guess wat.. i'm playing sad songs now behind this post.. as in when i'm typing this cos need some mood to be sad before i can blog about all the sad things around me these few days...
first thing first... relationship......
another couple friend of mine broke up.. recently.. the least expected to break up broke up... i'm totally disappointed by the guy... haven had a chance to talk to the girl so dunno the other side of story.. so i shall not blame anyone now..not to mention names as this will make things worst.. whoever knows.. just read and forget... oki??
they are been together for around 2 years.. now i realise something new about them.. that's the reason that they broke up.. but i realli feel that they should try to talk it out.. wat i believe is that as long as there are feelings for each other... its very easy to solve other things.. be it quarrel or how the future lies ahead of them... but now that they are not together i think it will be very hard to continue becos once there's a break everything would never be the same...
wat i dun understand about guys is that.. y do they still want to be friends after the break up.. does that goes to show to everyone else that you are one big heart ppl??? or someone that can easily put down the past behind you.. or you still want to be there to see her happy with another person then you will feel relieved that she's not that hurted by you afterall?? pls guys.. think of the girls... never will girls be able to think that way.. cos girls are the one who put in more effort (speaking of myself and some others i know)... girls are the ones who always support you and do watever you do... so when we learn how to live in ur life.. how u expect us to be the same as a friend to live with u again??? i personally think its totally impossible...
i did discuss some issues with baby recently becos of all the breaking up.. i realli feel that its kind of sad becos i dun understand how ppl can break up just like that and move on... how's that possible??? no matter how years a couple is together.. be it like 1 month, 2 years, 6 years or even 10 years.. i still believe when breaking up... definitely they will be very hurt... i'm not going to ask wat realli happen between them cos its their story to keep.. wat i can do now is try to talk to her as a friend and go out often to think of other things... like that i hope she will heal a little better... at least someone is there for her..
* to her: if you're reading this.. no worries girl.. i wont ask much.. and pls dun feel obligated to tell me... you dun have to.. just keep it with urself.. and throw it away when the time is right.. be it now or in the near future, far far future... i will always be there for you...
* to him: if you're reading this.. although i dun agree with ur actions but that doesn't me i dun care for u as a friend.. just remember that girls are always the one getting hurt most when a relationship doesn't work.. especially when a guy initiates it... take care too...
another sad thing... another couple who broke up recently too...put it simple (girl Ms A. guy Mr B and new guy Mr C.) Ms Afound another guy MrC... well not becos of the Mr C. that she broke up with Mr B.... but watever it is.. its sad to hear that she can just easily move on the other one.. or maybe all along she's already have feelings for Mr C.. if its this case i would be disappointed in Ms A... but as usual.. its not my story so nothing i can comment.. watever i say here is all in my opinion of them.. so pls dun come and curse me about mentioning you all.. the least i do is i dun write ur name.. so pls as usual.. read and forget... even if u ask me who are they.. i will not tell..
so this story.. you might think it contradict with wat i said "girls are always the one getting hurt most and would be able to move on for a long time"... i still believe in my stand.. some girls resort to finding another guy after breaking up with the ex.. its becos they cannot stand the feeling of being alone.. that's y they moved on so fast... its not becos they have forgotten about the ex... its becos they have not forgotten about their ex and want someone to fill in the place... in the end.. its always the girl and the new guy who's going to suffer as the girl is not truly loving the new guy and the new guy is not been treated as the actual boyfriend.. how sad can it be..??
to some guys: pls dun regret after letting go.. cos its all ur fault that you let go in the first place.. you should onli be crying to urself and no one else cos no one would pity you and ask you to chase back the girl...
to some girls: pls dun go and find a guy to substitute in short term.. cos its not as easy as you think.... give urself some time and think carefully wat you should do.. never mind about being lonely cos you will have friends to accompany... never mind if you realli have no friends.. thinking about it alone would be ur own decision also.. at least you wont be influence by friends...
actually every couple would have alot of unhappy things happen one... me and baby no exception.. its just that we dont show to ppl... wat i believe is everything would be able to sort out as long as your faith in urself and the other part.. but maybe becos i hold on strongly to this relationship, that's y i would everything to work out totally... maybe is becos others have no longer the strength to hold on... that's y they let go... i realli cant imagine if i decided to let go wat would become of me and baby.. but i dun want to imagine that.. cos now i still want to hold on... until the day to let go.. then maybe my mindset will change... for now i still want to hold on...
another sad thing is about baby... i also dunno how to console him.. he scratched his baby( his van) today.. very badly.. he's very sad and no mood today.. told him those things that i could console him.. so let's just hope he'll feel better after sending the van to repair... bought him a few things to cheer him up.. hopefully he will feel a little better after seeing them tonight... going to miss him lots...
babyfen woke up at 12:22 PM
GREETINGS !