baby's down with long gan virus

went over to baby house to watch Xin Shan Shan before heading home.. cos i was nearby for lessons.. and poor baby can't talk much cos he's having long gan virus.. hahaaa.. the night before he was eating with me.. he ate the long gan at my house with nata de coco right?? and the day after he got sore throat.. luckily i didn't eat much.. heehee... but now my throat also not very good le... like going to have sore throat also..

tonight XIn Shan Shan last episode.. must watch sia... and maybe after that planning to go watch Ice Age at Cathay or maybe ang mo kio jubilee.. see how ba.. baby will check later.. cos Cathay kind of ban me from their website... cannot book tickets... stupid...

tml maybe watching UltraViolet if we can watch Ice Age tonight... heeheee.. i know spend alot of money... but to entertain ourselves.. that's the onli way... cos we have no other things to do in mind... so sianz.

babyfen woke up at 1:33 PM

rewarding day maybe

just finished practising my piano.. not realli mentally tired.. but more of hands tired.. so decided to stop so that i would not over strain myself... practised from 1.30 till now... that's really a rewarding today.. hopefully i did cover things that i want to cover.. but sad to say i'm a bit clueless sometimes when i practise.. maybe that's y i always take long time to conquer a piece properly... heheee

last night was a sweet night.. went to eat with baby nearby at a kopitiam.. ordered Salad You Tiao, Sambal Kang Kong, and Frog Leg porridge... wanted to eat more cos i was like craving for food.. but luckily didn't order.. cos by the end of it.. i was very full.. then decided to walk over to sembawang shopping centre to buy some groceries.. actually onli wanted to buy toothpaste.. in the end bought some things to eat... tidbits.. and also baby's favourite nata de coco.. nice.. so went home after that... bathe and slack and waited for the 9pm show. i was doing my work while he surf net.. then 9pm to 10pm watched Xin Shan Shan with baby.. so sweet and nice... heehee.. long time never had this kind of carefree time given to both of us.. but then he have to go back to camp as he's having a early parade today.. sad sad... tonight wont be seeing him.. kind of lazy to go over.. heehee.. although i have class near his house at 8.15pm.. but finish at 9pm so go there late le also do nothing except watch TV.. then wait he dun let me watch Da Chang Jin.. which he termed as Da Bian Xi... cos he dont like the show but he very nice one la.. he will still let me watch one la.. heehee...

yesterday was helping baby carry his back pack.. and he was like asking me to bounce with the bag like a very happy school student... i didn't want to cos it looks stupid.. in the end he demonstrate the action and sang "Schwi Schwa Schnappi... Schnappi Schnappi..." i was like =.=" but was cute to see him... cos he crazy liao.. heeeheee... stupid guy... heeheeee

this weekend planning to watch Ice Age and Ultraviolet.. and my stupid com just dun allow me to book tickets.. so later have to ask baby to book ba..

babyfen woke up at 4:12 PM

free time to slack..

yet another day of slacking... waiting for baby to pick me up for dinner.. heehee.. i suggest one la.. .cos i'm tired these few days and have skip my dinner... kind of la... monday taught till 11pm... then yesterday till 8plus... bad day yesterday... wonder how to control my anger better.. but y can't students just do their job??? or am i too demanding... its like ask them to practise this but they dun even bother and still dare to tell me i dun understand dunno how to play when the past few weeks they have been like playing well???? wth right??? yesterday my anger was realli very bad.. it realli seems i tried to control at the start of every lesson.. telling me that its wrong to scold the students... they are just learning piano something extra.... so y should i be so harsh on them when learning should be fun... but the problem arises when something that i want is not done.. and there goes my temper.. it would just explode.. when the worst thing of all is that in straight rows they are students like these.... so its like not facing one in one day. is like facing 3 in one day... beat that....

today supposed to have lesson till 6 one.. student called to cancel class as she's having fever.. so now back at home.. slacking.. which i'm suppose d to do something.. .which i realli can't remember what i should do first.... later just enjoy my dinner and have a nice time with baby.. so long to have dinner on week days.. but the sad thing is that he need to go back to camp tonight so wont be able to stay till late... never mind.. treasure the time can le..

