i'm aimless now.. realli feeling very messed up.. wondered when i will realli be ok... so many many things to worry about..
planning to go on a ladies night.. first time in my life o...well.. everything will have a first time one ma... hope to gain something nice from this ladies night... and also wonder whether it will be carried out that is.. just wait and see ba...
my world just revolve around piano and piano and more piano... just hope one day i will be more successful in my career... open a music school is one of my ambition.. hehee.. but wonder when will that happen la... to perform in public also another one of my ambition... just have to work hard ba...
today been a good girl.. practised my piano when i woke up.. then went gym with my friends.. then swimming then sauna.. (surprising all done at my house la...) after that went to work.. and i didn't realli flare up during my lessons.. realli think the exercise helps alot in my work.. so shall continue to exercise as long as i'm not lazy.. heehee... and my studies.. can somebody tell me all about the things i need to know so i dun need to read... so hate reading... yucks~!~! no wonder my english most of the time fail one... heehee... then went chomp chomp to eat... after that went back home.. not so bad.... drove to work today.. so at least the journey back wasn't so dreadful... but the parking fees quite alot la.. no choice la for the change of convinence...
tml quite along and travelling day.. so many lessons here and there.. no choice lor.. students this week having exams.. so change here change there... students always like that one... dun change for them.. then the parents will think how come not flexible one.. so bo bian lor.. tml morning got car onli.. so night one have to travel by myself.. so sianz... and sad thing is that baby is having nights out tml..~!~! army shitty army... always messed up my plans... so shitty... but wat to do... army big one.. no choice lor... bo bian lor...
wonder should i stay up tonight to do my things.. or just sleep and wait.. but i think i've shifted alot of times the things i want to do.. but eyes closing le.. so sianz...~!~!
babyfen woke up at 11:15 PM
GREETINGS !