i'm hereby to thank those who makes me feels like shit.. thanks man... how u all make me "look forward" to everyday man..
number one on the list are my students... trying to irritate me firstly with those irrelevant questions about music.. asking me stupid questions and commenting that i look ugly... ya i know they are kids and they are harmles.. like real lor...
secondly trying to bluff their way through by saying they did practice and claiming that its not like that at home... COME ON... i was student once.. u think i stupid ah??? obviously you never practice properly that's y u have all these problems during my lessons one...u think i dun know??
thirdly trying to tell me i forgot to do my homework or worst still.. i dunno where i put my theory book.. HELLO... is your house the whole of singapore or Australia??? can't even find a theory book and can't you make an effort to find it before my lessons... y must you wait till my lessons then slowly find...ASSHOLE..
fourthly trying to change my classes so last min and thinking i should accomodate to your timing just to suit your shopping timing.. or holiday timing... and when i can't you make it sound like i owe you a big time like tat..
fifthly trying to argue back with me when its like so DARN OBVIOUS that you are doing the wrong thing... i'm not always right i know.. but PLEASE LA... when you are wrong admit la.... scare wat... scare then dun live la..
sixthly trying to memorize every single thing on the paper even though you know its impossible to do... You think you MOZART ah?? you MOZART i dun need to teach you already lor.. instead i should beg you to teach me back.... and i can be more better with my life....
seventhly.. forgetting lessons... or even forget to inform me that can't have lessons that day... and make me waste one trip... without CHARGING>. ya i'm stupid.. yes i am...
eighthly blaming me for teaching well.. i'm already doing the best i can le.. wat more do you expect from me?? yes i agree i'm not that experienced in handling problems child... then my fault la?? SHITZ
there are alot more situations that make me feels like shit... i'm already breaking down soon le.. when students and parents demand on one hand.. what do you want me to do when i'm giving and not taking any things back??? PLS DUN ENVY ME.. saying "wow good hor.. you can do something you like and no need to face boss or politics"... you think so??? my boss are bosses.. cos all the parents are the boss.. wat they say i have to accomodate.. dun accomodate.. ok lor... dun teach.. dun teach.. ok lor... no money... no money.. ok lor... then somebody rich pls take me... you think it would happen... i dun think so..
i'm already having too many things to worry about.. with all these i wonder how long i can endure... yes i'm very pissed off right now with my life with the things i do with the students i have... call me stupid or wat... i know wat i have is wat other ppl wants to have... come on ppl.. just be a good student and ask me to teach u everything i know.. then u can take over my job....
this is just a bout of anger that i'm complaining about this... so just let me... remember ppl??? read and forget... maybe one week later or better still one day later you come back to this blog and see me typing something good... that's me... that's GEMINI...
so students who pondered upon my blog and read about this.. you not happy??? dun let me teach you... i'm not going to change my expectations just because you never practice or never pay attention or never put in effort... if u show me good.. i'll give you good...
babyfen woke up at 10:49 PM
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