how to console...
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
heard alot of stories nowadays from friends... can't help much..dunno how to help and wat to say to help them.. onli offer listening and some opinion of my own... feel so sad and helpless...
these few days are busy... friday attended the funeral.. everything was smooth but it rained like a symbol of sadness... little that i know.. so many groups were at the burning ash temple that day... the one at mandai... it just feel so sad....
sat and sun were busy... sat not supposed to teach as usual...but have to relief class for friend... so taught till about 3... then went over to baby's grandma house... and we took a trip down to add some things to the car.. its was kind of cute but kind of spoilt also.. cos the position is not perfect... hee.. kind of wasted la hor.. stayed there till night before heading to jalan kayu to have prata with some friends... its was kind of sad... for someone i would say... then head back home...
sunday taught lesson... till 5 plus.. it was so late that time left with baby was not much... went back to have dinner..then after that went home to sleep... nothing much to do.. no time to do also...
today.. busy day.. had a rehersal for the concert for my students... girls are always girls... like to scream.... sianz... then had lesson at night... nothing much... so deprived of sleep..that i wanted to blog on something special rather than my routine life.. the i totally forget where to start.. maybe i should start writing on a book then next time just type in when i get home... always on the move got so many things to blog.. but when i sit down at the computer its like.... ____________________" totally blank inside my head....
tired... sleep.. night...
babyfen woke up at 12:40 AM
specs...
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
just after my last blog in the late afternoon.. received news that my relative has passed away... (i call her Lao Mm) this friday have to attend her funeral.. kind of sad.. she's quite good and close to us..
these few days.. i'm out with my specs.. then my students realised that i'm wearing specs... most of them thought i had perfect eye sight... how i wish sia... not possible and not going to...maybe when i have the money and when i have the quali ba....
had another not good day lesson yesterday.. i cried.. yup felt so helpless trying to teach them the things... when all the things have been taught already.. yet nothing is being produce properly... sianz....at night... went to class... something so sweet that happens that i just keep on smiling till now.. heheee.... i finished class at about 9.30pm... near his house.. hmmm 5 mins drive from his house.... didn't realli arranged for him to pick me back home... cos i know he's tired... so didn't talk much.. while teaching baby tried to msg me telling me that he would picked me up... then he arrived and told me that he's at this place waiting for me... so after lesson.. i checked my phone... i realised that he went toa payoh instead to fetch me.. the one that is further.. about 15mins drive away... so i told him where i am and he came over fast... so sweet right.. and i felt so bad for him to fetch me around like this... next time think it would be better to talk ealier ba.. so can arrange things... but i treat him to eat french fries on the way back.. heehee.... so hope he wont be so angry.. realli felt blessed to have him around me.. minus the chauffering around... it would still be the same... heehee...
today woke up early.. so tired now... taught 3 classes so far le.. all ok onli... cos the students all like never pay attention to the things one la... actually my part also nt good as in never prepare enough... at night special delivery for baby.. heehee... help him ta bao dinner to his camp then can see him awhile.. heehee....
there are still alot of things for me to learn and able to work well with everyone and bring out their best... when can i ever achieve this stage??? i want to ba successful early.. who doesn't right... so its like can retire early too???
christmas is coming.. not much to anticipate... cos no plans in mind wat i want to do...save money now is more important...
babyfen woke up at 4:09 PM
some come some go..
Monday, November 21, 2005
last weekend was a busy one... it seems just so fast an weekend is over.. first time i'm feeling like that... maybe time was been shorten these days... taught as usual on friday but was an irritating sat.. cos one of the student didn't turn up so waited quite long for the lesson... then after that.. went over to meet baby.. or did i?? eh... friday.. where i go ah... o no.. i went to food testing for my bro's wedding.. ten ppl went... my bro, sis-in-law, my parents, her parents, baby and me and baby's parents.. heheee.. must be wondering why baby parents are there right??? heehee.. because baby's mom is the match maker... so she's been invited to go there too.... the food tasting session was free... reached there the earliest and waited at the bowling alley.. oh forgot to mentioned... its at Orchid Country Club..(OCC).. quite a nice restaurant with a good view of golf course... can sit about 43 tables comfortably... a small stage... and a bar counter... not too bad la...
begin the 9 course meal with a Lobster Salad... nicely decorated.. and nice to eat also... follow up the dishes they were all very big portions... enough to eat 12 ppl... its like so big u will be like "wowww.... big sia.. how to finish??" after the food tasting... alot of things were changed.. some food we dun realli like... so change here change there.. after that... baby fetch me home....
