everything is so messy now.. my timetable for this week.. my room.. my piano.. my practise.. my work.. simply everything....
woke up today with a terrible headache... can't even think.. its just pain and more pain.. so decided to change all of my afternoon lessons... starting calling my students in the morning.. changed it to friday..(which was supposed to be an off day to practise)... then changed the afternoon classes also.. cos the headache was terrible for me... changed one to tml morning (supposed to be practise time).. another to wed afternoon (supposed to be another practise time...) ..argh~!~! plans is just ruin by my headace and everything is so messy now...
then ate my breakfast.. ate two panadol.. wanted to go sleep cos its realli hard for me to do anything.. then after that.. thinking wat my teacher has said before.. sometimes when you're sick you play better.. so went to practise my piano... practised my new song for another performance in sept.. at esplanade again... its a duet this time.. harder duet... quite not bad.. had some results.. in terms of notes and rhythm. while i was practising my little bro came back. he haven had his lunch so i gave my supposed to be lunch to him.. continued practising and baby show up~!~! he came over to visit me.. so sweet and nice of him.. with a self brewed barley water from his mom... so sweet of his mom too.. drank finished all... heehee..yummy~~! then seeing him have nothing to do... suggested to borrow some DVD from the PLay station... borrowed two.. actually is borrow then he watch show and i practise my piano.. but i was kind of attracted to the show.. so sat down and watch. in the end.. my practise session was cut short by alot.. heehee.. but nvm.. cos the time spend with him was nothing to be compared with.. after watching its like 6 plus.. he went back home for dinner.. so nice of him to travel up and down.. with our Combo.. its so much easier to see each other nowadays...
i have to teach at 8pm.. feeling much better.. and also no other time slots to replace their classes.. i went on teaching.. it was quite fine... reached home.. watched American Next TOp Model.. quite nice la.. not bad.. some pretty some not.. well its just a show... later have to sort out my timing for this week.. cos its been messed up by my headache... sianz...
exams coming liao le... even students exam is coming.. so stressed sia.. wonder how they would fair... so scare of any of them failing.. cos that will mean trouble for me...
18 Aug - Victoria (grade 5) / Andrea (grade 4)
23 Aug - Wei Ern (grade 1) / Jefferson (grade 1)
Unknown - Jalene (grade 1) / Xin Ge (grade 5)
Short Term Future Plans:
1. pass my diploma at least with a good pass
2. save enough money to pay alot of things.
3. get good health and face (hope so)
4. students pass their examination with high pass
Long Term Future Plans:
1. save enough money to get married
2. help in family support
3. teach for a very high standard
old already sia... 21 liao.. still thinking i'm like 17?? still got alot of years to have fun and get pass with alot of things... now cannot liao.. everything to do.. have to think of future and most important.. money.. without money so many things cannot do... its just like money still plays alot of important parts in our life.. lets say.. without money. i can't sit here blogging with all the rubbish... without money.. i can't go work tml.. without money.. i can't eat my lunch, dinner.. without money.. how can i get good face and health??? without money.. i can't have the chance to take exams....and the list just go on and on and on.. without stopping.....
most of time the list i make to do things will end up with no results.. its just so sianz..... lazy bum i am..
babyfen woke up at 12:27 AM
GREETINGS !