very loudly.. or should i say.. smile widely.. but i just cannot.. cos its very rude.. heehee.. so i keep on asking la... -> wat's his name?? where he lives?? same class as you ah?? got go recess together?? you like him or he like you or you like each other?? well.. as you all can see from the questions i asked.. it should be a young girl la.. .she's onli primary one this year lor.. and its new in school leh.. so fast got boyfriend le.. so sweet.. so cute.. so nice.. wanted to warn her about some dangers.. but think i'm not in a position to say and i dun know how to phrase my things properly.. so i just say.. dun let ur mommy know and be careful hor... heehee.. nowadays children are just so adorable that evern when u scold them u will feel very funny...heehee...

gtg bathe le.. tonight can meet baby.. heehee..so good.. but he might have guard duty tml.. so hope he doesn't kena and his trying to navigate his way around singapore now.. wonder how's he doing cos normally when we go out.. i will always be there to guide him.. heehee.. hope he's doing fine....

babyfen woke up at 12:11 PM

fast day..

today past by quite fast... woke up quite late. again.. heheee... then watched a bit of show.. then bathe and get ready to go out le.. met my friend for lunch at 12.15pm... then after that went music school to practise piano.. wanted to practise duet.. but got itchy and played my violin instead.. heehee.. well not realli my violin.. i used the school one.. kind of nice.. but was commented by another teacher that i played lousy.. heehee.. well no choice la hor.. never played quite long and is realli lousy also la.. then started teaching at about 4 to 6pm.. not so bad.. then met my another friend for dinner.. she's going in police next tuesday.. hope she doesn't get bullied by ppl and she dont bully ppl la... heehee....

tml got work.. not so bad la... tml quite slack but must memorized my pieces... cos its due on thurs... ah~!~! exams exams... hope it will be fine..

today got a new student called for lessons.. well this parent realli a bit niao la... she wants to have lessons and $100 each for her two daughters.. then hor.. if increase grade cannot increase fees.. how can????!!??!?!?!! imagine a grade 8 paying only $100 per month... so cheap sia.. why the fees increase as grade increases becos our effort in teaching and the time required for the time spent for the exams increase ma.. so must like that one la.. but i also cannot take that student cos i dun have any time slot to slot her le... but come to think of it.. this kind of student dun want better.. if not sure next time very ma fan one...

well... sometimes think of it.. if a guy now gets close to me i will feel very strange and awkard... dunno how to response... is it becos i've been in a relationship too long??? but i still think not to have guy close friends better... cos in a way it will sure create misunderstanding or unnecessary quarrels between a couple...

oh ya.. maybe one of these days i will post something that is a very big interest to me.. well everything one knows i like it very much.. but think can make a compliation of wat i have out of it.. think i have alot sia.. well that will have to wait till i have the spare time to do such things... which i wonder when.... heehee

21st birthday this year leh.. and most of my friends are also that age.. i was kind of looking forward to people's party to celebrate their birthday.. but till now no one invited me... heard that its becos if invite every friend of theirs will be very ma fan and very tiring cos have to entertain every group of it.. and have to go around talking to ppl.. then will like left out some of them and wont have any quality time with friends.. still thinking whether to hold party or not.. well that will have to see whether i got money or not.. heehee.. cos this kind of money got go no come back one.. heehee...

babyfen woke up at 11:32 PM

same old me~!

well its still the same old lazy me.. supposed or promised baby to wake up at 9am today so i can do my things.. but in the end still wake up at about 10.30am.. then bathe then go out and was late for class... well.. wat to do wat to do.. so lazy.... today supposed to be buzy day.. but end up still not so bad.. cos one of the class cancel cos my student not feeling well... next time must think how to achieve the best way of putting my phone.. cos the parent tried to call me but i switch to silent so never hear... only when i reached her house then found out the student not feeling well.. luckily i was having class nearby before that.. so not so bad...

then met with christine to have dinner.. pass her some things also... after that went to teach my night class.. still not so bad.. but realli have to work hard for one of the lesson...seems like that parents realli kind of complaining... welll... its realli the boy short attention..short memory..

