woke up very early today.. at about 6.50pm... cos baby have to go back camp and i went over his house to stay last night.. then went over to my old house to clear some stuff and took back some letters that i have received during my secondary school days.. well it kinda of bring back alot of memories to me.. and reading back.. come to think of that.. think i was quite childish that time.. so reading them brought back how i felt about my very close friends during that time.. so decided to blog about them today.. giving intro and comments about our individual friendship..
well guess some ppl know about us some dont.. but i just feel like writing cos they are a group of very close friends to me.. we are ex-known as CASH.. well.. not becos we like money but its becos our names come up to cash... it was very interesting to know.. cos one of them (soolee) managed to think of this name.. smart girl right??
lets' roll....first up(in alphabetical order to our CASH name) :
*below are things i know on my side.. any information tat is wrong.. well.. that means i am not good in memory or listening.. so no offence ppl. we started to be close to each other in sec 2 cos we are in the same class.. and from there we slowly build up our friendship...
CANDY
a very sporty girl.. good in basketball and quite popular among guys..she's very outspoken and is very loyal to friends.. any thing that we have in problem she will be there to help (which friend doesn't right?? heehee ) wat i mean is that she sure will be there to support la... now happily attached for 4 years with her boyfriend.. last i heard think they are very stable and might plan to get married ba.. heeeehee.. not very sure.. she has signed on to police.. and quite good reputation in there.. cos some of my friends would know who she is.. heehee.. was quite close with her during sec 3 onwards.. but one incident happened between me and her.. which i remember very clearly but i dunno whether is she realli meant to say that or not... neverthelesss.. happy for her now looking at wat she have.. and she always seems to be the happiest of our lot..
CHRISTINE
my best friend now... last time not realli.. started off ok during sec 2.. was not very close.. then towards sec 3 end and sec4 life.. we started to be close... now still close.. the most person i am in contact now... a very blur girl in sec 2.. but surprisingly i have comments that she like to bully ppl.. heehee.. dunno whether true or not la... volley ball player.. the most slimest among us.. too slim le la at that time... she's currently studying in SIM.. taking degree course.. not attached.. but dunno when she will be la... heheee... we like to gossips alot.. as usual.. girls wat.. gossips about alot of things.. which i can't say here la... but nice girl to chat and hang out with.. and the thing we like most is eat... that's y now we both kind of gain alot of weight?? heeehe
AILIN
she's the same class with me from sec 1 to sec 4... a very close friend i had in secondary school... well a nice lady to gossip with also.. we talk about alot of things during our sec life.. and always talking bad about teachers alot.. heehee.. typical la hor... currently now happily attached to her bf for 6 years liao and can see that she's very happy with her life.. busy working also..(not very sure wat though.. office work i know) not very much in contact nowadays... busy with our lives and kind of dirfted a little after sec school... hope to meet up soon with her ba... she's very popular in sec sch.. well considered the school belle.. sure got alot of admirations from guys one.. well but she onli have eyes for one.. heehee..
SOOLEE
sometimes see her as a quiet girl but she can be very crazy at times la.. to me.. quite a soft spoken lady.. i always see her as a mature thinking girl as compared to me la.. got close together in sec 3 onwards like that ba... now sometimes still hang out together as a group... happily attached to a guy..(dunno name.. dunno how long.. heehee)... she's also had a few admirations from guys.. i think so... hehee.. but she's always seems to be the cold person.. but actually is not.. now studying medical stuff i think... she's considered the smarter of the lot ba..went to study in JC...only one o... (out of us)... basketball player also..
HUIZHEN
she was very close to me in sec 3.. this is kind of the sad period for her.. cos out of we 6, she was the onli one who went to the other class.. that means in sec 3 .. the other five of us was in the same class la... so we started writing letters to each other.. that are the letters that i mentioned at the start.. we wrote alot of letters... realli alot.. talking about guys, school, friends, BGR, teachers and others... thinking back, i was very close to her.. but dunno since when we stopped writing letters to each other but still got talk... now very sure how's she now.. i know she's studying degree also in private schools... for business one... think she's attached.. not very sure.. i also didn't have much contact with her..onli through friends then i heard her news one.. kind of miss writting the letters to her.. seems fun and exciting and the feeling of waiting for letters is just nice..
lastly that's me
HWEEFEN
well.. think guess all have been seen and heard from myself... so nothing much to write.. but thinking back.. some thing that bother me quite alot when i was with this group of ppl is that i felt very left out.. becos of the fact that i was not good looking... cos all of them are pretty so whenever i want to catch attention in sec school.. i always do it in a very loud way... that's y ppl see me as a very rough person. which i dont deny cos i was very tomboy last time... now change le.. but still have this loud personality inside me... cos i will still have the inferior feeling inside me.... i always envy them able to have alot of friendships and good looking face that ppl always want to be with them.. well.. but now sometimes still will like that la.. but these kind of things can't change much also... so as long as i have baby by my side i am more than happy... think it applies to them also ba... as in as long as they have their loved ones by their side.. would they still remember me?? nt sure..
here's a photo of us in order taken in sec 2 i think

Candy, Christine, Ailin, Soolee, Huizhen, Hwee Fen (me)
well miss all of them and the friendship that i had with each one of them..hope to meet them up soon and get a new picture posted up here.. which i think might have to wait very long... something happened to us, this group during sec 4 life.. one of them was saying not to include her in our group and it kind of make me feel sad.. cos this group is not to show off to ppl that we are 6 ppl having good friendships.. this group is realli something true about our own friendship or at least my friendship with them and i realli treasure them alot... so hope we can stay the same throughout.. and maybe when i get married we all 6 might have a chance to wear wedding gowns together while the 5 of them are my bridesmaid.. heeheee... think la hor.. think..... ^^v
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