i'm sick... sianz...
Monday, October 31, 2005
now at home resting.. slacking and watching new korean drama.... Full House.. my didi jsut bought it one... yesterday went out to buy one.. eat dinner then come back.. then i got baby's sickness... so sianz... supposed to teach and have lesson today.. but in the end all canceled... good can rest at home.. but still need to replace back some lessons.... so sianz... but never mind la hor...
just went to see doctor.. my dearest didi accompanied me there... so sweet of him.. have to walk there also... kind of him to accompanied me there.... the doctor say i have low blood pressure... hope is nothing serious.... see how ba.. should b e nothing one ba.... going to watch my show le.. nothing much.. slack.. rest and do work ba.....
babyfen woke up at 2:37 PM
time alone...
Sunday, October 30, 2005
finally i have some time alone.. some times i still prefer this... just came back from morning classes.. later still have one at 1.30pm... still dunno how to go there by public or drive... see how ba... blur baby forgot to take his things so i'm going to deliver it to him later...
actually from the last post about baby's birthday i still have alot of things to blog.. so use this time ba... after baby's birthday celebration on monday.. tuesday was a working day for me... from 2 to 8... kind of ok.. alot of students didn't turn up.. so in the end.. teach one rest one teach one rest one... kind of sianzz la... after work.. baby came to fetch me back home.. so sun bian fetch my friend back. he's kind of quiet that day.. thought he was angry with me asking him to fetch my friend back.. then back home.. he went to sleep straight away... supposed to go camp one.. but he looks very sick.. then realised he was having fever... took some ice for him which he dont like.. gave him medicine to eat which didn't help.. so he managed to sleep till about 5 plus in the morning.. which stupid me woke him up to see doctor.. cos he was having fever still from the night before.. so silly me bringing him there.. and in the end.. the bill is like $22 for the medicine and $55 for the CONSULATION~!~!~! WTH right???? no choice lor.. pay lor.. wat to do... there already wat... and if we waited till after 7am.. the consulation would be $16... so stupid of me.. next time shall let him die first before bringing him to see doctor.. hahaahahaaa.... :p
then went back.. sleep.. then went to pass somethings to my friend and pick my mom up from market as kind her help to ta bao lunch back for me and baby and my bro.. so sweet right??? heehee...thanks o mom.... then in the afternoon baby went back to take MC for thursday as he's supposed to book in on wed night.. but he still not feeling well.. luckily the MC no need money.... if not.....=.=" then after that we went to look at our future house... so nice sia... if i realli have this kind of house it would be just great... not mentioning i will be living it with my dear baby... so fortunate.. but hor.. the house is like $1.3 million if i'm not wrong... the house is near sembawang park.. 4 storeys high...
Ground Floor: Living Room, Kitchen, Toilet, Maid's Room, Guest Room
2nd Floor: Master BedRoom, 1 Bedroom
3rd Floor: 2 Bedroom
4th Floor: open space for BBQ or lazing around with good view for me la.... some pictures to see how it looks like...
My future bedroom
Top View.. although not very nice.. but its windy and cosy
A small corner on top for u to relax and sun tan maybe.. oh ya.. some corner units include swimming pool too.. that's wat i'm aiming for.. heehee
Our house.. heehee.. hopefully la...
Taken before going out to take MC again..baby looks so tired...
After the house viewing.. we went back home and rest.. then went over to his house cos at night i still have class... then day passed.... thursday went to teach.. quite normal... just tired... friday teach also.. becos of wed baby's sick so i pushed my classes to other days... then friday quite packed.. not much things i have done also...
sat went to hmmmm..... yesterday right??? ehhh... kind of forget where i go.. morning have classes.. then went home to leave the car for my bro to use.. oh ya then we went Funan to buy some games.. turn out earn some free stuffs.. and baby have a new name.. so funny... heehee... then after that went back home to rest... nothing much... had a not very nice weekend... cos baby's is having saturday blues every time.. and i did something that angers him... sob sob... never mind turns out ok le ba.. hehee...
recently i tried posting at a different angle and it turns out actually not too bad.. heeee.. so maybe next time u see my photo will see all in this view one.. heehee...
