now i know why i'm just a nobody trying to make ends meet... cos i'm a totally lazy person.. or should i say in nicer way.. no motivation person... no hopes to be done... if not i will just say and do nothing..
these few days i realise that i'm deserved to be not well liked by others becos of my own working attitude.. luckily kids are easier to cheat by.. can't imagine if i have to work with other ppl... i'm sure i will be a bad colleague...
well if i'm to grumble.. i can go on and on.. but wouldn't want to bore anyone or make my life even worst... just happened to pass by this ex school mate of mine... she's kind of very enthu in her arts... as in music side... and she's one the player for esplanade youth... kind of impressive... see the difference?? while me.. just someone trying to pass my time..
last time i always think that there are two type of teachers.. i meant piano teacher especially.. one who teaches everything that she knows to her students to make sure everything is delivered across.. and the other who just teach to pass time.. so just anyhow finish her lessons in order to get the fees at the end of day.... i used to think that i'm the prior category one... but as time passes.. can't help but thinking that i'm turning to the second category.. and its scary.. cos i hate this kind of teachers... i know.. definitely its my choice to be which type.. but so much so it still depends on the students. cos if u have students who just practice for the sake of it... u would belongs to the second category teacher.. but if u have those students who are very motivated to learn everything.. then u will becomes the first category teacher.. and the sad thing is that i dun have students who are totally motivated themselves... how's that??? so wat will i become?? time shall tell..
still planning my future... dunno whether which one i take... i dun think i can stand teaching alone for the whole of my life.. would bored my life away.. so must find alot of things to do to keep me occupied.. everything will happens after september..
babyfen woke up at 12:27 AM
GREETINGS !