this weekend baby have COG again... so no choice le lor... cannot see him.. later ask him which position he's doing. so i can see whether to go down and see him... heeheee if not i have to slot classes there le...

babyfen woke up at 6:01 PM

weekend ok onli..

my weekend started quite ok... went to work and finished at about 1 plus.. then went over baby house... he's washing his car again... and he wants to wax his car.. so i went to buy the wax thingy for him.. forgot to call him before that... like that i wouldn't have to go out again... and then i went to wash my car at the manual car wash... wasted time there and reached back.. baby say no time to wax le.. cos he booked tickets for District 13 (French and nice show.. later then talk about this) at 3.35 at the Cathay, The picturehouse.. so went up to have my lunch and there we go... good show.. good place.. not very nice food though... ex also the food... after that nothing at all to see at the Cathay cos ALL SHOPS NOT OPEN~!~!... so walked over to PS... eat some things... and had a quarrel... a bad one... that we just headed home.. kind of my fault... but i realli can't understand why he wouldn't understand things and i also can't see things clear enough not to have a quarrel... and the worst thing is that... i had a good mood to doll up myself that day... so everything was kind of wasted... then reached home... still in cold war.... after a while.. just cant bare... so make up and continue to help him wax the car... then his dad help to ta bao things for us to eat... eat le.. sleep.... bad weekend.... stupid me stupid money.... money always hurt things.... damn~!~!

then sunday was normal... didn't have to teach a class.. so ended everything early at 12.3opm.. but the problem was that my mom was not at home so i have to do housework.. washed the clothes.. and sweep the floor and also mop the floor.. then my little bro "cooked" things for me... kind of la.. was there directing him wat to do how to do.... then only managed to go over baby house at around 3 plus... cos we were going out to meet sky for his birthday celebration... in the end.. we went out at about 5 to meet them at somerset... well went around to shop for his presents.. cos the day before we didn't managed to buy anything... :( managed to buy a T-shirt for him... baby choose one o.. then met sky.. i thought would have alot of ppl... turn out onli have 2 ppl.. sky and eddy... and plus we two.. so its like 4 onli... and then we went to watch Failure To Launch.. nice show.. and a bit plain sometimes.. then after that... we went back home... think next time better dun go out when baby is with his friends... if not he would have to worried about me... like that he could spend more time with his friends.. maybe sunday would be my day already.. haaahaaaa..

today supposed to have my own lessons.. but teacher called to cancel cos she's bringing her daugther to eye doctor... so have the whole late afternoon to myself.. after this have lessons all the way till 11pm.. yap... 11pm.. actually is till 10.30pm la.. but always drag one so lor.... so i spent the time just now to pack my wardrobe... its like totally very little clothes now.. cos i took out alot of clothes that i dun wear anymore.. realise y my cupboard is so full becos of these useless clothes.. out of trend le... so now i got excuse to buy more clothes.. haahaaa..... should do this once every three months like that... heehee....

alot of more things to blog about... till next time ba... oh ya... wearing specs now.. so sad.... think eyes got dust when i was packing..so decided to wear my specs out today... so sad... hopefully no ppl laugh at me this four-eyed girl....

babyfen woke up at 2:15 PM

days just have to go on..

now comes another problem to think about... wat to do after ORD... hahaa. i know its not me whos is ORD.. is baby.. but also have to help him think think abit... been discussing these few days... but kind of dunno how to help him.. .sure i will support his decision... although with a little unwillingness.. heheee.. wouldn't want to say wat here... but just hope he will have a great career.. so i would have a good life... heehee selfish as it can be... but that's wat i hope for him.. so he can get alot of things that he want.. like the Fuji FinePix F11... its nice.. its compact.. its sharp.. and its EX~!~!~! eh.. considering the functions.. actually not la.. but just that to spend that extra few hundred bucks out.. i would consider tenth time... or even more...

