sick of everything~!~!
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i'm feeling very bad nowadays... as from last entry... i'm still considering slacking.. dun know where to continue my practise and where to continue my program notes... onli know preparing to fail very badly.. sianzz.... argh~!~!~!~~!~!
realli sick of everything.... sick of practising.. sick of writing.. sick of asking.. even sick of sleeping.... something is terribly wrong with me... terrribly... very terribly..... just hope after exams i can dun worry for 2 months.. until my results come by.......
recently nothing much happen... been practising hard (though sick of it) last few days... didnt teach for about 2 days le... cos took off.. then today, tml and friday still have to teach.. then left sat and sun to practise again... i'm the first student taking exams... so scared..... worried... afraid... wat ever word that u can describe fear.....
baby is having COG this sunday... (change of guards)... at istana.. i wont be going down.. cos the position he's taking is old guards.. which mean he wont get to march from hereens to istana... is from istana inside to istana outside... so dun think can see much.. somemore the next day is my exams.... want to stay at home and prepare my feeling.... when i'm typing this.. my heart is getting faster and faster.. worried about the exams more and more....
babyfen woke up at 2:58 PM
