everything just beyond description... was home after around 7plus.. realised that actually its lot of time from 7 plus to 12 plus.. i could have done alot of things more meaningful... but in the end i chose those that i should not have bothered...
i should have practiced my piano, wash my fan and prepare my student class.. but everything not done and i was like doing other stuff like watching TV while doing some scrap book thingy.. sew some cross stitch.. hows that eh??? so now i'm again one day without practice.. one day more with my dirty fan... wonder when everything would be ok... am i too used to flexi timing that it totally kills me to do anything???
today started teaching at 9 plus.. finished only 5 plus... every class was back to back... tired and hungry.. didn't have time to eat also.. so i only had one meal today... not heathly sia... tml thought can go play some badminton.. but too bad.. someone important no response.. so decided to call it off.. so tml one class and done... nothing else.. so shal lpractice my piano and clean my fan.. if not i shall minus $50 from my savings... hows that eh... hmm.. maybe can try this method with baby supervising me.. if not i will totally slack like nobody business which is not in this case... just recieved a letter for my student's exam... soon it will be MY TURN>.. and i will be disgraced to the max if i fail it once again... and my teacher would boot me out of her class for sure... such a lazy and totally irresponsible student...
now my everyday are very packed.. decided to leave out friday and sunday to rest and practice my piano (which i doubt so).. all teaching till night.. hopefully have time for baby... never mind la.. he dun have me he also have other friends to go out with...heehee..
talking about friends.. dunno whether am i desperate or wat... always feel that my friends are not enough.. as in like ppl are avoiding me... my sixth sense and i dunno whether its true.. cos i'm mostly ignored by ppl.. probably beocs of my KPOness nature.. keep on asking those questions that i would like to know and probably disturbing to them.. i just seems to lose the sense of asking the correct questions anymore.. watever it is.. wonder whether i would have any friends in the future anymore... probably one or two...
babyfen woke up at 12:01 AM
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