i'm on my way to my targetted savings by year end.. hopefully i can try and control my spending.. speaking of which i just bought new clothes again when my cupboard is like packed with mountain of clothes.. hehee.... i can't resisit.. need some new T-shirts... i'm so into T-shirts now.. hopefull they turn out nice.. but luckily one is for $5.40... yup... bought at my usual hangout place.. This Fashion... no money to spend $19.90 for one T-shirt..

today quite slack.. nothing much to do.. didn't arrange running with Pris cos have to complete my work... heehee. slack yet again.. think as time goes by.. u'll see me getting rounder rounder and even more rounder... oh ya.. saw one of baby's friend today... think back.. i think he's not supposed to talk to me.. not as in i can't talk to guys.. its that i forgot he's one duty... ya.. he's from MP in charge of bringing those ppl who run away from army... so he's kind of on duty.. and dumb me still ask him what he was doing there... heehee.. he said to have lunch... maybe to cover or wat... they were in big group sia.. i think got about 8 of them... heard that he got hurt before while trying to catch these ppl.. i understand why ppl run away from army.. cos it just sucks to be inside.. especially u are those who are not allowed to stay out... but still government things.. so ppl pls dun run.. just hide.. heheee...

this weekend.. have a few plans coming up... need to make a trip down to ikea.. my poorest dear have to be a chauffer again.. heehee... want to get something to put at my piano... hopefully can la.. if not lazy would go down.. if lazy.. hehee forget it.. then thinking whether to ask baby to go roller blade at east coast... wonder if he wants... dun think he have any extra duty this weekend.. last week already gonez.... or maybe go swimming or play badminton?? need alot of exercises... if not will be round round round...

babyfen woke up at 3:54 PM

long entry with random things..

going to be long entry... think so... alot of to blog about.. see whether i will be lazy or not lor... weekend was ok onli.. didn't do much.. actually is can't remember much what i did... going old so soon... friday was stupid... have to waste another time of waiting for students to come for lesson.. so stupid... sat teaching was fine.. cos onli one lesson.. hahaha.... was supposed to have 3.. but one cancel.. so became one.. as they are sisters la... then went over to baby's house.. bus trip reall long sia.. so sianz.... had lunch.. didnt do much... oh ya... helped him wash car in the afternoon.. nice and fun... heheee... and it didn't rain this time.. luckily sia.... then after that went over to PS... just for some little books i need on sunday.. no choice leh.. luckily i did went to buy. if not sunday class is dead... real dead... so with nothing else to do.. we walked around aimlessly.. and went to eat Waffle Ice Cream at Gelare... its like so NICE~!~!~! first time eating there.. its ex lor.. but nice... maybe one year eat once quite ok... hahahaa.. i know la.. exaggerate la hor.... then went back home.. its like so sad to baby lor.. went out with me just to buy books... and there he was complaining about no where to go... long time never go "Pa Tok"- dating with me.. and i called him silly.... thinking back.. its kind of true.. cos these few months we started slacking at home... and going out occassionally for movie and then home.. no where to go.. save money wat.. heehee... excuses la hor...

then sunday poor baby have to do guard com.. now i know why my weekend like never do anything... cos sunday i didn't have the chance to see baby... so i came back around 3 plus... then went out again to Northpoint to help my bro buy assessment books.. then went to cut hair.. not mine.. his... then came home just nice for dinner... mom was quick.. one hour plus.. everything done liao... had dinner with my whole family.. quite ok la.. then ah ma came to talk to me... about her not going to come out again to singapore.. so passed me an ang pow for my wedding... aiya. old ppl always very nagggy one.. think one day i will be like tat too... been long since sunday was at home le...

learnt something about family... didn't realli like it... not a good thing i've learnt.. but wat can i do?? not my business also la... just hope everything would be fine la hor...

monday went to work as usual.. didn't have much things... went for my lesson.. and felt that i've been realli a lousy player last time... and wonder wat ppl at esplanade would have thought of me... cos i think i sucks real time when performing there the last time.... trying to act onli.... aiya... hopefully still can managed to improve in the future.. and my violin.. when can i ever start and end it fast so i can teach violin and earn more money.. or better still.. perform in a orchestral... how i wish it would be over soon... maybe by the time i'm old i can... but wonder how old is that...