sat was a very busy day... started class early at 9am.. at yio chu kang road...then after tat 10.30 to 12.30.. then another one at 1.30 to 3.30pm... have to meet with my PHS friends that day.. becos its yet another 21st celebration... quite fun... met up with my friend first to shop for present... end up with a school bag for him as he's starting school soon... going U... met with the rest at this restaurant call California Pizza Kitchen... the food not too bad... quite nice... ex also.. ordered the package one... 5 pizza 2 salads 2 appetizer for like $110++?? heee.. saw a cute guy there... too bad never take any photos.. but reali cute leh.. and i told someone and that person is green now... heehee.... after that no where to go.. went over to find another PHS friend... huiyi.. she's working at Hark Cafe.. some where near the Hotel Rendezous.. the idea of that cafe is like unplugged music... ppl can sing there... as in customers la... then they have a music school upstairs teaching ppl keyboard and vocal lessons... downstairs they open a cafe for ppl to sit and listen to music.. nice idea la... kind of dun like the boss there leh... managed to pluck up my courage and sang one song with my friend... heehee.. took a video.. dunno whether can see or not... might upload later... see how first... took alot of pictures.. but not my camera... so have to wait till the pictures are transfered to me.... nice day hanging out with those ppl... eh.. baby not there that day cos he's having range... so cannot attend...
sun work again... supposed to work at 12.30pm to 1.30pm and then 3 to 4.30pm.. but then canceled the first one.. becos some sad news come by.. one of relative is in hospital.. and doctor given instructions that she might not make it.. so dad asked us to go down and see her...went there... feeling quite ok one.. but the moment i saw her.. it was like....speechless... she has became so thin that i can't recognise her... it was just sad.. and i also dunno what to say to her... as my dialect not very good.. so couldn't say much.. onli say things that i know... till now so other news of her.. meaning she's still determine to live on... hope everything would be just fine...
it just sat me ponder.. everything will have good and bad... just managed to have some fun on sat... but then sun came a news that is not good....
nevertheless... still went on teaching the 3pm class... after that dragged for about 1/2 hour.. and make baby waited for me.. so sorry dear... realli felt blessed with such a good and caring bf by my side... we went to watch show as we have booked tickets for Harry Potter...quite ok the show.. maybe becos of the earlier happenings make me kind of sad watching the show.. and then i realise that the sound system sucks like hell.. horrible sia.. like listening to TV like that.. infront have sound onli... side dun have.. so didn't realli enjoy myself that much... after that went to eat.. and sent baby's sis home..they wanted to watch the show so we decided to catch it together.... one of them just finished her O' levels.. gotta enjoy la hor.. heheee...
after that baby sent me home... bad things happen again... our car tyre punctured... bad thing is that.. his back right side tyre just punctured on wed and he changed it on thursday.. and yesterday kena again... its actually we ran over something hard on the road while going back... then after travelling for a while baby heard something wrong with the travelling.. that's y he drove to the roadside and check... realli is... so sad for him...within one week onli kena two times... wonder wat sign is it giving us... he changed while i watch.. not that i dun want to help.. its becos he's doing it so fast like its a simple affair to him.. .after that he told me although tyre punctured he still very proud cos he change the tyre so fast.. heehee.. which is true lor... but poor him.... have to spend money again.... car is always a liability...
after that went home sleep... today started lesson early at 9.30am.. realli have to think of motivation tools le.. if not.. sure cannot improve students... later still have lesson at 7pm till 10 plus i think... have to start preparing now.. then maybe later can go sleep.. tired la....
babyfen woke up at 12:16 PM
wat a bite...
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
thanks to a kind mosquito.. my eyes now are a bit puffy.. wonder how mosquito choose places to bite... when can they ever extinct???
today lesson a bit spread out.. made me go out go home 3 times in a day.. but kind of used to it.. so no grumbles la hor... tml having quite a long break.. wonder where to go sia.. want to go somewhere to finish my cross stitch but just couldn't find a place....still need to burn my CDS also... think i shall invest in one myself.. if not very troublesome.. like that photos can be stored easily.. songs can be done so too....
these few days got quite a few new students... hmm.. actually onli got one la.. tml one.. feeling a bit strange feeling for that.. hope nothing is wrong la hor... better prepare something sharp.. if not tml no where to run... bring my sisscors along can le ba.. heheee.... i say a few students.. becos of new enquiries.. whether they are successful or not.. it depends le ba... see how.. hope everything goes well.. and i can reach my target savings soon... hope so.... real soon....
oh ya.. recently heard that a couple of 4 years broke up.... its realli sad to hear these things... and today on my way home.. i saw three ambulance with their sirens on... it just seems so scary with so many bad things happening around... this week.. either its good for me or not... it seems like most of the morning classes got canceled.. and i could have to chance to wake up late... and most of them are changed to afternoon... next week quite packed... did a few adjustments to my schedule so my nights are free.... school holidays now.. so quite flexible... next year.. target salary would be $3000... hope it will here soon....
as promised the photos from my kor's wedding.... this friday going to food testing... heehee... for the wedding dinner...
Sis-in-law and Kor
Our side
Dad, Tong, Mom, Sis-in-law, Kor, Me, Er Ge and his gf(Carol)
Two Families (Left is Hers/ Right is Ours)
Oh ya.. some phrases i heard from here and there and kind of think its true and like that much
They are directly translated from chinese.. lazy to type in chinese la... so not very nice sounding but nice meaning...
Phrase 1:When we break up, the painful thing is not leaving you
The pain is living with the memories that we have together
Only to remember them and not having future in them
分手的时候，最痛苦的不是失去你。最痛苦的是拥有一切你的回忆，只能回味，却不能有未来。Phrase 2:You dont have, I have
You have, I'm good
You're good. I'm even better.
