these few days are very stressed or should i say more and more stress as days go by and i'm still at the same place wandering about... nothing much happened just classes everyday and preparing for work.. practising my piano and other minor stuff... there's one major day coming up on wed... its my masterclass with Slyvia Ng.. one very good professor.. (heard from my teacher that is)... sianz... dunno how it would go sia...
last friday..(15 july 2005) was me and baby's 5th year anniversary.. yup.. we are officially together for 5 years le.. that's a very long stretch of time to alot of ppl i think... it realli set me wonder how is it possible for us to be together for such a long time when our temper and alot of things is just too much for each other to handle.. heehe.. he also commented that he cant believe that he can stick with one girl for such a long time.. it applies to me too.. but definitely i'm fortunate enough to have him by my side to bully that is.. heehee...
our story from the start is not good at all.. started off so suddenly and many bad things happen before we are good in terms.. i think it took us about 1/2 year to settle my feelings? that's a very long stretch of time.... to a new relationship that is...
we didn't do much on that day.. cos we didn't have time... or plans should i say... my class ended at about 6.30pm then i met him over at his house.. cos it was rainly very heavily so he took cab from camp home.. cost him a bomb sia.. then after that reached his house.. his mom cooked his dinner so we ate a little then went out at about 8pm.. decided to go over to Junction 8 cos he mentioned that he want to eat Oyster Mee Sua.. and i suggested to him the chocolate fondue that i ate before at hagendaz (spelling not sure)... so reached there at about 8 plus.. went to look for present.. well this year both of us didn't get the presents on time.. heehee.. becos we are so lost in buying presents already as many have been bought or no money to buy expensive stuffs... he brought me to perlini silver to buy a couple ring since he lost his long long ago while playing with it with different fingers.. and i still have mine...(that's y u will see me wearing two rings.. one on each hand...) then since i have no idea wat to get from him... (actually have.. but couldn't make it in time for that day).. so we got each other the ring in the end.. .a nice ring for him but not realli for me.. seems fat (thick).. but quite ok la.. more shinny then the old one.. heehee.. well.. we dont have money for the diamond one.. but we saw one very nice one at a jewellery shop.. he mentioned that he will buy it when he have the $$.. we shall see la hor.. heehee... after that we went shop shop around for some things.. but didn't buy anything in the end.. so we went over to the Hagendaz and started our fondue.. its not as nice as i have last ate in at esplanade.. the esplanade one.. realli very nice.. thick chocolate.. harder ice cream... fruits more fresh.. environment much more romantic... but nevertheless.. this time is the accompanion that counts.. so its still much more compared to last time heehee.. well.. but i was comparring the fondue so much to baby that i think he's just sick of listening to it.. heheee... we ordered another waffle..its nice... very nice... next time shall have the chance to go esplanade one.. it will be so nice.. or maybe i can adopt baby's idea...(secret..) heheee... after that we went home.. then he sent me home after that... that's how our 5 years define itself....
can one always make u laugh endlessly without u thinking that u are just entertaining him??
can one always make u hurt pain when he encounters things that is frustrating to him instead of you??
can one always be there when u need him in anything like grumbling, shopping, eating, sleeping, watching TV, hanging out and everything else??
can one encourage you and stand by you when everything fails and everyone start to leave you alone???
can one be constantly reminding you about how much he cares and loves you??
can one always laugh at your mistakes and still stand by you telling the right path after that???
can one always sit there playing endless games and you will take the initative to learn that game as well??
can one always snore but you still like to sleep by him???
can one be so unbelieveable to all his friends and yet you believe everything that he say even you know sometimes its not true????
can one be so patient to wait by your claseses when he just walk around aimlessly waiting for the time to come??
can one be so enduring even someone bullies him like no tomorrow??
can one be so forgiving when even someone makes mistakes and blame all the things on him???
can one be so big hearted to sacrifice everything just for someone he likes???
can one spend so endlessly on someone that he likes instead of for himself???
can one be just so loving and caring to someone he hardly owes???
the more i write.. the more i feel this someone who is always by my side and i realli feel the passion that is going on.. i will never ever let you go, baby.... a song that i've been attracted to these few days.. and i keep on listening to it.. the chorus is more than wat i want to say... its just fit my feelings everytime i face him...(mushy hor.. who cares... heehee )
The Blower's Daughter Performed by Damien Rice
taken away to be my blog's song.. cos i'm just addicted to it.. And so it is,Just like you said it would be.Life goes easy on me,Most of the time.And so it is,The shorter story.No love, no glory.No hero in her sky.I can't take my eyes off of you.I can't take my eyes off you.I can't take my eyes off of you.I can't take my eyes off you.I can't take my eyes off you.I can't take my eyes...And so it is,Just like you said it should be.We'll both forget the breeze,Most of the time.And so it is,The colder water.The blower's daughter,The pupil in denial.I can't take my eyes off of you.I can't take my eyes off you.I can't take my eyes off of you.I can't take my eyes off you.I can't take my eyes off you.I can't take my eyes...Did I say that I loathe you?Did I say that I want toLeave it all behind?I can't take my mind off of you.I can't take my mind off you.I can't take my mind off of you.I can't take my mind off you.I can't take my mind off you.I can't take my mind...My mind, my mind,'Til I find somebody new.
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GREETINGS !