then reached home.. watched the channel8 9pm show (recorded one) and desperate housewives (also recorded)... realli nice leh.. and was also doing my project at the same time... hoping to finish it as soon as possible... my deadline i give myself would be april ba...

tml got class at serangoon gardens.. not so bad.. is music school one... so no need travel here and there... heehee..

strangely.. i will always feel tired at the timing of 4 to 6pm in the day.. then subsequently as night... i will be quite energetic to do my things.. but hor.. must change.. cos in the morning always cannot wake up one.. so after this i'm going to sleep le.. heehee...surf net first la...

how much are u willing to sacrifice for your loved ones??? time?? money??? life??? effort??? energy???
so much things.. which one you are more willing to sacrifice... for me i think everything i will give.. as long as my loved ones will be able to like and enjoy it.. but i think one will always ponder whether it will be worth while doing these sacrifices...

babyfen woke up at 12:51 AM

FUN SAT~!~! when is the next time?????? ^^v

heehee.. saturday started off quite well.. baby fetched me to work.. and only have one house to travel to.. cos the other one cancel her class... so finished work at about 10.30am.. then we went to NTUC to buy things for our PICNIC~!~!~! decided not to buy too much cos like buy those ready made food better.. but in the end still buy quite a lot... things we bought..

1. one packet of hotdog
2. one packet of bacon
3. one packet of ham
4. one loaf of bread
5. few potato wedges
6. tidbits
7. drinks
8. chocolate

hmm.. like not much hor.. heehee... then we went home to rest and packed our things first.. i slept for a while cos i was tired... then woke up at about 2 plus.. and packed our things and went out.. supposed to go to his ah ma house first.. but in the end dun have... then after that we reached east coast about 45 mins later... well i chose the wrong road to go... sorry dear... :( heehee.. but never mind our mood kind of change when we reached there... found a nice spot and shady one.. put our things.. forgot to mention something.. we brought a small bbq pit along to cook our things.. we wanted to cook first before going.. but then he have the bbq thing so we brought along.. it was a good idea after all although our bacon doesn't taste nice.. but the hotdog is fantastic.. think i can just eat the whole pack and wont get sick of it..

we slowly cooked our things and eat and enjoy the breeze... it was fun and nice just to relax and talk about ppl.. heehee.. we saw different ppl and gossip about them.. hahaha now u all know baby gossip also.. but its always i start one la... that's of course one lor... heehee... time past quite slow and i realli luv it alot.. too bad we dun have chance to go cycling and rollerblading.. so next time we decided to do these... he wants to .. its fun leh...

after that we left about 7pm to Great World City for our show.. "HITCH" it was a nice show... will smith realli is a good actor... great world nothing much to shop one.. so ended up strolling here and there... wanted to buy something but the shop closed.. so sad.. i booked the tickets there is becos i want to buy that game one.. but closed... argh... wonder when will have chance to find it again...

after that we went home.. cos the show ended about 12am...

took alot of pictures that day.. took some fun and nice looking one.. hope u all wont find it ugly o... heehee..



today not so bad.. supposed to teach till all the way and cannot meet baby one.. but one of my student cannot make it so canceled the class so i pushed forward the following one.. so managed to go over his house and accompany him.. but was tired too a small nap while he play his game.. at least this time i managed to wake up once he finished the game.. heehee... tml a long day... hope everything would be fine.. meeting my friend for dinner.. that would be something to look forward to at least... heehee... so sad... this sat baby doing guard duty so i will be alone.. so must try to do alot of my own things.. luckily sun no need teach so many class.. so still not so bad... just hope everything would turn out just fine for both of us...

babyfen woke up at 11:45 PM

i'm fat~??~!!

