red and white.. national day???

heheee... painting room now.. i resting waiting for baby to paint his part before i begin mine... and also before that have dinner first.. been painting since 2pm till now.. still have around 2 more walls to complete... then tml can go SHOPPING~!~!~! for FURNITURE!~!~! wait till next time then i upload the photos.. but good.. next time i got place to take photos.. cos red as back ground is a great backdrop... hehee..

babyfen woke up at 7:02 PM

new hair~!

babyfen woke up at 5:30 PM

maybe i know..

maybe i know why some things happen the way it should... it seems like its more important and something that he wants to do by himself..

cos i think it matters to him.. maybe he treasure wat he's facing.. maybe he wants to stay that way...

am i wrong to think the way i'm thinking now??? just cant help it becos i just want to be part of it.. which i cant so can't help to think more than it supposed to be..

learning how to give is something that i have problems with.. i'm one who's always used to taking without thinking.. so now i know how hard it is to give... freedom always seems good to anyone.. and i found out that i'm out who is very fickled minded.. when time is not given to me.. i would grumble.. when time is given more to me.. i would also grumble... how to satisfy someone like me?? i believe its very difficult.. even me myself having problems to satisfy myself... how would i allow other ppl to do so??

maybe i can try to give more than taking.. would that be good for me??? would i be able to do that?? i dunno and i maybe wants to try.. maybe onli..

some friend of mine commented that she always thought i'm the one giving in.. but everyone.. yes everyone reading this is wrong.. becos i'm always not the one giving in... i either take or throw... y throw?? cos its like i dun give i would always keep inside myself and try to swallow down and dun care about it.. no matter how hard it is or not healthy it is.. this is me..

just something i need to know.. did u try??? did u try asking whether would it be ok?? did u try making me part of it?? or did u want to be it by yourself.... ?? i think even if i know the answer i would be sad or angry about it.. so llike wat others might say.. just forget about it.. maybe i should....

i thnk i should keep myself busy by doing alot of things.. just found out.. as long as i'm alone.. i would think too many things that i dun want.. and maybe will result in bad things.. so be it ba...

do i really want it to be this way?? do i realli want things to be kept this way... do i still want to continue.. would letting go be difficult?? would it be wrong to let go?? or is there a wrong or right way to describe this kind of things??? or am i making a big hole out of nothing??

am i?? pls give me some guidance..

babyfen woke up at 5:45 PM

I'm an Aunt~!

My da sao has gaven birth... my nephew is here and i'm an aunt~!~! hehee.... very cute baby and looks alot like my bro... heehee.. took a few pictures but not going to put in up soon.. can't wait to pamper him.. hheeee..... just now just went to visit him and he's just adorable.... hehee...

babyfen woke up at 7:48 PM

its getting plain

my life is getting much more plain these few days.. not that i dun like.. i would want more time to relax... been very busy trying to keep up with the paces of all my students.. but just can't seem to catch up.. everything seems too many to me le...

now i just dream of slacking at home whenever i can.. like today... no classes until at 8pm tonight.. was thinking of canceling it.. but that would make me have to work next thursday night.. so be it ba... i shall just bare with it...

these few days planning alot of things... the one that gets me specially excited one is the one having to re paint baby's room.. so excited.. but we just can't get to decide wat colours wat layout wat type of theme we want.. well dun think would be buying queen bed so soon... but also dun think will repaint next time.. which means we have to like the colour together so that next time want to change only change bed.. easier for all of us... but he was thinking of doing it before chinese new year.. which his mom commented that its too late... so we are still thinking how... haven realli decide on anything but looking towards red and white.. nice wo... have to look for more suggestions.. anyone got books or website to recommend let me know o.. thanks in advance...

planning to get a camera for christmas... its kind of a shared present for me and baby.. so next time when we go overseas we can take our camera along.. was thinking of G masking it.. cos its those type of good usage but not good looking camera.... bulky also... see the difference between guys and girls picking things???? i want something that is nice and trendy.. best still.. one that is small and thin enough for me to carry with me everyday... but he wants alot of function including superb night shots pictures and everything that takes a good picture... well as wat i've said before.. too good camera = no good.. cos take too clear pictures can see all the flaws... i dun like..~!~! heheee...

