
@ baby's home slacking.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
look at the time... and i'm alone at baby's home.. not realli alone la.. got his parents and sisters.. waiting for him to come home.. he's out for this dinner thingy for his army anniversary dinner... and he just dyed his hair this afternoon after we went out to have breakfast+lunch.. dunno how he looks like.. and received an SMS about him ppl wearing very powerfully there now.. as the theme for the dinner is "Gangster".. waiting for him to com back and i can see the photos.. nothing much to do here.. wanted to do up my student's stuff but hor i started to log on to the net and starting surfing alot of ppl's blog.. so no mood to do my things le... i think that's wat happen every night lor... hehee...
recently just had a short enjoy trip to chalet at Changi NRSCC.. think is call like that la.. watever it is.. i always like to stay there cos its a bungalow.. very big lor... two rooms upstairs and a very spacious living room downstairs.. can fight with HDB size lor.. well.. i was the only girl there.. but very crowded though.. didn't want to go initially cos its like all baby's poly friends.. dun realli know them very well.. but in the end still went cos this might the only chance for me to relax before another one soon.... went there late at night... around 11pm++ i reached.. luckily got car to drive.. if not take cab le lor... then reached there only to find four ppl there.. baby with two poly friends and one sec friend.. luckily all i know one.. they were playing this card game called Citadels.. interesting game.. luckily i learnt how to play if not i sure very bored one.. that game will cost friendshipo terms to break.. no la.. not that serious.. but will grumble a bit here and there like who betray who like that la.. hehee... then slept at 2 plus... tired..
next day woke up at around 12 plus.. wanted to go swimming.. changed already then no more sun and out pour the rain.. so sianz.. so i sat there learning how to play Citadels. Thanks to lionel who taught me the game... played the first round.. think i lost.. cannot remember exactly.. then few more friends came... actually only 2 more.. played the card game a while without me.. dun want to lose la.. then after that start the BBQ.. nice food... and ppl not alot so not so bad.. chatted with some sec friends and one more about their future all these.. realli changed my opinion about one of them.. it seems like although i know him so long.. now then i realised wat kind of ppl he is... nope i not saying in a bad way.. nor a good way.. just realised more of his character.. at least that's something i've earned during the chalet... and got to know one more friend better... in a way.. too bad he never bring his girlfriend if not i would have known one more gf.. but never mind la hor.. ppl always find me very KPO so less one also good... nothing much to do.. played the card game again and then accompanied baby to go swimming... not much ppl came to the chalet... like only 9 in total.. and only like 5 stayed over.. for me i thought it was ok.. too many ppl too many groups too.. but maybe cos the ppl doesn't know well each other.. so to me like the poly friends kind of felt neglected... only two not la... maybe they not social enough or baby didn't care enough... also dunno and not my problem too.. so hack care... after the chalet.. check out on wed.. and it was back to work that very day..
skipped my yoga classes cos i thought we would drag later than 11am.. we reached home around 10 plus and ate lunch and rested till my next class... taught till 10pm.. was so tired and slept... today also taught quite a few classes.. need to improve my health now so that i can be better in teaching... borrowed a book on stress cure recently... noticed that its becos of stress that alot of things are happeening to me.. so shall read and see whether i can get some light out of it and improve my life.. if can that would be just great... and if it works i shall pass it on to my children or friends about how to manage their life better...
my friend's getting married next friday.. and i'm one of the sisters. still dunno what to wear that day yet.. planning to get a nice dresss to wear... in the morning have to travel here and there to fetch ppl to places as one of my car is the bridesmaid car.. then at night need to help around her in the hotel... cannot fight the limelight with her cos she's the bride and i think i wont be able to fight win her also.. it will be my turn in the future.. so till then its my turn to shine... still long though...
baby took some photos.. not much to upload... i didn't take alot cos my handphone low batt and i asked my friend to bring the wrong charger.. so too bad... no pictures to see...
well baby not home yet and i think stil l have to wait like one more hour before he reached home.. shall read up my book... and play PSP.. hehee...
Funny Video of one of the episodes by Jacky Woo~~ show.. realli very funny...
Funny Video (Jacky Woo~~)
babyfen woke up at 10:43 PM

