
New Skin yet again
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
nice skin??? kind of love it at first sight... it was originally too small for the photos.. then i changed it here and there.. heehee at least i'm not getting stupid liao... good right???
i know my site kena quite a fair bit of popups.. but i dunno how to remove... i dun want to delete my blog and then re make a new one cos my old one would be gone totally.. and i've spent really alot of effort in making those skins.. think recently i had a few ones... here are some of them that i've used in the past..
the first one that i edited myself.. the main picture of the girl and guy was taken from net and the words and background was edited by myself.. love this skin alot.. i still have the code..
the one i changed to.. a very short one.. duration was about how pissed i was about some things in my life and dun bother about anything at all..
the stress factor that gets me choosing this scheme...
and now thinking stressing too much is not good.. so got something cute and nice and i like the title.. kind of impressed how other ppl would think about all this things sia..
its kind of interesting to see how i've progressed over the years emtionally.. and since january 2005 i've been keeping this blog... would be waste if something would to go wrong.. hopefully can ask baby to transfer all my blogs over to his side.. then everything would be great..
babyfen woke up at 12:39 PM

blissful day.
Monday, June 25, 2007
just reached home recently. quite a slacky day.. didn't drove out today becos yesterday baby came over my house and fetched me out. dun like driving two cars out. so this morning sweet baby fetched me to my class then after that he came to fetch me again for lunch. drop me at his house and rested and did my work there. then he just fetched me back home again. so nice of him. yes, i'm demanding. hahaa.. but once in a while only la.. cos i initially thought how good to have every monday like that.. reduce monday blues ma. but thinking how troublesome he has become so think next monday have to drive le.. so now i'm back home and going out in a while more for night classes.. luckily monday is the day to slack if not it will be dreadful...
missed my ikea trip yesterday becos of my student. arranged class for them then forgot to turn up in the end baby gets to go ikea with friends while i was at home sleeping.. but ok la.. can recover my sleep..
some photos to update. yesterday i went shopping while baby went badminton with his friends. i wanted to play one but no girls so can't play. so i went shopping at compass point instead.. hehee.. bought a few things but none of it was initially wat i wanted. these are my collections
a very nice tigger note book which is ex but i still buy. funny lor i asked the sales girl help me open cos i want to see how is it like inside the book. then we both realised that its printed upside down.. luckily she very nice let me change another one..
i found this at minitoon.. good sia.. its ultraman colour pencil. dun think i would use la.. probably keep for Aven to use or my future kids.. hehee.. nice nice wo i like~!~!
the inside of the long colour pencils
so i went out looking around minitoons.. and i saw another one.. short colour pencils..good la.. dun care just take...
the inside of short colour pencils
found the pen that i saw on the internet selling at like $1.20 and $1.50 for the pencil only. so just take..hehee..
i bought this notebook cos it really looks cute.. and guess wat its cheaper than the tigger note book and thicker and inside the pages look nicer somemore.. guess poohbear series really are priced too high liao..
last one- my didi brought for me for my birthday one.. he la.. went shoppingfor my presents then in the end shop for himself so no more budget to buy for me.. so he get for me really budgeted stuff.. but never mind.. i like too~!~! too bad no ultraman or baby mickey and minnie mouse..
some other photos from VM2007 Part 2.
Dinner at the hawker centre. had alot of food..

group photo at shopping centre carpark..funny la.. we were taking pictures in the car park like very fun like that.. i think those cars pass by us sure laugh at us lor..
the not so alike Mr Bean bear.. selling at the petrol station in M'sia