A view of me which i figure that might be nice too.. heehee...
babyfen woke up at 11:25 AM
Too many to say..
Thursday, October 27, 2005
a week since i've blogged.... alot of things to blog about this week.. .shall take my time.. maybe might have to blog a few times before i remember everything... of course the main thing would be Baby's birthday aka Weihao aka Akababy... heehee too many nick liao la....
did up alot of decoration at his house before hand.. with the help of his sister that is... did alot of things... that wat they call... door gift??? eh.. something that we did for the ppl who attended his party.. my idea but his sis helped alot in doing... we did up this gift... idea came from his cousin also.. its a cup with some sweets inside.. ya childish i know.. then after that is a thank you ice cream stick... and one photo taken for everyone one by one... with a paperclip with a beetle on it.. the beetle is we stick one la.. heeee... very nice wo.. some pics here...
One of the page i write.. baby's profile
Thank you sticks
One of the Cup Design.. still got ice cream
For the ppl to clip the Photo one
saturday went out.. not much things to do.. hmmm.. eh.. oh ya.. went to watch show.. kind of forgot for a spilt second... watched Transporter 2.. not too bad.. quite nice... story ok onli la.. action quite good.... driving best~!~! after that... ate that large popcorn.. so not very hungry.. drove home... nearing home... decided to go eat dinner.. so i suggested somewhere near the sembawang beach.. its call Buckgaroo.... we ate nice stuff... but ex.. totalled up to $50 plus... for onli a side order, a margarita, and a main course... ex sia.. but quite nice the food... after that went home...
sunday big day... i have to teach as usual... until about 4 plus.. took cab over to his place.. who knows not many ppl there yet... so considered quite early ba... then waited for his friends to come over.. while i pass the masterpiece of mine for ppl to sign and flip.... at first.. no ppl wants to write.. but then more and more ppl write.. hmm... actually not many ppl write also la... cos one person write one page.. like alot like that...heehee.. one thing that is bad is the taking photos part... cos right.. i remembered to take one for each.. but i forgot to take with digi cam.. so its like.. the friends all have the photo.. but i dun have a copy to put inside the scrap book.. so sad sia.... so regret... realli very regret.... but wat can i do??? nothing lor... sad sad sad....
his friends considered not too bad... as in not realli many ppl turn up but also not realli little ppl turn up.. maybe just the right amount ba... the food quite ok...the environment quite ok... but this kind of birthday one hor.. sure will leave out someone here and there one.. so these are the ppl i want to thank on behalf of baby to make baby's birthday possible...
1. Baby's Parents aka Auntie, Uncle (thanks for ordering the food, the cake, the house keeping, the helping of asking ppl to take photos, the house to provide..and many more)
2. Baby's Sisters aka Liwen and Yuan Zheng (thanks for helping me decorate the place with banners with balloons, the helping me to get ready the thank you gifts.. and writing in the book)
3. Baby's Relatives aka Da Yi, Sheryl, Ah ma, Ah Gong, Ah Gu, Ah Kim, Kun How, Chu Ying, Xiao Xiao Yi, Jasmine, Eugene, Chong Wei, You Zhi (thanks for coming for the party, thanks for helping around, thanks for the presents)
4. Baby's Poly Friends aka Johnnie, Zhe Sheng, Li Thye and Serene (thanks for coming for the party, thanks for helping me write the book, thanks for the presents, sorry about the neglect, sorry about the trouble of taking photos)
5. Baby's Pri Friends aka Zhiwen and Xiao Yan (thanks for coming for the party, thanks for writing the book, thanks for the present, sorry never talk to you all so much, sorry about the photo taking)
6. Baby's Game Friends aka Guo Sheng, Longxing and his gf(still dunno her name), Eddy, Wei Zhen (thanks for coming for the party, thanks for the present, thanks for making urselves at home, sorry about the photo taking session)
7. Baby's Sec Friends aka Weizhan, Guo Xian, Christine (thanks for coming for the party, sorry about the photo taking, thanks for writing the book, thanks for helping out)
8. Baby's Army Friends aka Kang Wei, Francis, Haril, Marcus, Gerald, Kelvin (Thanks for coming for the party, thanks for writing in the book, sorry about the photo taking session)
Is that all?? should be ba.. can't remember much.. after birthday we went back.. the next day we went sentosa... not much beach babe and dude to see.. heehee.... so didn't stay long..after that we went over to Ikea to have lunch.. so silly of us.. not hungry still go there... funny sia.. ate their famous chicken wings and meat balls... YUMMY~!~!~! then went home to eat dinner at his house... did we?? eh.. ya.. after that i went back to have my night class...