25th September 2006 - Ming's 17 birthday - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Monday, September 25, 2006
Photo time.~!~! this time is all my kids photos.. there are realli alot more than these just took a few that i find it very nice.. and
this entry is to dedicate( half la hor.) to my beloved brother of all time... Goh Meng Tong (i know he hate ppl to call like that.. but that's how i call him all the time..).. he's also commonly known as Ming (by friends).. Tong (by us sibilings).. and Bao Bao (by my dad).. heheee.. funny hor...
went back old house to view all the baby photos.. they are arrange by my lovely dad book by book.. i have 5 albums in total (each album 200 photos) that's a total of 1000 photos... heheee... below are some of mine... the others are my brother one... so cute lor him.. we just love to play together last time.. still remember last time is i the only girl and more close to him.. although we are like 5 years apart.. always drag him to play those girly games with me.. like the barbie doll la.. cooking la... all those girly stuff that u can think of.. just now caught a photo of him kissing a doll.. can u imagine that??? he kissing a doll??? and its my doll lor.. maybe its me who forced him to.. hehee.. hahaaa... didn't managed to take that photo.. (btw these photos are taken by my camera phone so the picture is like camera take photo.. not camera take ppl.. so have to make small small then can see something... so bare with it la hor..) all photos not edited cos i still dun have photo shop.. so just be it la hor ...
me and didi playing.********be surprised. this's me~!******** me and didi..



flower girl******* me and my childhoodfriend ****8me and 2 big bros with dad




this photo taken so artistic right??? and me and my two brothers are wearing the same shorts.. so typical or siblings and they wore the same shirt while i wore something similar.. there's a monkey on the staircase... it just looks so nice...
k.. carry on with my bro now.. since its his birthday.. and its like he say its 17 wo.. big birthday wo.. duh =.=" how about 18 and 21 then??? and he demanded ppl to dedicate post to him.. so here i am la...
Profile:Name: Ming Tong
Birthday: 25 sept 1989
Hobbies: Gaming Shopping Sleeping
well.. wat can i say about him.. nothing much good i think... heehee.. and definitely nothing much bad also.. just realised that he's like no temper with me one lor..
he wont scold me even when i scold him..
he wont ignore me when i ignore him..
he wont say no to shopping when i ask him..
he wont be angry when i disturb him..
he wont push away his duties of house chores that i push to him..
think there's alot more.. but definitely he's a good brother to me.. i'm always the closest to him.. and strange enough i told him that if next time baby dun want me then he must take care of me for the rest of my life... and vice versa.. but hope these things wont happen la.. but definitely will be a sad thing if we stay in different places next time cos no one to chat with me liao.. and no one to update me some new games that he tried.. and no one to nag to too... hehee... overall realli glad having such a nice and fun brother.. although at times he can be..
lazy,
sleepy,
grouchy,
studyless,
moneyless.
he still is a great brother...
here are some photos that i would like to share with u guys of him that just makes me laugh everytime i see it...

this photo of me... smiling widely.. becos my bro is being forced into my swimming costume.. yup.. we always like to make fun of him being the girl that my dad wanted after giving birth to me and my 2 elder brothers... but who knows out came a boy instead.. so maybe that's why he was a little more towards feminine side in the first few years of his life.. heheee...
going through his baby photos.. i realise that he likes to pose alot sia.. imagine a little boy walking with one hand with his mom and the other hand placed in the pocket like some big shots walking like that... and the others photos can see him posing for the camera in great pose lor... but didn't manged to take those la..

a very nice photo of both of us lying on the bed..
him with party mask********** acting grouchy *********posing again



with handsome dad ********wrapped in a towel ************playing with the dog..



alot more pictures one.. lazy to take one by one with my phone.. just let it be.. and the rest is for u all to imagine how cute he was last time ba....
one last wish-->
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG~!~!*pls study and get the results i set for u.. if not u should know wat to do...**
babyfen woke up at 12:38 AM

