stresout~!~!

wat the hell... just typed alot of things... but was not published... sianz.. dun intend to repeat... just very stressout nowadays due to students and exams... argh~!~! everything bad just have to happen to me often...

babyfen woke up at 7:02 PM

stressout~!~!

had a very stressful day on mon and tues... had a terrible time trying to teach the students.. who don't bother to take it wat you have teached... so irritating.. and there's this boy who don't know numbers... and alphabets.. make my teaching life even worst... think if this realli goes on.. i realli will just give up this student.. give it to someone more experienced and good in handling this kind of kid...

so yesterday i was so stressed out that i went to feast.. ya ya.. i know i shouldnt do that.. but i didn't eat alot.. just eat good stuff...

well.. just read one of my friend's blog and she commenting on that we girls should look good for our boyfriends.. there's realli no disadvantage to that i agree... think when girls look better.. ppl tend to be more "friendly" to them... but it still boils down to this sentence... ->" people are just plain reality (xian shi)" meaning they onli look upon ppl who are good looking or pleasant looking and appealing looking... the wrold is just so cruel making those who doesn't look that good suffers... why can't ppl just treat everyone the same... except to your loved ones that is.. but think.. it just wont happen.. cos its just the human nature ppl are attracted nice, beautiful, big and even bigger things.... =.="

exams another thing to stress on... alot of things happen that i've neglected my practise totally... hope to have some improvements when i go for class tml... (trying to bluff my way through that is..) how horrible for a student to sit for exams like this.. always complaining to ppl about my students.. think my teacher also complaining to her friend about me.. heehee... its just like that la hor.. wat goes around comes around...

now kinda of watching alot of anime... bleach.. already have alot of episodes for me to finish.. then MAR.. and tsubasa (dunno nice or not..)

talking about anime.. if anyone interested in buying comics.. try buying it at COMICS CONNECTION AMK BRANCH.. think i mentioned before dun go comics connection where there's is Xin Tian Di.. well.. its becos of this new XIn Tian DI.. the amk branch beside it are selling comics cheaper than ever... well it might be few cents cheaper but if u buying alot.. and then its alot cheaper le lor.... but definitely.. the service still sucks at comics connection la... well.. selling cheap dun expect too much la hor...

babyfen woke up at 6:49 PM

everything back to normal?

everything seems to be better le... or is it?? maybe its too early to decide...

later still have lessons.. till at night before i can meet baby... so long never see him le.. and so short to spend time with him... so sianz.. and it will have to last all the way till next year sept.. long not long.. short not short...

wonder anyone watch the animation @ KORORO. they have this new animation done called 886 happy ending.. well.. dun realli like their animation this time and the talking ba.. but the story line not bad la.. so ppl interested just go there and watch lor...

nothing much to update.. or should i say too many things to write that i also dunno from where start better... oh ya.. photos are up le for the hong kong trip.. ppl interested pls go to AKABABY and download or view some pictures.. didn't realli have the mood to do a nice website on it.. and dun think i'll do that le la...

any nice clothes to recommend?? trying to find one suitable for dinner function.. casual and nice.. and also abit formal.. eh..that's wat ppl call smart casual i guess....

babyfen woke up at 11:55 AM

luck just fly away as days go by....

my luck is always flying bit by bit away as days go by..so demoralizing.. hope everything will be fine by end of this week..

is it when someone is pretty then someone would pay attention to her or for a guy handsome.. its just so unfair that ppl are always attracted to beautiful things... y must this world be like this...

i'll be having a chance to go to a dinner function soon.. hope it will be fun.. but must plan wat to wear first... kinda of excited... heehee...

alot of things to do... so little strength to use.. so little brain to kill.. so little time to past... can the time stop while i do some things first... or can i rewind the time back to where i wanted???

babyfen woke up at 1:41 PM

where is my lucky star?? or starssss???~!

