two days passed after my performance.. still have the enxiousness inside me.. two weeks passed after my 21st birthday... every seems so quiet now...
july le.. starting to get busy... well... cos my exams is nearing.. new students coming..alot of work to arrange and many other things to worry about...
on my mind now.. i have quite alot of things to complete.. it just seems that i can't get it done always... wonder wat will happen few days later... yesterday had lessons with my teacher.. going to miss her for 2 weeks cos she's going scotland for her brother's graduation or something.. didn't realli asked very detailed... straight after she comes back.. i'll have a master class... its EX~! but hope it helps.. so no lazing around these two weeks.. sad... heehee... well ppl always have this question about master class... its kind of a teaching session.. but the difference is that.. its by someone very high in education.. like a professor with masters?? then u will prepare pieces for them..and then they will give concrete suggestions to your playing and in a good way its supposed to improve your playing la.. after the master class.. i think i have another session with a group of judges before my real examination... so scared.. so little things that i have prepared... must go library one of these days.. if not i sure die flat flat....
oh ya... yesterday i didn't quite alot of housework.. well quite la hor... cos i didn't have the feeling of practising.. so went to do housework lor... helped to ironed my bro clothes.. so he wont grumble about having to iron... he also very poor thing.. things changed in our family that he have to get ready alot of things by himself while back then things were prepared for me by my dearest mom.. heehee....
today went for one class.. last week i've spoke to her mom about her learning attitude and so today can see drastic change in her learning approach.. good leh.. but can still see she's very restless after like 1/2 hour lesson... think next time dun give her so long ba... later still have class till 9pm... tml long day also.. baby having NDP rehersal tml again.. so i tried to do any replacement class on these few sats... but i think we are having very little time for each other.. co s i have classes that always clashes with his free time... not that i want though.. sometimes i just dread having to arrange classes properly... having issues with time and money is the thing that we have now.. want to buy car.. no money.. want to go out.. save money... want to buy things.. save money.. think must realli save.. hope to reach few thousands in my bank end of this month.. i hope... heheee... oh ya.. have to change phone somemore.. even worst.. sianz.. think i'll just borrow from my bro his phone ba.. at least can save money first... think i'll take public transport later.. can save on petrol.. but then tonight will have problems going home...sianz.. wat to do wat to do.... argh`!~!~!
wonder buying one palm top will be useful or not.. tried using my bro one.. dunno is it becos its old model i dun like or wat... cos i always write things i have to do in different places that i always forget to do them in the end.. heehee.. "I wonder how... i wonder why...lalalalalalaala"
babyfen woke up at 11:34 AM
GREETINGS !