exhausted..
Friday, September 22, 2006
been realli very tired these few days.. sleep late at night and wake up early in the morning and nothing that i can change.. eye bags still there.. complexion still bad... mood sometimes still not good.. sianz... everything just seems to last forever for me... keep on thinking.. is this the type of life i want to live the whole of my life... not that i dun want to teach or wat.. but its tiring mentally and physically
some things are going to happen in few days time and it will determine something that we have been thinking of... i'm going to make alot of observations in order to decline the fact and avoid anything from happening...
baby just got a new phone... Nokia N73... its quite a nice phone.. i like the outlook.. but the usage not for me.. maybe i'm very accustomed to samsung phone..that's y use other phones very difficult for me... the camera is 3.2 megapixel.. hows that right?? same as my camera le wo.. but the thing is that I DUN LIKE HIS CAMERA... reason??? cos he's camera is so good that it take until very detailed features.. as for me.. i like a bit blur picture or not very good cameras so that i would appear to be pretty...(ya i know.. cheating myself).. but that's wat ppl do isn't it??? the pictures that took from his camera.. makes me look fat.. complexion bad and alot more that i dun like... while my own handphone camera becos its 1.3 megapix i would always look better in my own camera.... so it shall be.. i take pictures with my camera and send via bluetooth to his... ta da.... i would get wat i want in his phone... heheee..
so fast october le... next week going to baby's chalet for one day.. cannot go too many days.. very borring one.. so go one day can le...
no photos to update these few days... so nothing much interesting to see... nothing interesting to blog too... hmm.. except.. i'll be getting a PSP soon... which means tml.. heehee.. actually not for myself... for my bro... but becos he'll be taking his O'levels soon.. so i get to play first.. heheee.. good sia.. can't wait to play all the games baby let me play..
babyfen woke up at 4:42 PM

faints again..
Monday, September 18, 2006
not much these few days.. watch LIttle Man.. quite nice... funny but sometimes a bit borring.. went to buy alot of new books to practice... alot of songs teacher today assign me to practice... long list sia... wonder when can ever finish.. one of the song is here..
Yundi Li, Chopin Fantasie Impromptu but i think i will take years to perfect this.. and baby say if i can finish learning this song.. he will buy me a grand piano.. heeee.. so i shall wait and practice hard so i can get my grand piano.. heheee...
cancel one of my night class cos i was having faint spells outside.. i was so scared but luckily i managed to come home... realli thanks..^^
tml going to see doctor about my ear.. hopefully it will have some answers as to how to cure and wat actually happen. i should be sleeping now also.. going to.. just wanted to post some nice pictures i took recently.. actually only one la... after such long time i managed to take nice pictures with baby... we went to cafe cartel to eat cos i have some cash vouchers.. but in the end the meal still cost like $20 ++ wonder why still so ex...

the table we sat at.. it has my favourite number..

good lighting that make me looks slim, pimpleless, good hair, nice complexion and baby looks handsome heehee...
had a nice chat just now with an old friend.. chat up alot on his life and my life a little.. envy him sia. SIA air steward (did i spell it correctly)... now i can tell ppl i have a SQ friend... ya.. i know.. some ppl might think wat's there to be proud of... pls lor.. this shows that his handsome and soon to be rich.. and guess wat.. he promised a pair of air tickets to destinations (not chosen) for my honeymoon sia.. later can tell baby and we shall start to plan.. now i shall continue to find ppl to sponsor my hotel accomdations... my breakfast, lunch and dinner.. good sia... heehee.. ppl might think that i have ulterior motive for meeting up with them after such a LONG TIME.. but no.. i onli want to have good friends around me whenever i need them.. as in like.. got ppl to chat to.. tok about some relationship problems.. grumble about things.. i think if baby is to be that one person i talk to.. think he will go crazy about my life.. its like... full of complains lor.. so i shall find others to talk to at least lighten everyone's burden of my complains ma... heehee
is it realli possible to stay friends with ur ex?? heard one case recently that he's back on friends term with his ex... feel good for him la.. ppl ma.. cannot be husband wife.. be good friends also not bad wat... but comes to the point of for those who are easily swayed.. i think its kind of difficult unless they are very determined not to do so.. like wat my friend says.. determination and communcation plays a very big part...
i guess i have to take a risk in doing some things to get my results clear and straight forward...
babyfen woke up at 11:44 PM