being very down in luck nowadays.. shall not elaborate more.. cos its all very personal.. all the things happen so one after the other that it makes me wonder where is my lucky star or should i say lucky stars went to???? pls drop by if u all have time... i beg you~!~!~!!!

tml having lessons for a very long day.. from 830 to 1015... so looooooonggggg.... just hope it will pass by quickly if not i will have a terrible day ahead.. and pray for the safety of my family....

yesterday spent half a day at home watching 3 shows... movie marathon sia.. finally had one without planned... reached my house with baby at about 5pm.. then started watching After the Sunset which we just bought... ok la.. not a very attractive show.. not so bad la.. then after that ordered pizza for dinner..(wat a sin)... then while waiting.. we watched Spongebob Squarepants.. its such a lame show but it still make us laugh and forget about things for a moment... quite a funny show lame and funny... even more lame than Crayon Shin(La Bi Xiao Xin).. through halfway.. we went to eat dinner cos the pizza arrived.. while eating.. we decided to watch THE PUNISHER (noticed its in caps.. cos its worth mentioning more).. it way a nice show.. the plot the character the moves the actions... but not the quality.. well we bought the original VCD @ $14.90 (which i doubted its realli original).. the quality not very good...screen small difficult to watch... after eating and finishing the show.. its like 9.30pm..... then we decided to watch finish the Spongebob Squarepants which we paused halfway... watched with our sleepy eyes and then after that sleep... such a moviee day.. imagine watched 3 shows in a row... with a bit of resting.. sometimes those shows not realli worth watching at cinema... buying it home to watch also not a bad idea... so i shall consider this alternative next time especially with the tickets going up price...

babyfen woke up at 11:47 PM

terrible day~!~! all is my fault~!~!

its all my fault~!~! wat ever happens its my fault.. realli my fault.. just hope it will go away soon... had a terrible day...~!!~

babyfen woke up at 9:19 PM

last day lor~!

so good... finally out of the place.. no need to go back there and teach on wed nights... had a last concert today... not so bad.. not very smooth moving cos of the intermission of changing songs... overall think not so bad la..

today baby supposed to have nights out one.. then i was so looking forward.. but some stupid ppl in his camp decided to "skip" dinner.. and was kena caught.. so in the end...no more nights out until end of course which is 17 may leh.. so shitty sia... stupid ppl.. dun let me see them... if not i will curse them till siao...

tml not so bad.. onli have one class.. but planning to go out with my bro to buy his stuff.. still not decided where to go.. cos have to see where have his stuff... tml see how ba... very lazy to make the photos from hong kong... think wait till i gathered everything from baby's sis and her friend first... then i'll slowly make one..

babyfen woke up at 12:02 AM

wat's wrong with ppl nowadays??~!??

just read something very terribly disturbing from my sec school fren's webby... its realli kind of set me thinking wat this girl is turning into??...a good girl?? a stupid girl?? an idiot?? or a pathethic girl??? realli hurts me when she commented so many negative things... realli sucks man... always thought she's a nice girl.. now looking at her all hurting comments about her friends just sucks big time.. realli sucks...

first she commented something like she pity her friend on something... (something that is not worth pity or not to be pitied at all )... then she commented that she doesn't want anything to do with one of her good friend becos of some stupid things.. then she commented that the sec school guys/ girls cannot make it... how can she comment on ppl like this when she never even take a look at herself... ppl have feelings lor.. even if she feel it that way... its not very nice to spelt it loud and clear across to ppl like this lor... how dumb can she gets man.. realli wonders whether all my friends are just like this person.. who acted so nice in front of you and then back stab you by saying all these hurtful words... so ppl who knows me.. pls let me know what's wrong with my behaviour when u all feel there is.. pls dun go around spreading irritating things about me.. i will kill you with my might man...

realli cant understand what's the hell is wrong with ppl thinking nowadays... cant ppl just be polite and respect some other ppl's feelings??? wonder how is the world going to be like next time..

