think that's the best thing i always do... complain complain complain... always complaining about things that i've done.. i've encoutered.. decisions i've made... about ppl.... about life... about alot alot of things....
one way to say about me is that i hate to admit i'm wrong... yes baby always scold me.. but i always find ways to fight my way off that i'm not in the wrong.. but always taking time to think back i'm always in wrong... wat's with this kind of person??? shit myself sia.... wonder when will i ever get into trouble or ppl's hatred... sooon la hor.. soon....
cancelled class today.. for my own..didn't reallli practise much.. so decided to cancel it.. if not waste time waste money.. then next week i'll also miss my class... so much so about working hard for my exams...argh~!~!~! can i realli do it.??? after this holiday... i relali have to work hard... which i think i've been saying from last year till now.. after this.. after that... argh`!~!~!~! wat the helll...~!~!~!!!!!!!???!?!?!?!
haven been realli talking well to baby this few years becos of the trip.. alot of things i've decided at impluse.. even on returning or going there... wat the helll~!~!~!?? wat's wrong with being trying to put others infront of you... so that ppl will get wat they want.. but then i wont be able to get wat i want.. whether i will enjoy this trip... i'm still wondering.... just hope nothing bad will come to me... feeling mixed and sad now... any sad songs to recommend??? cried le.. also no use... still very troubled.....
babyfen woke up at 1:33 PM
GREETINGS !