decision made..
Friday, September 15, 2006
well.. decision is made... with quite alot of consideration... results is negative and would have to drag on.. so sad... no $$ no talk.. always the case and always will be..
nothing much these few days.. daily routine to teach.. sleep.. teach... eat... teach.. sleep... normally all like that.. tml supposed to be off day.. but some students having exams so have to teach... never mind just think it will all end at 1pm.. it's just so nice...so considered half day off... going to search for movies to book later.. and tml planning to buy the books i needed to teach.. as usual... baby will be dragged along.. hehee...
after saturday and sunday is a work day.. how sad is that.. when most of the ppl are like enjoying their holiday.. the worst thing of all is that baby would feel bored and in the end i would be sad cos he feels bored that no one goes out with him.. maybe i should psycho him to meet someone to start a new grumble i can blog about.. heheee..
late nights are killing me and i think i deserved to be scolded la... always come home surf helpess nets and just watch TV and rot... (see i use rot instead of slack)... cos its like taking up my time to do my things.. the moment i sat down the computer.. those afternoon thoughts about wat i should do when i reached home.. is like totally gone.. maybe i should get myself the reward system like how i give my students.. complete one task one sticker.. then collect 15 stickers reward myself with a present... hmm... or best still.. ask babby to buy something for me.. hehee.. good hor.. maybe should try.. wonder it helps or ?? if so maybe for only a short while..
today met up with an old friend.. kind of old la.. we just realised that we knew each other like 3 years?? but i think it seems like only 1 year onli lor... had short lunch and short shopping.. at least she got something.. hopefully she likes it and wear it... if not another "closet shirt" again... heehee...
babyfen woke up at 12:02 AM

a decision hard to made..
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
been deciding on something big... whether to invest in it and have a nice time or not to??? i'm still debating.. in the mean time i shall ask few friends for opinion...
these few days quite busy.. as in like travelling here and there.. just met up with another group of friends yesterday.. nice time chit chatting to one of them.. yup.. onli one of them.. cos the rest i dun realli know well... apart from baby la... then went around shopping... took a look at the grands that they were showing... nice sia... my dream to have a grand is still not near yet...
nothing much interesting to update on.. cos never pay much attention to alot of things nowadays..just went to slack my day off.. yup. i know its ridiculous.. but that's me eh...
some results of my students came in le.. fast sia one month already know results.. all passed.. one merit... one expected to fail.. but managed to pass.. so not so bad.. at least she pass.. but it was realli a very difficult time to push her along.. no more exams in the near future for her...
parents.. if u chance upon this site and read this.. PLS DUN THINK EXAMS ARE GOOD FOR STUDENTS.. i mean music exams ah.. not school exams.. cos to learn the foundation properly before moving on to exams is like taking alot of years... i think need about 3 good years before a student can learn independently.. this is based on an average learning student.. if u face a hardworking student, then the time is shorter.. if u face a horrigible student who dont understand and appreciate music and not hardworking at all.. forget about learning la hor... hehee.. not tthat bad la.. but its going to take long long long long years...
tml teaching quite slack i think.. cos no exam students so no need to rush.. at least dun feel the pressure... but still have to face a few slow moving student... wat to do wat to do.. can't choose students at this moment too..
its like most of my students are very heartland one.. so to compare them to those i've heard on last friday's recital (talk about this later)... its totally cannot compare one.. but i have realise that maybe can send some good students of my to competitions.. at least open them up to new performances.. go for any other exams or performance would definitely help...
friday's recital is a recital by the students of Benjamin hmm... forgot his surname.. his quite old.. a bit bald... (typically guy pianists..) he had many wonderful students like aging from 12 all the way to 20 i think.. all of them are like SUPERB..~!~!!! fantastic sia.. and that set us wondering why are we all piano teachers but yet students came our differently.. a question for me to work on i guess.... practice more things now.. at least now i'm motivated to finish learning a piece and i would sit down and practice instead of ppl nagging at me.. (obvious who's nagging)...
and now for me to complain this one STUPID thing.. can't help to laugh back at it.. but luckily no deep cuts... i was at baby's house.. we always like to drink from this clear, straight, tall and slim glass cup and this time i thought this baby always lazy to wash very clean this cup.. resulting in a bit dirty and rough on the surface.. so i thought be nice and clean it thoroughly.. so took the cup and wash it clean... very clean.. like brand new le.. so i was very proud and pour plain water and wanted to add ice... (side track a bit - this cup i would say its quite amazing.. i believe is our strong mentality problem we always think drinking from this cup is like the water or watever drink like coke, sprite, milk would taste very, extremely nice and we would always want to drink water from it..) that's y i only pour plain water and wanted to add ice... so i open up the fridge and just nice baby came in and asked me wat i was doing.. so i told him.. "see...~!~! i 've washed the cup clean clean for you and now we can try ice water...." so there he goes.. "wow.. ok ok.. i help you put" obviously someone CLEVER would choose ice cubes that cut fit nicely so that it would go into the cup... and someone STUPID would choose ice cubes bigger than the cup so that he could SQUEEZE the ice inside by knocking it down... so there i go.. this "someone STUPID" happily knock the ice many times with "someone CLEVER" by the side keep saying.."dun want la.. sure cannot one.. dun force can or not".... and the next mintue i could react the glass just broke into pieces with one cutting my finger...duh =.=""""""""! you see the whole story????
after the glass broke he just keep on laughing and i keep on scolding.. cos i know i got cut but he didn't... and he still... 'HAHAHAHAHAHAA'' nothing i can do.. so i just keep on scolding... and the next moment i realise that my finger starting bleeding.. not profusely but enough to scare myself a little.. so on goes the scolding and laughing.. and when he realise the cut.. he was like "sorry sorry sorry".... as u ppl should know baby.. i couldn't help but sccold and laugh at the same thing at his stupidness... but good thing for me... i use the cut to threaten him the whole night... he bully me and i would show him my finger that have that cut.. and goes "dun care hor.. you see this.. so you listen"... fun sia... but i dun want to get cut again... unless i realli dun want to disturb him then maybe i shall consider making him squeeze the ice again so i get cut again and i can threaten him again.. heheee.. but hor he say that he will get a cut and threaten me back... so not fun any more... so conclude - no more cuts for me...
and the worst thing is that.. on that day itself i got cut by a pen so now my hands have two cuts.. so sad and ugly.....wat a day...~!~!
babyfen woke up at 12:25 AM