having too many friends is always not good.. cos not all will be ur real friends and back stabbing occurs... killing and alot more things occur... having one good friend beats everything

babyfen woke up at 12:01 AM

I'm back~!~!

finally back in singapore... reached singapore last night at about 11.30pm... then reached home at about 12am.. then packed bag a bit so slept at 2 plus... then today went to work from 10am to 10pm... like superwoman like that.. my bro managed to take leave today and so he went out with his gf.. so nice... so envy.. and me?? have to wait till friday night then can see baby.. it realli makes ones heart fonder more when distance is there...

well... have to wait till i upload the pictures.. will only have time to do it maybe this weekend... and will upload the things that i've bought... quite alot of things... bought for friends... and for myself.. and for family and of course.. not forgetting baby.. hehee... after this trip.. have to save le.. cannot spend much after this..

and one thing..i've lost my voicce.....became a very ugly voice.. so sad... cos before i went there i was already sick.. then throat very bad.. then went to sit roller coaster... scream and scream and scream... till no voice le... now better still can talk.. previously have problems talking...

the hong kong trip i will make one page dedicated to that.. but think we did mostly shopping onli.. never realli sight see much.. heehee... too addicted to shopping le... well...so stay tune for the pics and story ba... have fun ppl... tml got work again.. so have to sleep soon.. before that i'll shall watch my desperate housewives first.. ^^

babyfen woke up at 12:03 AM

so sick~!~!

i'm so sick now... or u call it ill... yesterday already have fever going on le.. but went out still.. so oday is my retribution.. called to cancel the class i have today.. and next week they have no class again.. so guilty sia.. after this hong kong trip better dun go any holiday le.. if not parents sure say this say that one...

i'm alone at home now... such a nice sat and its spoil by my fever... argh`!~!~ all these are signs that forbid me to go hong kong i guess.... today planned to cook dinner for baby one.. but now with my strength i still can cook la.. but wonder if he wants to...

wonder is it that all ppl will be like that?? planned everything ok le.. still can carried out the plan except for one minute incident and moods are all gone... is it true?? pls let me know its not...

tml night.. about 4.30am.. i will be at changi airport.. waiting to fly off to hong kong.. with my bro and baby's sis.. such a weird combination right??? but who cares i want to go to some places.. like the ocean park.. the victoria peak... will take alot alot of pictures... just hope all of them came out nice... and wonderful... and hope i have a safe journey... how come other countries just can't be like singapore so much safer to travel in.. even for the tourists... think they also no need to worry much about the safety in singapore compared to others....

yesterday went to celebrate eddy's birthday.. well.. initially not my friend.. then go out more and more with baby and that group.. then slowly become friends le... wonder why every one is looking for gf now?? are realli singaporean girls hard to get?? (sounds familiar hor).. heehee... everyone wants gf... but think once they have them.. they will think... eh... how about a change of mind.. heehee... no matter how much i realli like to have some girls by my side when the guys are talking... definitely i wouldn't want the guys to suffer just find any girl off the streets... heehee.. just hope they are not so desperate la hor...

is it true that singaporean ppl or girls are specially money minded.. or should i say materialistic??? actuallly frankly speaking who doesn't wants to have good life right??? can stay in a house u call ur own.. a car you call ur own... a job you call your own.. money that you call ur own.. but definitely... there will always be a limit to all these things.. for example... a person might want a condo that he call his own... but another one might want a simple 3 room flat that he call his own.. so technically speaking.. everyone is materialistic.. just to wat extend onli...

its raining now... so sad this kind of weather.. i still to go out and buy some things for my trip.. wonder i can make it out and back or not.. so sianz... why must i be sick at this time??? when its my last week end with baby... (heheee.. not realli la).. sorry ah.. make it sound so pathetic... heehee... welll i love him alot ma.. will miss him alot also.. (eee.. mushy mushy)/....

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