babyfen woke up at 4:59 PM

Updates. (scroll down for malaysia trip)
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
well. my birthday is over but i have declared that JUNE IS MY BIRTHDAY.. so any more wishes and presents are definitely welcome.. hehee.. will update again on my birthday presents and wishes from ppl.. but now i shall dedicate this entry to my dearest bro who did one for me on my birthday.. heheee.. thanks bro.. LUV ya always too~!~! well he doesn't like purple but i purposely one la.. hehee.. this shows that i love him ma... :P
Hello sister, its a late post i know.
was busy with something, NOT DOTA NOT HEXIC NOT TV!
(:
so i'm gladly excused for late post.
this post is dedicated to you!
its your birthday and you are one year older.
whoo whoo, so old!
not like me so young!
thank you all this years for being such a sweet sister.
i want to thank you for...
tar bao-ing supper/dinner for me.
paying my handphone bills.
not chasing after me for the money i owe you.
all the hexic nights which made me happy.
being one of the best shopping partner ever.
bringing me to eat good food.
giving me a chance to pushcart you at changi airport.
going crazy and laugh at each other's silliness.
singing to the songs we knew during car rides.
fetching me here and there.
teaching me how to fold paper hearts.
teaching me how to play piano but i gave up like always!
suggesting drumming lessons together!
buying strawberries for me.
cam-whore once awhile with me.
hogging the phone every night.
doing the silly stuffs to make me smile.
being such a nice fashion advicer.
accompanying me during my haircut trips.
playing wii games with me!!
scoring more points in djmax psp.
folding clothes for me when i'm real lazy.
nagging at me when i'm wasting my time.
scolding me when i'm wasting money, *like you don't!*
chasing me to sleep.
sharing magazine articles with me.
gossiping about this and that.
talking bad about someone like that relative.
eating sakae sushi buffet like we always do!
giving me spoilers to a movie or show.
watching desperate housewives with me every monday.
and the list really goes on and on and on!
(:
you know yourself!
you are overseas now and i've really miss you so much already.
take care and be safe!
love you always!
babyfen woke up at 2:29 PM

Updates.
long time no update le.. just came back from Malaysia on monday and tuesday have to teach.. that's y now then update.. its going to be long. but so be it la.. not much pictures though..
Day 1: June 16 met up with the group ppl at 4am went a few wrong roads before reaching jurong bird park.. hehee.. and then lost one of the best Coms set that we ever have.. that's where i think the trip would not be a pleasant one.. sianz.. but ok la.. not too bad also.. so off we drove all the way to our destination BUKIT MERAH LAKETOWN RESORT which i must say is disappointing.. the drive there ok.. but the things there.. first off.. food sucks.. not nice and not much variety.. second no bath tub.. third no nice place to shop around.. so have to drive to penang the second day.. luckily its not very far about 1 to 2 hours drive..hahaha... actually far la hor.. imagine ask u drive singapore for that timing i think you can go back and forth a few times..
reached there had our dinner.. then after that had a few photos taking cos ITS MY BIRTHDAY~!~! heehee.. there's another girl there who have the same birthday as me.. so we two got special birthday cake.. with candles also.. so i managed to blow one candle only... which means i'm only 10 yrs old.. hahaa.. dream on la hor...
after dinner went source around for places to go the next day.. so went to the laketown.. good la.. can tour around the lake.. wanted to go the water park one.. but seems like not much ppl interested to go.. if we two go only.. kind of a bit out of place.. somemore their english not very good lor... so sad.. i thought can go play water..
so sleep for the first night..
DAY 2 - Penangwoke up ok la.. quite normal went for breakfast becos baby wants to see the breakfast nice or not ma.. then wa lao.. i think i can cook better lor.. hahaha.. but still edible la. the only thing that is not good is alot of FLYS flying around our food.. after the educational talk given by baby about FLYS i then realise that its so disgusting so i shoo away all the flys too... didn't know...
after breakfast.. we went to the lake town cos want to tour the lake.. but hor.. the ppl say low tide cannot go out.. so i ask what's the next time for the tour.. he say dun have lor.. he say whole day closed.. now then i know lake also can close one sia.. imagine ppl telling u macrichite reservior closed for one day.. a bit =.=" right?? then i wanted to suggest go water park then can ride the sky ride or sit chair lift.. the next moment.. it rained... sianz sia.. raining already spoil mood le lor.. so bo bian lor.. so go penang.. nothing much there also la... cos the shopping all so ex one.. didn't managed to buy anything for myself.. cos nothing to buy.. somemore walking with other ppl so can't stay long inside one shop.. not very nice ma.. next time i think want maybe can go other places to shop with baby.. like that then can buy things.. luckily baby managed to get some things for him.. at least he got buy.. so we dun feel so empty handed..
returned back to hotel at night after a very late and full dinner... discuss details about moving off the next day..slept at 2am sia.. so late and tired...
Day 3 - Back to Singaporemoved off around 11 plus back to singapore reached the restaurant at 6pm plus.. had dinner and went back home...
inbetween have a few bad things that happen.. like the accident (dun worry ppl nothing serious) and the Br****y(make us no money to have diner and had to borrow money from the next table). sianz sia... but over all quite an ok trip cos i get to be the QUEEN on 16 june cos its my birthday... comes october 24 he shall be the KING.. ahhaaa
Photos to sharetaken at the restaurant. both of us tired looking
the ultraman that baby buy for me. you pull the string its hands will move one..
Stopping by the side of the accident place.