the 3kg Birthday Cake
Birthday Boy
Group photo.. too big to be inside one picture
Group 2 - Trying for a different view
Group 3 - Better??
Family Photo
Relatives
Baby and me
Best of Buddies
Secondary School Friends
Army Friends
As can see from the photos.. very little ppl.. like wat i said... forgot to ask them take each group by each group.. these photos are taken at the end of the party.. that's y so little of them... so sad.... sob sobs.........
babyfen woke up at 11:11 PM
it's been long...
Thursday, October 20, 2005
my blog is not complete.. without links and others... not free to do... doing up silly things for someone this weekend... heehee.... preparation in progress.. so can't show anything... after sunday everything will be out... yup... all i do for one person and i want ppl to envy him and i want him to be proud of me... that's y i want... and most of all.. to show him how he matter most, much, many, alot, all the words that describe huge quantity... feeling some how not very excited.. cos no more idea to decorate liao le.. running of ideas... why the ideas just wont flow like a tap.. wouldn't it be nice????
these few days teaching not so bad... hmmm.. actually is quite bad... also dunno why... so sianz... students just dun give effort or pretend to give effort.. heehee....
vain me... cos baby's birthday is coming.... my bro's ROM is also near... and his wedding.. so i went to rebond my hair once again... heeheee.... yup.. straight and nice... but think also wont last long.. cos my hair growth has always not been good.. so after a while will go back to the normal one again.. but never mind la.. can pass these three occasions can liao... heehee...
tml morning no class.. goodie... then afternoon class as usal.. from 2 to 7 like that.. then eating dinner with baby... and no where to go i think... heehee.... oh ya.. stupid me... just got to know that i paid my singtel bill for the wrong account.. cos i just changed under to my name and then i forgot so i paid to my old bill account.. my bro just told me.. he will settle for me la.. thanks wo.. heehee.... not realli in good mood now.. as in any mood to talk to anyone... been real busy preparing for this sunday... hope everything turns out well.. not my birthday still so busy.. .heehee....
oh ya... my friend planning to get ROM le... so good.. so nice.. so envy... heehee.. she's planning an outdoor one... nice.. same like me.. very envy her sia... will have a very good husband... knows music.... good pay. likes to cook... and dote on her.. so sweet sia.... heehee...
i just bumbed into this insurance agent off street doing some survey.. then he was like asking questions... then we talk about boyfriend girlfriend.. cos i was mentioning i already have an agent and planning to save for marriage so not intending to get another insurance plan.. so he was like..."oh so that means u have a stable boyfriend le??" so he asked how long together.. so i replied him.. the next thing i heard from him is like "wow.. so good ah.. how u all maintain one ah?? is your feelings still the same as started?? me and my gf 3 years le... i dun realli have feeling for her le..." i was like...."DUH~!~!????" how could such a person say such a thing like this... after so long together.. no feelings mean no feelings??? wonder what these people is thinking... i still dun managed to think through how could such things happen.... if there are no feelings now... which would means there should not be any strong feeling then..... so sad to hear such things... ppl ppl.....
babyfen woke up at 11:48 PM
值得等待。。。
Sunday, October 16, 2005
我好喜欢这个图画。。。还没完成。。。等待吧！
babyfen woke up at 2:11 PM
wat to do...