just saw my sec friend today... she quite long never see me le.. the first thing she see me is --> "fen. you become fatter le leh.. chubby le"...
so i asked her... "huh?? realli ah??? good or bad???"
luckily the next sentence she say is "good good.. now prettier le..." heehee then i was thinking... hmm like that still not bad..
then she say" never go running le ah" which i never go already la...
so i commented baby also say i fatter le... (sob sob)..
so she replied "then u still dun want to take his hint o/??"
i just smile and say "baby also getting fatter..." hahaha (which is not true la exactly.. just want to push blame onli ma.. that's me wat... heehee)

so well.. i will try to start my running.. which i think say very very very long ago le... so u can see how lazy i am la... heehee.. just hope i can slim down and be nice when i get married.. heehee... still have some years for me to work on... heeheee

tml got lesson in the morning.. then most probably at night meeting baby for show.. heehee.. then sat we are going PICNIC... dear sky... pls dun rain on us o... pls pls pls pls~!~!~!~!

babyfen woke up at 1:02 AM

sunday gonez~!~!

well its always bitter first then sweet later... this sunday i have to teach whole day...monday also~!~! wow piang... realli veyr tiring and stressing sia.. but no choice leh... some students are having exams and some students cannot push away...so bo bian lor...

sunday's schedule is from 9.30 to 5.30pm.. then can rest a while.. or maybe short dinner with my dearest baby.. then teach from 7.30 to 9pm... then monday teach from 10 to 10pm... siao right??? wonder why some ppl dun mind having class at 9.30pm at night???!!!! well can say its my own own doing also la.. so bo bian lor..next time got better time then put the student at other timing...

these few days... did quite a few things.. improving on my working.. but still slacking la... tml got lesson.. so must try to wake up early to practise... argh my project... wonder whether i can complete it in time.. if not then have to find replacement le... heehee...

hmmm.. wonder when two people get together for a long time.. is it becos of habit or realli the feelings is so strong that you stay on.. wat i believe is a mixture of both... thinking of something which i heard... a relationship of 8 years just ended like that... is it becos the guy too good/?? or is it becos the girl feel lonely?? is it the boy not caring enough?? is it the girl just lose the feelings like that??? is feelings could be lost just a snap away.. then wat would happen to so many other things??? * to the guy (wonder is you ever read this...heehee) ---> the girl leave you in a way she doesn't realise she lost a good companion for life... and maybe the girl left you so you could meet the girl who will be worthy of your love in the future... dun think too much le o... ^^v
realli kind of sad to hear these kind of things happening around you and you would just wonder... would it happen to me one day????

just had a talk to my bro.. thinking back.. i realli live a good life last time compared to now and i kinda of think that everything is destinated in life... what i mean is that some things are just destinated that you can not avoid wat is going to happen.. just like wat i experience.. sometimes i would dream of something... which i would roughly remember... then one day.. it would happen and i would know wat is going to happen shortly.. its kind of a deja vu feeling.. its true it happens to me quite often.. so that's y i say its kinda of destinated for things in life... so am i destinated to be wat i am now??? or i have broke the choice of my path?? wonder sometimes..

things to get ready:
Thursday ->
registration form (peilin/ ming ming)

Friday ->
carols Ayumi
Games/ exams pieces (pei Ern)
Jac (scales)

Sat ->
Calendar / Fees Payment (LY)
Books (schumn) (Ly)
theory books (LY)
notebook (LY)
dance of the dools (victoria)
Games (valerie)

Sun->
Tsunami /instruments CD (jon/joyce)
non-harmony notes (jon/joyce)
scales (jon/joyce)
dance of the dolls (xinge)
minuet in G (nirmal)
twinkle twinkle mozart (jon/joyce)

Mon ->
theory book (cordell)
registration forms (jefferson)
scales (jefferson)
pieces (andrea)
grading (jefferson)
games (aloysius)

Tues->
Notebook (midiworld)
finger model (sharlyn)
games (aloysius)
WS (gerald)

Wed - >
chocolate (robyn/gale)
games (all of them)
duet (performance for KY,C and PY)
trio (performance for KY, C and PY)
scales/pieces/sightreading (weiern)
instruments booklet (for all)
tonic triads WS (for 8.30pm)

must reali get them joint down tml... now want to sleep le.. have fun everyone and work hard for a better future... realli its very important to save extra money for rainy days o... ^^v

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