finished my performance today.. not a very good one.. did mistakes but managed to carry on... hope on wed it would be better...
started my day today with a class... student didn't realli practise again.. well.. she always say "dun care" till i also fed up with her.. maybe i just let her fail her examinations and she will know that its realli that bad.... :P.. bad teacher i know.. but sometimes ppl just have to fall first before they get up on their feet....
after tat went over to baby's house... talk about baby.. yesterday was so sad... didn't get to see him the whole day.. and its going to be like this for the rest of the sat until national day... so sianz... wanted to go over to find him.. but when i finished my dinner with my family it was like 9 plus.. so late and no transport so gave up the idea.. so decided to go today morning... at least got some time... heheee... then stayed there a while before i went over to my concert... today no ppl went to support me.. i was there alone.. so sad.... my parents didn't go my bro didn't.. well.. cos they have already made plans to go on the wed one.. which is more important la.. then baby missed my performance cos i was one of the first few to perform.. well.. apparently.. he was washing his car when i was out already... can't blame him.. this performance meant nothing else to any one except me..
started off the piece quite stable.. but due to me trembling.. didn't realli continue well.. but not bad la.. at least never stop that much... then got a break.. after that... i have to wait for my turn at the last one to perform a duet with my teacher... good thing is.. baby came with his sisters and mum.. so there are my supporters.. but think i disappoint them... didn't realli played well.. finish already went off... then received a call from my teacher asking me to go back and practise with her the duet one more time.. cos we have to perform it again on wed... at esplanade some more... so i eagerly agreed... then going back.. it felt so much better.. even baby was saying that... heehee... think its the ppl la.. the first time had alot of ppl.. the second time only a few... fingers enough to count... heehee.. like that i also dun know what to do on wed.. so many ppl.... die la.. realli must practise hard these few days.. if not i sure die one... hope so la..
after that went for dinner with baby's family.. had fish head steamboat(something like that) quite nice.. but didn't realli have the appetite to eat much think too nervous from the performance le... we went to see handphone.. cos baby was complaining about my phone.. he say whenever i talked dun have high pitch one... and my "S" and "F" are mixed up.. so he suggested buying phone... look around.. saw some nice one.. but haven decide yet.. see how lor.. maybe this week end go see again ba...
wed is reaching le... so scared.. still haven decide wat to wear yet... should be pants and top... shall shop around for some nice pants tml at bishan maybe go there shop shop in between classes.... heehee...
oh ya... went for a show room at paya lebar crescent today.. saw quite a nice pent house... $1.2 million for a square feet of 1,200++... two storey one.. quite nice... if got money can buy... freehold somemore... but now most important thing is to save money le.. cannot spend so much.. think have to cut down on incentives to students and also my eating habits.. who knows.. i might slim down also.. heehee.....
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