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
just had a new change of environment on monday.. eh.. not as in move house or wat... but a change of new teacher.. yup.. piano teacher.. yup i still need a teacher.. cos like wat she says.. i'm very stagnant now.. stuck at a point where there's no way to make improvements... so decided to upgrade.. welll it turns out not too bad.. but she's very strict... good thing is my lesson is two weeks once.. so still have time to practise.. she's very technical.. which normally or should i say... my teachers barely taught me that before... so not so bad la... her house is posh sia.. the studio looks so nice... entrance so nice... maybe next time then i steal shots from there ba.... heeheee
today's lessons sucks... totally my way of teaching realli put students so much on ease that they bother to practise properly.. maybe i shouls start some scolding before they can actually do their stuff properly....
tml is quite a packed day.. initially wanted to meet my friend to study.. but i dun know whether we meeting or not.. see how ba.. waiting for her reply now.. if not then i will go home first ba... if not wander around i also dunno go where.. just see today.. wander a bit here and there.. i spend like $50++ if tml wander around sure about the same price... then whole month like that die.....
met some friends on the way today.. didn't talk at all.. cos i'm kind of shut down today.. dunno wat happen.. just dun feel like communicating at all.. maybe its the morning which bored me down... stupid morning to start with... hate it when this things happen.. sianz..... next week schedule is packed with alot of pampering.. $$$ again... my hair... my spa.... my teeth... everything $$$$... can't government just give something for free???? sianz....
babyfen woke up at 11:43 PM
another weekend...
Sunday, October 09, 2005
reached home very late last night.. cos i went out with baby's poly friends... not much change since i last saw them.... went to yio chu kang road that stretch one prata shop... after that went town to meet another of them.. then went home... talked alot.. which i think is ok... cos i was the onli one there who was like outcast... something very interesting happen... don't mention it better... nothing much concerning me.. just felt sorry and sad for him... well... maybe one day it will happen to me.. hehee.e.. hope not la hor...
nowadays... quite slack in teaching.. cos quite a few students cancel or miss class.... till from next week onwards i will be very lazy.. cos tml i'm going to start my new lessons with a new teacher... hope everything is ok ba.. have to practise tml.. still not sure what to play for her sia.. or ya.. concert thing.. sianz... still have to prepare alot of things i think... sianz....
still thinking whether to go out later... so lazy.. no car... actually is dun intend to drive la.. lazy... and expensive... take public transport better...
oh ya. got a comment from my bro just now.. he says i look lazy... heheeee... yup... feeling very lazy now... lazy to do anything and move my butt off this chair.... just hope its like ppl will give me things to do... and make sure i have to hand in to them... heehee.. like that then i will do ba...
Just now saw on the newspaper that Ou De Yang is going to reveal his face at Padang somewhere in november.. so ppl who are interested.. can drop by and see o... just now my bro and i were like saying maybe he very handsome... average looking.. fat person... old person.... hmm... wat else ah.... forgot liao.. but how ever he looks... think everyone has to agree that his singing is good lor... i would say not bad ba...
babyfen woke up at 1:21 PM
comparison...
Thursday, October 06, 2005
so sianz nowadays.. alot of things to do.. but realli dunno where to start... think realli must when its like the next day have to hand up then i will do ba... so stupid sia...
i found myself always like to compare with others... it started when i was little ba.. when young.. always like to compare with my bro who's studies is better.. who does mom and dad like most... so in the end i always try to study hard... pri school.. like to compare with friends whose study is better.. who gets the more attention from friends.. who gets the best runner for sports day.. who gets chosen for teacher's help.. i admit that i'm realli very talkative, extra, helpful to the extend of too much and disturbing... but i realli dunno why i like to compare...
