quite an ok day..woke up at 7am.. so hard working right?? raining ma.. sent my didi to school... so good sis hor.. then after that wanted to rest onli.. in the end slept till 10am like that... so pig sia... woke up bathe and get ready to go out to meet my friend for lunch.. then bought a nice pencil box at mini toons... quite ex but nice.. so quite worth it.. then came home.. studied for a while and then went out to send my car tyre for patching.. yup..days passed yet nobody sent it in.. so no choice lor.. the one who make it the one who does it... then reached home practised my piano...half heartedly and went out for classes... onli have one today.. so decided to drive there and back...
during the lesson was not very good.. student didn't practised and the parents didn't hear much of her playing.. was not very happy with my teaching... so bo bian.. next week.. have to stresss more le lor..
this thing keeps on bothering me all the while... am i realli that thick skin that i am having alot of one-sided frienship?? is it realli that bad?? i always talk to baby about them.. but he will always comment that.. "why you keep on giving one-sided friendship???" it set me wonder and today something happened and i realli think its kind of true.. so maybe i should just shut off myself from all these people and take care of those whom i care and they care back... if not maybe it will just drain my enegry away... so maybe i shall not care about anyone.. just baby alone.. would it be better???
just now driving was a bit scary.. think its at night ba.. i didn't realli drive very fast but i have this kind of fearful feeling.. like cannot see cars, cannot see road, cannot see ppl, cannot see traffic lights and cannot see anything~!~!.. next time think shall avoid driving at night le... if not i will have heart attack and die of it...
gotten my PLAY membership card and this sat would or might be a DVD day... quite alot of titles to choose from.. shall decide how later with baby..
just watched An Eye for a Guy.. wonder whether its just a game show or realli something that would lead to real life matters... DEnise Keller is so pretty, smart and carries herself just so well and nice... like her alot... out of the guys.. i think i like Jeff most.. he's not very good looking.. but he seems to be the most sincere guy inside.. hope he will be choosen in the end.. but frankly speaking. i think wolfgang would actually be more compatible with DEnise... Wolfgang wat a name.. Mozart have also the same name.. yup the famous composer.. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
so many pretty ppl around me makes me feel very envy of them.. always having the good things... good ppl... good life.. and many more.. think i shall ban myself from reading friendster.. the more i look at them.. the more envy i become... sianz.....
babyfen woke up at 11:21 PM
GREETINGS !