photos spread again...continued..
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
*pls read the previous post if u see this post first.. didn't add on... added new one..
Mondayit was a relaxing and well spent day with baby although i was sleeping most of the time.. hehee... woke up in the morning went out for my morning class and brought back breakfast for baby.. heehee enjoyed our breakfast+lunch... finished at about 1 plus... then he went to explore his PSP cos i think that was the day after he managed to get alot of games into his PSP>. lucky him and me cos we have LOTS LOTS of games to play now.. hehee... i was very tired.. so went back to sleep.. becoming more piggy as ever... he woke me up at 4 plus and we rushed out to buy things to cook dinner.. the plans the day before was to cook steak for dinner tonight and also spaghetti.. each one one item.. hehee..
went northpoint to get our things.. a bit regret sia.. cos they dun have much selection cos some of the things i wanted to buy all dun have lor... but also good la hor.. like that will eat lesser maybe heheee... then bought things le went home to cook.. it was realli fun.. cos first time see baby want to cook dinner for me... actually not the first time in terms of maggi mee... in terms of real dinner food... steak.. heehee.. nice nice... bought the red wine marainade... guys sometimes do make the right decision.. it turned out nice but the piece we bought too small so not very satisfying... so heehee.. next time shall buy bigger portion... the funny and scary thing is when he wanted to cook the meat... cos he dunno whether to put oil.. so he thought just put la.. then little did we guess that we turn out to be in restaurant style.. the pot caught fire like cooking those very professional food like that.. hehee... but he smart la.. wont get my kitchen burn down one... so he tried again without oil and it turn out perfectly fine... oh ya.. he went to search for recipe to make scramble eggs.. nice but too salty.. heheee... next time try again ba... he also cooked bacon... nice.... then the rest i cooked spaghetti and potato wedges.. nice dinner.. but after dinner i had a class at home.. so he was been chased to my bro's room to watch the 9pm show instead of watching at the living room.. after my class and his show went over his house to stay... nice day indeed...
this is my share

this is baby's share

satisfied baby looking happy and proud of wat he cooked

haven eat already face so round.. heeeeheee..