moving on to sec life... so many people appearing in my life.. my good friends... my not so good friends.. my enemies... and so many other things... then it all goes by again.. comparing my studies with those that are good... comparing my running standard with my senior... comparing my performance in every thing.. comparing my attention grabbing with others... yup.. you people might think that i'm childish to still think this way... cos i feel its realli bringing me down these days...
till now i still compare myself to alot of people... true enough i might be fortunate in life than few people.. but there's one thing i always like to win them... which i dun think i could ever achieve that... time will not change anything... sianz....
my latest work piece.. it is supposed to be a book mark with eyes on it... its a worm.. chinese is CONG.. i love it once i saw it.. so i went to learn how to make... heehee.. the one in green is sample given by my colleage the brown one is done by me.. yup.. still can improve i know...
babyfen woke up at 11:48 PM
Busy Weekend
Monday, October 03, 2005
WEekend was quite hectic... hmm.. not realli also ba... friday nothing much.... saturday wanted to go out in the afternoon.. shop for my mom's birthday present and then maybe some children's presents which i haven buy for my students.. lazy and dunno wat to buy.... no time also... but in the end we never go out... waited for our friend, guo xian to come over baby's house and we head to SAFTI for our another friend, Weizhan's commissioning... he's now an officer... so went there to see his parade lor... then after that went to eat at Jurong Point.. then went back to SAFTI to fetch him back home... and after that he went to DOuble O and others headed home.. heehee...
Guo Xian, Weizhan, Baby
Sunday taught in the morning then went out to meet christine for lunch... reached early and walked around.... then went Cafe Cartel to eat... very full sia.. think next time realli must order something less portion.. i finished my food but christine didn't.. hmm... seems like i cause that one lor.. hope she doesn't blame me for wasting her money.. heheee.... after that met up with weizhan and guoxian.. walked around searching for presents again.. it seems like im the only one shopping la.. heheee... alot of things to buy sia... then at 5.50pm like that.. went over to IStana to see baby's parade... it was nice o... he looks so smart and handsome~!~!~! heehee.. managed to take a photo with him.. heehee...
Baby and Me
After the pararde.. i headed to Chinatown point.. its my mom's birthday dinner.. so went there... business must be good there.. cos its like 2 dishes that we ordered were out of stock.. and then the fish were also.. in the end ordered some fish that is not very nice la... then after that... headed home... had alot of fun talking on the table.. always think tat i'm the one who make conversations on the table... think is i too talkative.. realli cannot survive without talking.. cos the table was so quiet initially.. dad and mom didn't talk much.. as usual... my little bro kept quiet.. to maintain his cool image... then my kor and er ge were talking to their gf respectively.. so its like me alone there.. so i just asked alot of questions lor.. like.. so how the wedding dinner thing??? it seems like i'm more anxious than them.. ask so many questions.. its like i'm the one getting married... haahahaa.. as usuall i can't wait to get married....ehheeeheeeee
oh ya something happened after the commissioning parade.. we went back to pick up weizhan right.. then there was this red Volkswagen GTi parked by our side... then suddenly one of the officers (who also just commissioned) "huh??~?!?!?!?!! this is for me~?~?!~?!?!?~!!? U all bought it this morning~?!?!??~!?!? realli?????" and his dad just say "yup.. got this morning...." then we four were like" ..............." apparently his dad got a new car for him as a present... envy sia.. we were all like Tong Ren BU Tong Ming... Same People Different Fate.. heeheee... then after that we drove off.. after travelling for a distance.. that car managed to catch up with us and cut behind us.. so i was like "baby drive slower la.. dont let him over take.. then if he over take us we also drive faster lor" .... who knows he realli do that.. and it was like fun la... and he didn't managed to over take us... because his lane got car in front so he falls back behind.. heheee... but i heard my friend saying that the guy is a scholar... and quite not bad his character.. so not so bad la hor... ***SIGH*****
today slacking day... nothing much to do.. going shopping later... heehee... need to buy alot of things....
babyfen woke up at 10:57 AM