oh ya... last thursday i was travelling around yio chu kang road back home... saw a car plate of SZA ... i was like "huh??" how come got one.. later than i found out it was a rented car... heeheee.. so mountain tortoise sia... so paiseh also.. it seems like i need to read more before posting comments else where... but at least now i know la... heheee...

and one thing i notice these few days.. from last saturday till today.. i think i saw about 10 accidents on the road.. not exaggerating wo... first few i saw was on friday night.. going back home... there was one along yio chu kang road.. nothing much.. no life been threatened.. only banging onto ppl's backside... then on sat i saw around 3 of the same incidents... then sunday i saw about 2... one was quite bad... car front crashed till jia lat.. and i think it spill some fuel on the road.. so there was the civil defence ppl cleaning the road... then monday.. i saw about 3 again.. same thing... crash into ppl's backside... one quite bad.. the ambulance ppl were trying to rescue the ppl from the car.... and guess what's the common thing of most of the accidents??? most of them involved taxis.. hows that??? get what i means?? and also one thing is that baby told me that somewhere was being commented like this - "speeding doesn't cause accident. breaking does". hows that??? think think its kind of true la... true enough u are speeding.. but i believe those who are speeding will be even more cautious about where they are heading... so its those that sudden breaks that cause the accident... like ppl who break suddenly.. so resulting those behind crashing into the back.. so it might lead to this kind of situation:

front car break sudden
back car crash onto front car
then another car crash into back car
= three car accident

then conversation might follow like this
front car ppl got down and ask back car: "Y u follow so near sia?"
back car ppl might say: "Y the hell you break so suddenly?"
front car: "alamak got traffic sure break one wat?then u want me accident isit?"
back car: "doesn't make any difference now."

so in the end.. also dunno who's fault to blame but baby say its always the back car that is at fault.. becos of tailgating.. (another cause of accident)..

talking about tailgating.. i so pissed off with ppl sia.. these few days have to drive alot.. so met alot of these kind of ppl... i was like travelling already at 110km then they still can tailgate you like wanting to bang ur backside like that.. so i purposely slow down.. and they still tail gate you without getting any hint... wished these ppl kena shot by the "candid camera" sia... stupid ppl...

oh ya.. was discussing about baby's future next time. like wat he can or wants to do after he ORD.. he still considering alot of things... so takes time before he knows what he want... at least he still can afford the time...

babyfen woke up at 10:53 AM

total boredom...

yup... that's me huh... ya ya i know.. sometimes say this sometimes say that right?? when i just say i got alot of things to do.. now i say i'm bored... cos i want to practise piano but my bro and sis-in-law are watching piano.. actually before that i wont be able to practise piano one.. as i was supposed to exercise with pris.. but shes nt here.. and i wanted to go down one.. but lazy me... gave up le.. so wat to do?? nothing i can doo... heeheeee. so now nothing to do.. as i have finished preparing my students work.. and no idea wat to prepare next.. so slack lor... waste time waste time..

later in the evening still got class... so now realli not much to do.. or should i say.. i dunno wat to do... sleep??cannot.. run?? lazy... work??lazy and reluctant... so playing a new game that baby taught me... and seems like i couldn't win much... lousy i think....

babyfen woke up at 3:07 PM

Stickwitu..

turning ang mo these few days.. influenced by my dearest baby... he's been listening to alot of english songs.. so i follow suit.. you know there's a saying... Ai Wu Ji Wu... something like that la... love everything that he loves.. hahaaa... but i dun love girls that is... heehee..

heard one song on the radio today.. it was nice and is very suited for my feelings... so went to search the lyrics... and guess wat i found??? it has the words "baby" inside.. heehee.. although this word is common... but its how i call my dear nowadays.. heehee.. so should i say.. how ppl call him also la.. who ask him to have a nick call akababy... funny name.. and alot of ppl always think its a girl behind this nick... hinting baby is gay??? hahahahahaa.... opps..... he's reading nowadays... wonder why??...