Queensbay Mall (a very big shopping centre)

us at the mall. baby's sleeping while taking this photo. hee

now he's awake

and making faces. ^^v

The view of our room. nice but the room itself is not

guys taking picture with number off.. so funny

candid shot

at one the shopping mall

the PENANG bridge that we crossed. nice wo..

group photos at the resort. can't see me la. cos not important

another group photo.

its my birthday..

a birthday card i draw for the other birthday girl
babyfen woke up at 1:49 PM

thanks for making me feels like shit...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i'm hereby to thank those who makes me feels like shit.. thanks man... how u all make me "look forward" to everyday man..
number one on the list are my students... trying to irritate me firstly with those irrelevant questions about music.. asking me stupid questions and commenting that i look ugly... ya i know they are kids and they are harmles.. like real lor...
secondly trying to bluff their way through by saying they did practice and claiming that its not like that at home... COME ON... i was student once.. u think i stupid ah??? obviously you never practice properly that's y u have all these problems during my lessons one...u think i dun know??
thirdly trying to tell me i forgot to do my homework or worst still.. i dunno where i put my theory book.. HELLO... is your house the whole of singapore or Australia??? can't even find a theory book and can't you make an effort to find it before my lessons... y must you wait till my lessons then slowly find...ASSHOLE..
fourthly trying to change my classes so last min and thinking i should accomodate to your timing just to suit your shopping timing.. or holiday timing... and when i can't you make it sound like i owe you a big time like tat..
fifthly trying to argue back with me when its like so DARN OBVIOUS that you are doing the wrong thing... i'm not always right i know.. but PLEASE LA... when you are wrong admit la.... scare wat... scare then dun live la..
sixthly trying to memorize every single thing on the paper even though you know its impossible to do... You think you MOZART ah?? you MOZART i dun need to teach you already lor.. instead i should beg you to teach me back.... and i can be more better with my life....
seventhly.. forgetting lessons... or even forget to inform me that can't have lessons that day... and make me waste one trip... without CHARGING>. ya i'm stupid.. yes i am...
eighthly blaming me for teaching well.. i'm already doing the best i can le.. wat more do you expect from me?? yes i agree i'm not that experienced in handling problems child... then my fault la?? SHITZ
there are alot more situations that make me feels like shit... i'm already breaking down soon le.. when students and parents demand on one hand.. what do you want me to do when i'm giving and not taking any things back??? PLS DUN ENVY ME.. saying "wow good hor.. you can do something you like and no need to face boss or politics"... you think so??? my boss are bosses.. cos all the parents are the boss.. wat they say i have to accomodate.. dun accomodate.. ok lor... dun teach.. dun teach.. ok lor... no money... no money.. ok lor... then somebody rich pls take me... you think it would happen... i dun think so..
i'm already having too many things to worry about.. with all these i wonder how long i can endure... yes i'm very pissed off right now with my life with the things i do with the students i have... call me stupid or wat... i know wat i have is wat other ppl wants to have... come on ppl.. just be a good student and ask me to teach u everything i know.. then u can take over my job....
this is just a bout of anger that i'm complaining about this... so just let me... remember ppl??? read and forget... maybe one week later or better still one day later you come back to this blog and see me typing something good... that's me... that's GEMINI...
so students who pondered upon my blog and read about this.. you not happy??? dun let me teach you... i'm not going to change my expectations just because you never practice or never pay attention or never put in effort... if u show me good.. i'll give you good...
babyfen woke up at 10:49 PM

