feeling so down now.. well.. its all about exams la... most probably not able to make it liao.. so sianz... hate exams now... stupid exams.... argh~!~! just went to masterclasses yesterday... well quite ok la... ex i would say... she's helpful in some ways.. in other ways not...
so worried now that i dun have the capabilities to pass my exams.. just hope that i will be able to play well that day.. haven received the date yet.. dont come so soon.. if not i will surely~!~!~! argfh~!~!~!
i drove a manual car yesterday.. after so long (1 year plus) i have finally have the chance again to drive a manual car.. well.. its terrible i think... difficult to concentrate.. cos auto just sit there can le.. now must be so busy with hands and clutch.. heheee.. sianz man.. but its a nice car and i love it.. so will take care of it when i can.. hehee.e...
gotta practise my piano again.. why can't anything get into my head... the past grades have been a bluff through for me.. now it cannot be already.. becos its so much demanding in standard..
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