so sianz nowadays.. alot of things to do.. but realli dunno where to start... think realli must when its like the next day have to hand up then i will do ba... so stupid sia...
i found myself always like to compare with others... it started when i was little ba.. when young.. always like to compare with my bro who's studies is better.. who does mom and dad like most... so in the end i always try to study hard... pri school.. like to compare with friends whose study is better.. who gets the more attention from friends.. who gets the best runner for sports day.. who gets chosen for teacher's help.. i admit that i'm realli very talkative, extra, helpful to the extend of too much and disturbing... but i realli dunno why i like to compare...
moving on to sec life... so many people appearing in my life.. my good friends... my not so good friends.. my enemies... and so many other things... then it all goes by again.. comparing my studies with those that are good... comparing my running standard with my senior... comparing my performance in every thing.. comparing my attention grabbing with others... yup.. you people might think that i'm childish to still think this way... cos i feel its realli bringing me down these days...
till now i still compare myself to alot of people... true enough i might be fortunate in life than few people.. but there's one thing i always like to win them... which i dun think i could ever achieve that... time will not change anything... sianz....
my latest work piece.. it is supposed to be a book mark with eyes on it... its a worm.. chinese is CONG.. i love it once i saw it.. so i went to learn how to make... heehee.. the one in green is sample given by my colleage the brown one is done by me.. yup.. still can improve i know...
babyfen woke up at 11:48 PM
GREETINGS !