time off..
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
now i wonder why do i always seems so lazy when there are alot of free time.. then when i teach i would keep on thinking of the things i need to do when i get home.. and most of the time its not done.. .stupid sia,.. so everytime its always left undone... till times really pushes me too much.. guess tat's just the way ppl are right???
i managed to find a picture for my project... nice one.. and just nice got 7 ppl inside.. now the problem is i have to draw it 7 times... hahaa... wonder whether i would do that or not.. cos i'm lazy and very tedious to draw it 7 times and colour 7 times... wonder how...
this weekend going malaysia le.. hope everything would run smoothly.. if not everything would go to waste... yup.. big waste.... hope for the best then...
babyfen woke up at 2:59 PM

how i spent my afternoon of "freedom"
Monday, June 11, 2007
can't imagine i was home from 2 till now.. its like 4 hours plus.. wat i did was nothing.. yup... was researching around for some ideas for some upcoming project but couldn't find any... so in the end no End Product.. and then i was watching In Her Shoes at the same time.. quite a nice show.. but luckily never watch at cinema.. cos i can't think of anyone who would sit there and watch this show so patiently with me.. yup not even baby or even my bro i think. hhee...
this few days was quite busy... went to watch OCEAN THIRTEEN.. nice show i would say.. wonderful plot.. wonder how did the script writer able to think about this wonderful and amazing story line... then yesterday went to do my hair again.. yup.. its straight again. and my didi went to dye his hair again.. kena caught by my mom cos the colour really very obvious.. hahhaa.. then went dinner with parents for early celebration for my birthday and father's day.. can't imagine y no one offers to pay for the dinner..well not me.. cos is my birthday so i'm not entitled to pay.. then in the end dad pays.. sometimes i really wonder why my thinking is just so different... watever it is...
so tml another afternoon of free time.. wonder whether it would be like today.. so wasteful... wants to get my things done but just plain lazy about it.. sometimes i wish i have a maid to help me pack my room.. its a MESS now like a war place.. bet no one would wants to step into it lor... doing up some proposal for my rooms too... haven submit for approval which me and didi guessed not much hope one la.. heeheheee..
a shocking news came yesterday that left me dumbfounded until now.. wat is it?? i'm not going to tell..
babyfen woke up at 6:38 PM

conflicts..
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
having alot of conflicts lately with baby with one particular issue.. yes i'm the one who raised it.. and now i'm the one who doesn't wants it.. watever it is.. i think time would be able to let me see clearer whether everything is fine or not..
planning to meet up with my girlfriends soon.. but before tat i need to get something done.. so tat i can pass to them when i meet them.. heheee.. hopefully it would be done nicely... when its done i'll post it up here...
father's day coming le... dunno wat to get for dad.. have to go think think and see.. if not.. also dunno how... cannot possibly go empty handed for the dinner right??? but i will get something back in return.. hahaha.. cos its also for my birthday... its always like that one.. father's day and my birthday would be celebrated together.. imagine blowing 23 candles this year.. so old lor....
babyfen woke up at 4:39 PM

tired..
Monday, June 04, 2007
very tired today becos yesterday went to play badminton again.. yup. played that on thursday also.. then baby went to play with his friends on friday also.. so me twice this week.. him thrice this week... hehee...
had a quarrel the weekend that just past.. yup.. its my fault.. too demanding.. but watever it is.. everything's back to normal again.. its like that one la hor... i think its PMS fault la...
nothing much this week.. next week going over to malaysia again.. think baby also sianz liao have to drive so long again.. and probably next time wont be going again soon... too near each other le la.. the trip... too taxing on our pocket i guess... also not sure why he dont feel like going next time... who knows...
started playing Hexic again with my bro.. nice nice wo... i beat him.. cos luck is on my side as my love luck was down that day... hahahaa...
days are tired these few days... alot of classes here and there in the middle of nowhere becos there are alot of ppl going overseas for holidays.. so alot of teach and rest teach and rest...
babyfen woke up at 5:28 PM