today is totally wasted day... total wasted... and it makes me realise that things are fated to happen... no matter how they are meant to change...
had classes from 3.30pm to 8pm normally on friday... but today... three of the students are not coming as they all went holidays.. different family though.. so left onli 3.. and the timing is like shit... 3.30 to 5 for two of them and the third one have to wait till 7.15pm that's like 2 hours 15 mins of waiting for one student onli... so the admin was nice enough to help me arrange her to turn up at 5pm.. so equals zero hours and zero mins of waiting... reached there early at 3pm.. my usual reaching time... waited... 3.15 student (3.30pm) called to say she'll be late.. k.. so went in to practise my piano... 3.30pm student called again to say she's not coming le...(WTH right?????) saying she has stomache... sianz.... so never mind lor.. wait for the 4.30pm one.. then i commented to the admin... "sianz... how can she last min call say like that one.. think she's avoiding the lesson la.. wait the next student dun come then jialat.. have to wait till 5pm"... so she commented back "dun think so la.. he always turn up for lessons one ma.." so happily i went to continue my practise... at 3.45pm (knock on my door) "eh hwee fen ah.... guess wat?" yup... u guys must have guessed correctly... the 4.30pm student called and said he's not coming for this week and next week.. how bout that??? so happily wait till 5pm... wanted to go out buy somethings at around 4.15pm.. thinking... very troublesome la.. wait not enough time to reach back here.. so stayed still... 5pm came.. no sign of my student... 5.15pm came still no sign of my student... so admin called to check whether she's coming or not... in the end.... her parents say... will reach at 6pm... sianz... there goes my waiting from 3 to 6pm for my one pathetic student... how's that sia??? in the end i waited 3 hours for one student.... luckily she did turn up for lesson.. but late... better than nothing la hor.... then went back to baby house to slack till around 8.30pm... and went for one night class as student having exams tml... revised till 9.30pm... then came home.... hows that for the whole day???? teach onli 2 students but spent like 3 to 9.30pm??? beat that man... shall record this down so i can beat this record next time....shit happens..
this will link to the next thing abour fated... i was thinking that since my classes will be from 3.30pm to 6pm (supposedly) so i would have time to go find baby... so i msged him to let him know i would be going over from 6 to 8pm... who knows.. "he came back with a msg -- i have cohesion will reach home at 7 plus"... so i was like huh..... ok lor... so there goes our longer time meeting... and that student have to come at 6 instead of 5pm.. so in the end i reached his house about the same time he reached home...
fated.. tml was supposed to teach onli until 10.30am.. so i would have free time off to accompany baby.. then my friend came and asked me to relief her class till 6pm.. as she's having exams... so i was thinking ok lor... help her take lor... this was arranged few weeks ago.. in between i felt regretted becos hardly i would have sat off so early... but then i already agreed.. so bo bian la hor... realli turn out meant to take her classes one...
fatedthen today before going off from music school... i asked the admin whether i can start the relief classes tml later (thinking that i would more time to spend with baby first before teaching) its either start at 12pm or 2 pm.. so i thought 2pm would be better... she helped me checked and said its ok... that means i would be free from 11 to 1 plus... 2 hours of time to spend with baby... so went his house wanted to tell him.. before i could say anything... he say "sianz la.. tml have to go back... sir say today's area cleaning not passed"... i was like....huh??? supposedly i arrange to have more time with him.. now it meant nothing...
fatedso does it mean something when all my time is being cut short when i'm with baby??? pls drop me a hint someone....
so poor baby have to find ppl to go to the IT fair tml... (which maybe might be more happier without me around restricting him to see girls)... heard they are selling cars too... but no cars also got those booth girls... maybe one day if i have the capabilities and i go around working there... wonder wat he would think??? and poor me have to teach till 6pm... which i doubt can do anything after that except dinner and slack... i dun like night activities.. as in like clubbing la... drinking la... shopping la... sight seeing la... i just like to laze around at night...
sunday would be a better day i hope.. cos that's the day i would end earlier than usual.. and i have forced myself not to take any classes after that... that's the day where i have a new student in my house.. no need to travel... good sia.. hopefully my reputation gets around good in my condo...
oh ya.. recently heard from one of my current student's parent that she quite like the way i teach... very happy to hear that and its like everything felt worth it going for her lessons... maybe she said that also becos my fees are cheaper than others??? heehee.. who knows la hor.. parents lie... children lie.. teacher also lie... who doesn't... i think alot of lies are getting around to let others feel better... these are the so called "white lies"... it realli doesnt hurt to not knowing the truth sia.... hopefully la hor.. cos this student's parent introduce me to her friends... good to know that.. cos i always dun like to take students who i dun know.. as in like.. where that person gets my number i also dunno... then the student standard i also dunno... hopefully everything picks up after i leave my music school.. contracts ends in may.... and helll starts from there and everything will ends this year... i would know whether my life is going towards tai tai life or those typical housewife life (huang lian po)... this year would marks the end and beginning of things...
babyfen woke up at 11:30 PM
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