christmas is coming le... this saturday having christmas dinner with my family then have to rush over to baby's side for BBQ hopefully got enough time ba... then christmas eve.. have to teach one class and after that no plans yet... christmas itself got some outing at baby's pri school friend's house.. i wanna go... becos want to see new house and their decoration.. can steal some ideas... then after that starts working again... next tuesday plans for one wedding couple not confirmed yet.. dunno wat time starts... was hoping to be able to make it cos at night got another wedding dinner at Sheraton Hotel.. more food tasting to see which hotels are nice... luckily i no need to give ang pow.. heheee... good sia...

next week supposed to be off whole week one.. but still have to teach a few classes cos next year got students take exam... so in the end i get to rest on thurs only i think... sad... never mind... work more earn more and relax later... since baby is working i dun work also very sianz...

something else worth waiting and excited about... next month.. or should i say two more weeks... i will have a nephew le.. hehee... arrival of my kor's baby.. can't wait... but dun think i will be there to see ba... but after da sao give birth i sure will be there one... will try to make time over to da sao place after that to visit her and baby... heheee...

shall go source for ideas now... tata

babyfen woke up at 3:27 PM

it gets lesser and lesser..

think my blog frequency will gets lesson as time goes by... well.. becos i'm lazy and busy... well. think more of lazy ba.. too many other things for me to worry about that i realli cannot think of all the things to complete.. always forget this always forget that... very sianz...

weekend is here again but no plans yet.. need to go buy books again.. once baby hear this think he will goes "aiyo.. y u keep on buying books one.." well.. they are not for me though.. all for students... but think need to get a few books for myself also.. shall go around looking...

now onli waiting for christmas to be here... still thinking whether to buy presents for students or not.. cos once i start.. its going to be alot... well.. shall see ba.. maybe just pretend pretend then let it pass by.. save money... heehee...

went down STOP again yesterday night.. quite fun.. chit chatting with the ppl... found a new friend.. as in someone who shares the same thinking .. STOP MODIFYING UR VAN that kind of thinking.. hehee... but too bad she's not going for the VM2007.. so shall see ba... but like baby said la.. go there think most prob is ourselves onli... as in like we dun realli know alot of ppl well... so do the activities ourselves ba... those who are interested about the place.. here's the link Bukit Merah think not much info there also... but can see at least some of things there... not yet confirmed everything can or not.. so shall see ba..

babyfen woke up at 11:08 AM

rest days pls stop by soon...

been busy trying to adapt to my teaching time now cos its very messy as alot of ppl are changing lessons here and there.. making me always not fixed everyweek.... just finished my breakfast, lunch and dinner together.. wat should i call it?? brunhner?? watever...

sianz sia... its realli hard to balance everything at all... one side would say no where to go nothing much to do.. one side would say i disappear without any noticce... y like that/?? sianz to explain or watever... been very lazy and mindless to blog nowadays.. just trying very hard to make sure my students are prepared for their exams next feb... if not i sure kena hex one...

later still got class which i'm already feeling very sleepy..want to sleep also cannot cos have to go out at 6.15pm again... shall try to hold on ba.. later going to teach a girl who can't speak clearly.. not becos of wat.. becos she's still 4.. so trying to get her pronounciation properly... hopefully i wont die of ."huh?".. hehee....

babyfen woke up at 5:45 PM

its been long...

its been quite long since i've updated.. nothing much to blog about... or should i say lazy and now i can't remember wat to blog... i onli remember watching show with baby... which is HAPPY FEET.. quite a nice show... then also remembered that i have my concert... which i thought was not very good.. cos the response and all.. but i got a few new students this week.. 3 i think.. going to be very busy from next year onwards...

now packed everyday except sunday cos its realli official off day for me... next week quite good.. cos alot of students going holiday.. so i no need to teach some classes... but planed alot of outing le.. my jiu jiu is coming over this two weeks to stay.. nice and can see my cute cousin they all le... hehee....

last friday STOP at Toa Payoh.. usual friday meeting if we have nothing to do... go there chit chat mostly about vans though... next year going to have another drive in trip to malaysia.. this time to bukit merah... not the one in singapore the one in Malaysia and its another 3 hours drive from KL.. wonder whether it would be fun.. hope so i can go.. cos students having exams during that period of time.. would not be "An Xing" if i just go for holidays unless they are all prepared..

just now went lunching and shopping with didi at causeway.. realli find that there's nothing much to walk around... settled for MOS again.. hehee.. i always eat there... planning our NY NY soon.. hopefully after visiting there can update some photos here..

babyfen woke up at 6:12 PM

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