Song: Stickwitu
The Pussycat Dolls

Ohhh.. Oh Oh..
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems as like everybody is breaking up
and throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, your the only one for me

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing.. 'cause your so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you, baby you're with me

So don't cha worry about
people hanging around
they ain't bring us down
I know you, and you know me
and that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about
people hanging around
they ain't bring us down
I know you, and you know me
and that's why, that's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

babyfen woke up at 10:37 PM

day and night dreaming...

heheee. .was discussing things with baby yesterday... conclusion= "i was day and night dreaming." was discussing about our future.. like where to have money to do things do that... and its like working just to get married.. i dun like that.. so i started dreaming about like ppl giving us a free house for our marriage.. with some free money.. with a free car..with some free furniture.. with some free clothes.. with some free maids.. with some free house design... there you go.. i was day and night dreaming alright.. cos baby say i was day dreaming... but since it was already at night.. so i said no la.. night dreaming onli lor.. heheee... wat to do... when u dun have things.. u could onli think...

realli hope i had study design in poly or in sec school.... realli feels so nice when u could help ppl design their house.. maybe i should start with baby's room first.. and he's hoping to study design in the future also... but he have no artistic talent.. so can forget about it ba.. hahaaha.... but i think its quite a good job... cos sure will ppl hire you to design their house.. definitely la.. you must be good lor.. if not how to survive right???? draw those stick man types??? not possible...

supposed to exercise with pris today.. but my blur blur student didn't realise that she can't have lessons in the morning and still change with me.. luckily i called.. if not will be wasted trip... so exericse tml... hopefully nothing will happen that we have to postpone again.. its been long... heheee... lazy bum of mine....

yesterday classses were ok onli... cos some of the students didn't practise wat they were supposed to.. so i was little fed up... think realli can't control my anger nowadays.. but learn to endure.. if not.. sure its like i'm a strict teacher who students dont like at all...

babyfen woke up at 12:55 PM

late night..

yesterday reached home late at night at about 11plus... not that its not common or wat... just that yesterday reason to be late is that i'm teaching.... wonder if its a correct decision to teach till that late.. but cant do anything now also.. cos i dun have anytime for the students anymore...

watched desperate housewives.. realli a nice show sia... but nothing can be compared to lost... speaking of which.. next time go baby's house must continue my episodes.. heheee... oh ya.. today CSI las vegas is back... my bro like this better than the miami one... actually if watch them too. i felt its quite ok for both.. interesting way to see them crack the crime... but thinking back... why do we watch these shows... it seems like wasting time... cos we dun realli gain anymuch except some knowledge.. but do we need to know??? hmm... i wonder... but say like that i everything we do also waste time... why do we study??? cos we need to earn money??? why earn money??? to spend?? to eat?? to survive???? why do we play?? cos we need to relax??? cos too stress from work??? cos we got extra money to spend??? heheee... why do we rest??? cos need to have quality time to sleep?? aiya.. if keep on ask these questions i think everything also wasting time lor... watever...

it seems like i'm realli kind of bored of my life.. teach teach teach.. practise practise practise... sleep sleep sleep... eat eat eat... no play no play no play.... define good life... -> to me maybe its like no need to work then still can spend money to buy things.. and have enough money to support family...heehee.. like that meaning my the other half will have to work till very hard.. which in turn i think its very selfish... sianz... complaining about my life now.. if someone knows this.. he's going to nag at me again... heheee..

4 more months to prepare my students for exams... its like 16 more lessons onli... WTHack????
hmmm.. it seems like very little sia... better plan properly.. if not sure jia lat one... see how ba... comes to a point.. even if they realli fail and dont want me to teach.. i would be more glad too.. but that's not going to happen... cos even if they pass... surprisingly parents still changed me away.. wat's wrong???? dont u just hate ppl firing you without giving u a good reason behind it??? pls dont let it happen to me again... wat ever it is.. work hard is the onli choice ba....

rubbish entry today.... >.<

babyfen woke up at 1:25 PM

realli fated??