你无， 我有。
你有，我优。你优，我更优。heehee...as you can see.. i've input chinese also.. cos i feel like english can't get the feeling la and the right words la... so put both lor.. hardworking right??? heheee... so want read just right click and change the language can liao.... think so la hor.. cannot read.. too bad lor....
babyfen woke up at 11:40 PM
Sad weekend...
Monday, November 14, 2005
classes as usual on weekdays... not much to mentioned... but quite packed these few days.. with alot of classes being changed cos of students... cant remember where i went to these few days..ohya.. i went to some gathering at Kallang carpark and managed to get myself a spot in the newspaper... heee.. its here...
Akababy its actually about the van that baby and we have bought.. well we are not interviewed.. not so big face... but its the club that we are in....
then one night we went to a friend's dad funeral wake... apparently his dad has passed away with lung cancer.. kind of sad.. dun know wat to say.. and i'm out of place cos the ppl i dun know that well... so didn't talk much.. after tat went back home....
sunday was our friend's birthday... went over in the afternoon after my classes... same thing.. didnt talk much and tried to stay as smiling as possible... out of place again.... saw a pretty air stewardess (spelt correctly??)heehee.. dun think so la hor... didn't realli stay long.. after that went back to rest and then at night got class again.. the class was quite ok... then went back...
something happen that i think should avoid it for a time period... today class ok la.. managed to wake up late becos of two classes being canceled... heehee... got my pay.. reaching my target in my savings soon... heheee... hope it will maintain like that.. if not... it will be another long wait...
tml got class.. after that maybe eating dinner with baby... hope can eat some nice things... hehee... glutton la hor...
babyfen woke up at 11:26 PM
How true is it???
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Got the below quiz from Pris' webby.... so nothing to do... tried it out for myself... heheeee.. how true it is??? just for the fun of it..
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
TrueYour readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Truethese few days... nothing much.. sleeps so slack cos of the last week holidays.. but now back to business... the happy thing is.. i have a new sis-in-law.... eh.. meaning i have a sis-in-law.. heehee.. went to my bro's ROM yesterday.... about 20 ppl went cos that was the limitation of ppl allowed inside the ROM room... after that went to eat at Seoul Garden... quite a nice day... but was so envy of my bro... get married le.. for me.. i think i still have to wait quite long ba.. planning to study soon... think debating with myself... see how it will turn out lor.....ohya.... baby say there's this blog which is interesting and considered more interesting to read than xia xue one... its here...
Rockson its this ah beng right one.. quite alot ah beng communication skills.. i find it ok onli la.. maybe too much blog on girls... ppl who are interested can go see... well.. it can receive like 50++ comments in just one hour after the post is being uploaded.... so there's realli alot of ppl reading his blog....
will try to upload the pictures maybe later... now have to prepare my classes... one sad news.. i've failed my exam yet again.. try again next year... sianz...... just plain sianz....
babyfen woke up at 12:09 PM
these days...
Friday, November 04, 2005
these few days... seems like teaching less classes... cos its holiday~!~!~! well.. its over la.. tml start new days and weeks ahead of my life..... been slacking around lately.. as usual.. heheee... typical la hor.... tml having class from morning till evening like tat.. not a chance to slack unless students not coming lor.... heehee.... have to wake up early to take public transport.. hhope i dun get too lazy and drive out again.. then after tat.. think will go heartland mall to buy things.. if not.. .then maybe i'll just stick to wat i have first....
weekend not much activities... no plans yet... today i went to watch Tom-Yum- Goong... its the new action star Tony Jaa act one... Thai flim.. quite nice la... the fighting too violent for me... crack... crack... crackkk.... so many cracking sound could be heard... scary sia.... after watching walked around Cineleisure abit before heading for our dinner.. Sinful dinner as both of us are still having soar throat.. we still not scare of death and ate fried chicken from the Taiwan Snack... and we ate Oyster Mee Sua.. yummyyy..... nice nice.....yummm... heheee..... after that came home to rest and watch TV and baby went back to camp at about 10pm.. cos he's going to Istana for Guard Com duty tml.... sianz..... tml.....free time dunno where to go.. go coffeebean like very stupid.. go for class... like too early... wat to do.. wat to do....
sunday attending a master class held by Nafa... its a piano master class... ppl playing are students from Nafa.. heard from my friend that the place quite posh.. shall see on sunday.... sunday baby having COG again.. yup.. its that time of the month...heehee.... so not planning to meet him.... sad sad.. never mind.. sat shall go out or just slack at home..... oh ya... baby got me a new watch.. heehee... i kind of like it when i saw it.. when he say.. ok lor.. i'll buy for u.. its not ex... $8.90... its kind of like a bungle and watch together... Hello Kitty one.. yup... childish u can call me.. act cute shall it be.. i just like it... heheee... but go out then can wear... that's wat baby say.. if not it will spoil easily... heheee.. anything that lands in my hands.. always spoil easily.. as simple as that... heehee....
babyfen woke up at 12:28 AM
