beaten by stress or haze???
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
yesterday was teaching until halfway when my headache comes again.. and there i was trying to finish my class and go home.. managed to drive home again... luckily no accident... sianz sia...
went home straight to bed.. cos my head is very dizzy... then slept and thinking everyting would be better.. woke up today indeed feeling better and then i went to teach... but my headache came back again.. today not as bad... dunno whether is stress or not enough sleep or the haze making me like that.. used to be strong one.. but now... dunno.. maybe i would be beaten and just be gone like that one day... who knows.. nobody..
still thinking whether to cancel my class all the way to night class at night.. cos i dunno how much i can endure.. and doctors keep telling me is stress and not enough sleep.. i've not been sleeping late that much lately le wo...stress not possible leh.. cos my exams over already wat... maybe its just tired that everday i need to teach and prepare classes... sianz.. y other piano teachers dun have such problems.. think i should avoid going out too much these few days.. but how is that possible.. i've decided sat not to teach... cos i realli need the rest.. moreover.. next tuesday is baby's birthday.. have to kicking alive to be able to celebrate his birthday with him...
terribly need to sleep the whole day straight.. but i doubt its going to do any thing to help.. cos the more u sleep.. the tired u'll be.. stupid haze.. shooooooooo~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
babyfen woke up at 10:48 AM