weekend was nothing much.. no where to go... as time was short... saturday went to find baby inbetween break.. didn't do much.. helped him washed his car but in the end... when he came to fetch me around 5 plus... it was raining very heavily..so total waste of effort.. it always happens when he wash car by himself... fated??? probably.... heheee... then we decided to go to the IT fair.. i thought he had went with his friends. in the end told me his friends pull out last min...so been a good girlfriend.. decided to let him go.. eh hemm... meaning to go with him to the IT fair.. then reached town... no more rain... sunny some more.. wanted to find parking lots at esplanade.. as heard that suntec one sure full one... then missed the first entrance.. so decided to go suntec and check it out.. realli it turn out to be so full.. then we make a U-turn back to esplanade... surprisingly..there're officers outside handling the traffic going to the car park..thinking that they should be blocking us to go in cos its like everyone who couldn't find car park in suntec turned to esplanade instead.. so we decided to say we're going for dinner with friends at one of the restaurants.. apparently it didn't work at all.. they say today car park for ppl watching performances onli.. WT shit... so hack lor... went to PS to eat... and also find earring for baby.. yup.. he went to pierce one side of his ear... usual for guys nowadays.... then walked walked around.. and saw this name making sticker.. so itchy backside of me... went to persuade baby let me do... hehee.e.. it the end.. i got 12 stickers sheet instead of 6... heheee... baby handsome or me pretty??? heehee.. no la.. cos the alignment was not very good for that sticker so that guy gave me 12.. as those in the middles one are good... ta da.... instead of 144 stickers for $12.90.. i got it for 144 x 2 for $12.90.... but kind of regret never think properly wat name to do.. should have do half for teaching name half for my usual name.. like tat i can stick on my books if not like got telephone number very funny lor.. but wat to do... print already... so no choice lor... and its relali very cute lor.... heheee...

after that went home to rest.... didn't do much... baby is addicted to the game "Spades" nowadays.. its like he can sit there and play and dun care about other things le... good la.. at least he come over my house he wont complain nothing to do.. but in the end he would complain my computer very the slowwww....... no choice la hor... no money and lazy to change... wat to do wat to do....

yesterday didn't do much.. slack at home to watch "The Pianist" recorded one... its realli a very nice show... u look at the way the JEWS are being treated.. its realli very horrible.. i was so shocked that they could just kill ppl like that.... then went over to baby house onli at 3 plus... didnt do much either.. became a pig.... slack... then watched Wallace and Gromit.. very cute and funny show... then eat... then i went to sleep.. hahaa.... baby called me a good life pig... cos everyday just eat and sleep... heeheeee... but cannot get any fatter... if not i'll be "slaughter"

today had lesson with my teacher... (new one).... its realli very stressful... can see that she's pek chek about teaching me.. cos i seems like a real dumb student who cant take instructions very well.. sometimes i just wish i had a simple job.... although pay no good but at least no need to be stressed up.... but no complains... baby's right... - its how bad u want this diploma.. then u wont feel the stress le... but jsut can't help feeling down sometimes... how i wish May would be here soon so i no need to teach at the music school anymore.. but i wouldn't want May to be here soon as it would be nearer to my exams... how contradicting i m.....

the crabs that i took care of are fine.. i think.. one of them are eating now... one of them just lazing around.. life for them is easy.. eat sleep.. crawl... but kind of sad also.. cos i never get them anything to crawl.. so its like all on flat sand.. so its borring life....

this week is school holidays... so quite alot of my student change time here and there.... today morning was thinking of changing some students... take for example.. i was very tired.. wanted to change the morning 9.30am class to other days.. in the end at 9am.. when i was about to get up.. the parent called to change herself as the student have to go back school and she forgot to inform me.. so i agreed.... so i went back to sleep.. heheee... then wanting to go out at 11am for my 11.30am student already.. thinking of changing the afternoon student to earlier at 3pm instead of 4.30pm...cos i have a big break... then the 11.30am student called to change his time to 2.45pm.. filling in the gap.. i was thinking "fated... everything fated to happen".. there i was so happy i could practise a little more before going to my class... then phone rang again.. the 11.30am student called to say no need to change le.. so i was like... when i was about to practise then now can't liao.. so never mind lor.. went out quickly.... then msged the 4.30pm student to change to 3pm.. so i could go home early also.. luckily the student able to .. so good.. i'm home now resting... rather... slacking....

