it seems that after my birthday and got back into the teaching timing again.. and the first few students i encountered is like hitting me back into reality so much so that i dont want that to happen...
i have this question on my head since yesterday or was it the day before?? wat am i good at??
let's review.. i think i'm bad in everything.. teaching, cooking, studying, working, talking, exercising.. hmm and it doesn't seems to stop at any places.. i can't do anything at all right...
went to practice my piano but becos of pure lazy me i didn't practice for like 20days.. and now getting back is like getting back to primary school like that.. so long ago that i forget wat i should do... or how to do anything....
i know i'm good at complaining,, grumbling and alot of not good things... how can i change?? or is it just me that i'm not willing to change??? somebody help??
think i must pack my day with alot of activities so that i would not think too much and learn watever things i can by the time i give up.... my cross stitch started but not yet ended.. i think it would take another year project before i finish... die.... argh`!~!~!~!
babyfen woke up at 7:06 PM
GREETINGS !