question asked. answer given but not seen
Monday, November 13, 2006
heehee... regarding the dilemma i faced last night... couldn't help but thinking.. so went to ask about it... got my answer.. it might seems nothing to him but it meant alot to me... so didn't want to just sleep through the night.. glad that i did ask.. becos when i woke up this morning with him kissing me good bye before he goes for work is just great..... heheee... hope like everyday would be like this...
maybe i should stop thinking too much into taking pictures or any actions that he do... i know he's out for fun and would be back for love... but can this kind of thinking last??? is it a healthy mindset??? maybe one day i would break down... we shall see.. hopefully this day doesn't comes by.. if not i sure would be lost for sure...
i have to face these problems in the future.. so must think of the best solutions to all of them.. if not i think i will have to leave le... cos i'm very stubborn and dependent.... some ppl mentioned that i should be independent... but sometimes i just can't be.. cos its realli sad to be alone deciding on things... i would end up making the wrong directions again... shall see ba..
still waiting for my results.. wat's taking so long... so worried....
babyfen woke up at 1:47 PM