The supposed timetable
9.30 - 10.15 am one student
11.30 - 12.15pm one student
1pm -2pm my class with teacher
4.30 - 5.15pm one student
7.45 - 8.30pm one student
9 - 11pm two students

The fated timetable
11.30 - 12.15pm one student
1 - 2pm class with teacher
3 - 3.45pm one student
4.30 to 7.30pm HOME SWEET HOME
7.45 - 8.30pm one student
9 - 11pm two students

so later still have 3 more students to go... luckily the two students are brothers so i no need to travel to soo many places.... but so late.. and luckily.. tml timetable is fated again.. supposed to have lesson in the morning one.. but changed away.. so tonight can sleep longer.. hopefully.... heehee.. go rest le.. tired....

babyfen woke up at 5:34 PM

wasted and fated

today is totally wasted day... total wasted... and it makes me realise that things are fated to happen... no matter how they are meant to change...

had classes from 3.30pm to 8pm normally on friday... but today... three of the students are not coming as they all went holidays.. different family though.. so left onli 3.. and the timing is like shit... 3.30 to 5 for two of them and the third one have to wait till 7.15pm that's like 2 hours 15 mins of waiting for one student onli... so the admin was nice enough to help me arrange her to turn up at 5pm.. so equals zero hours and zero mins of waiting... reached there early at 3pm.. my usual reaching time... waited... 3.15 student (3.30pm) called to say she'll be late.. k.. so went in to practise my piano... 3.30pm student called again to say she's not coming le...(WTH right?????) saying she has stomache... sianz.... so never mind lor.. wait for the 4.30pm one.. then i commented to the admin... "sianz... how can she last min call say like that one.. think she's avoiding the lesson la.. wait the next student dun come then jialat.. have to wait till 5pm"... so she commented back "dun think so la.. he always turn up for lessons one ma.." so happily i went to continue my practise... at 3.45pm (knock on my door) "eh hwee fen ah.... guess wat?" yup... u guys must have guessed correctly... the 4.30pm student called and said he's not coming for this week and next week.. how bout that??? so happily wait till 5pm... wanted to go out buy somethings at around 4.15pm.. thinking... very troublesome la.. wait not enough time to reach back here.. so stayed still... 5pm came.. no sign of my student... 5.15pm came still no sign of my student... so admin called to check whether she's coming or not... in the end.... her parents say... will reach at 6pm... sianz... there goes my waiting from 3 to 6pm for my one pathetic student... how's that sia??? in the end i waited 3 hours for one student.... luckily she did turn up for lesson.. but late... better than nothing la hor.... then went back to baby house to slack till around 8.30pm... and went for one night class as student having exams tml... revised till 9.30pm... then came home.... hows that for the whole day???? teach onli 2 students but spent like 3 to 9.30pm??? beat that man... shall record this down so i can beat this record next time....shit happens..

this will link to the next thing abour fated... i was thinking that since my classes will be from 3.30pm to 6pm (supposedly) so i would have time to go find baby... so i msged him to let him know i would be going over from 6 to 8pm... who knows.. "he came back with a msg -- i have cohesion will reach home at 7 plus"... so i was like huh..... ok lor... so there goes our longer time meeting... and that student have to come at 6 instead of 5pm.. so in the end i reached his house about the same time he reached home... fated..

tml was supposed to teach onli until 10.30am.. so i would have free time off to accompany baby.. then my friend came and asked me to relief her class till 6pm.. as she's having exams... so i was thinking ok lor... help her take lor... this was arranged few weeks ago.. in between i felt regretted becos hardly i would have sat off so early... but then i already agreed.. so bo bian la hor... realli turn out meant to take her classes one... fated

then today before going off from music school... i asked the admin whether i can start the relief classes tml later (thinking that i would more time to spend with baby first before teaching) its either start at 12pm or 2 pm.. so i thought 2pm would be better... she helped me checked and said its ok... that means i would be free from 11 to 1 plus... 2 hours of time to spend with baby... so went his house wanted to tell him.. before i could say anything... he say "sianz la.. tml have to go back... sir say today's area cleaning not passed"... i was like....huh??? supposedly i arrange to have more time with him.. now it meant nothing... fated

so does it mean something when all my time is being cut short when i'm with baby??? pls drop me a hint someone....