after dinner and after shower
Tuesdaytaught almost the whole day.. started at 9am and ended at 5pm... the rest of the day was spent playing Lemmings.. a very nice and addictive game on baby's PSP... watched show and slacked and went home to sleep...
Wednesday - Todaytaught the whole day with my yoga classes in between.. not a very nice day cos some stupid idiotic things happen in the afternoon.. and classes at night was terrible.. students didnt practice and i think cos i'm either too lenient or too strict..... but i want to be a strict teacher with demands so that the demands would be meet with the student's effort.. too lenient they will think i very easy to bully.. u dun like me be strict.. you find other teacher lor.. not my problem... wonder is it my age problem that i get easily angry and would be very depress about not able to handle them.. so sianz.... maybe one or two years down the road i would be more experienced and not be facing all these problems any more...
some bad news came along and i think i have to bear a bit of the responsibility.. i think its probably partly my fault that things turn out this way... i always think that i have a very bad mouth.. as in saying ppl that kind of bad mouth.. and now it proves to be true.. just hope things will get better as times goes by.. if not maybe should i bear the responsibility by giving out a little??? or should not??
babyfen woke up at 10:14 PM

photos spread again..
been long since i last post... cos been really very busy meeting with friends and catching up time with teaching and having fun... after my exams on friday.. went out with my friend shopping.. think i mentioned that.. heheee.. then on saturday went to teach my normal class and headed to baby's ah ma house for dinner... somethings happen there not say lazy to explain or wat.. but think not to mentioned full story better... "the walls have ears".. but mood was not good there can le..while there.. went to kaypo a bit his cousin's colouring one.. so i coloured too.. hehee.. kena said by ppl that i keep on colour her books.. next time i go there i will remember to get her NEW colouring books and colour pencils.. heheee.... shall see when i have the time...
went home quite early. was very tired and next day have class and going out with christine heheee...
*below are the ones that i coloured.. not very nice but at least got some time quite fun.. always can't escape the feeling of being childish again...heheee... had one very funny looking piglet but i think i accidentally deleted it.. could not find it in my phone any more.. hee...


Sundaytaught my morning class... slacked till time to go out and meet chrisitine.. bought a tai tai looking bag the other day and decided to act like tai tai.. or should i say... practice to be a tai tai.. so next time it would be very easy to me.. hehee... still waiting for the day to come by...wore something simple and my heels... met her at dohby ghuat and proceed straight to our destination.. good sia.. no ppl there we can "tai-tai" talk. (nice way to say "gossips").. catch up alot.. but mostly i'm doing the talking.. cos i was like updating her about my life and thoughts and things that happen... had a good talk and thinking time still early and she wants to go shopping for some things... so off we went to PS.. just opposite.. hehee..
oh ya.. the restaurant that we went is call "Girraffe"... heeehee... i would say its ex ba.. two ppl ending paying $30 each... so sorry wo.. next time i find cheap cheap coffeeshop and we will dress like auntie.. heheee.. the extremes must be tested.... ordered our food and drinks... nice place to talk especially if u go in the afternoon cos not many ppl the most 3 tables... then u can talk alot of things without ppl hearing you.. hehee...
took some pictures.. but eventually still forget to take pictures with christine's camera.. made her bring out.. so paiseh.. i look so round... so sad... must totally slim down my face, my arms, my tighs... sianz...






the pictures we took.. heheee... fun sia.. next time must go cheaper place.. if not sure broke after each meeting....
so after that went PS to walk walk... bought a few things that i want.. she wanted to buy nail polish.. in the end is i buy not she buy.... spent money again.. then baby came to pick me up cos he was there to watch COG at Istana too.. went home satisfied.. hehee...
*another update at 10 plus
babyfen woke up at 6:46 PM

DIED at the examination hall..
Friday, September 01, 2006
i think i'm fated not to pass the exams.. y??? cos i'm too nervous at the examination already... too many mistakes to be accounted for.. scold me stupid... say me lousy or wat ever shit.. i'm not going to take exams in near future cos i think i realli cannot handle the pressure of it.... so be it ba.. no cert just no cert lor... wat to do..
after exam went MEGA shopping.. straight after bought a new bag.. then bought two new shirts and one jeans.. hehee.... went around shopping for things with my friend and had dinner.. nice nice...
till next time shall post the pictures of the things i bought.. hehee....
babyfen woke up at 11:43 PM