so poor baby have to find ppl to go to the IT fair tml... (which maybe might be more happier without me around restricting him to see girls)... heard they are selling cars too... but no cars also got those booth girls... maybe one day if i have the capabilities and i go around working there... wonder wat he would think??? and poor me have to teach till 6pm... which i doubt can do anything after that except dinner and slack... i dun like night activities.. as in like clubbing la... drinking la... shopping la... sight seeing la... i just like to laze around at night...

sunday would be a better day i hope.. cos that's the day i would end earlier than usual.. and i have forced myself not to take any classes after that... that's the day where i have a new student in my house.. no need to travel... good sia.. hopefully my reputation gets around good in my condo...

oh ya.. recently heard from one of my current student's parent that she quite like the way i teach... very happy to hear that and its like everything felt worth it going for her lessons... maybe she said that also becos my fees are cheaper than others??? heehee.. who knows la hor.. parents lie... children lie.. teacher also lie... who doesn't... i think alot of lies are getting around to let others feel better... these are the so called "white lies"... it realli doesnt hurt to not knowing the truth sia.... hopefully la hor.. cos this student's parent introduce me to her friends... good to know that.. cos i always dun like to take students who i dun know.. as in like.. where that person gets my number i also dunno... then the student standard i also dunno... hopefully everything picks up after i leave my music school.. contracts ends in may.... and helll starts from there and everything will ends this year... i would know whether my life is going towards tai tai life or those typical housewife life (huang lian po)... this year would marks the end and beginning of things...

babyfen woke up at 11:30 PM

i'm worried...

i'm very worried now... worried about my students' progress.. just kena pressured by parents yesterday.. not realli pressured tilll very jia lat.. a bit la... but pressure also pressure ma... wat to do right??? now back at home again... have to go three simple places later but its kind of stupid.. one paya lebar one yishun then one serangoon again... sianz right??? have to pay for the fuel again... sianz....

some things are realli fated to happen sia... want to avoid also cannot.. so year end still have to take the exams again.... longer time to re prepare.. hopefully it would be better la hor...

no mood to practise these few days.. hopefully it would be better as time goes by.. if not sure jia lat one.. fail again than die.. just heard that teaching cert gets higher commission than performance cert.. surprisingly.. ppl still get two certs nowadays.. are ppl rich or wat.... heehee..

anyone can introduce any ways to slim down??? except exercising??/ i love to run for competition last time but not realli slack like hell.. also dunno why sia.... maybe the path to my tai tai life is getting closer???? haahaa.... oh ya.. suddenly remember... tml and saturday working almost full day... so no time for baby... sad sad.... earn more money... good but also not good... tire myself also not good wat.... my eye bag is still there.. and my pimples are coming back... maybe not enough sleep that's y la... sianz..... sianz....

kk.. go practise before i fall asleep..

babyfen woke up at 1:21 PM

monotone life..

that's wat baby had helped me describe my life.. monotonous... its realli the same everyday... yes.. monday all the way to sunday.. none of the day is different...wake up early morning class.. come home rest then afternoon out till night for classes... so its practically eat, sleep, teach.. nothing else but these... once in a very long while i will get a chance to go out with baby but sometimes it turns out we have no where to go... its kind of good.. i dun mind slacking at home.. .who would right???

been a bit helpless in the situation that i'm in... charging lesser than the market but still please about wat i earn.... i just heard that ppl can dare dare charge all the way up to $130 for beginner... sia la... high sia.... but its becos they have degree la... when its mine turn??? hahahaa.. long long lor...

still considering how to save money when i always buy expensive stuffs... that time count count... i think on average a special occassion i would spend abou $150 to $200... that's alot lor and one year have to celebrate like 4 such occassions?? like valentine, anniversary, his birthday and christmas?? maybe shall cut down to his birthday and anni can le la hor.... if not when can i ever get settled down??? i dun realli like to live in the situation where i'm in now.... sucks real bad that i dread going back...

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