
I've moved
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
well.. i've half officially moved to
http://fen.akababy.net.. pls ppl who read my blog update accordingly o... i dun think i would want to go around taggin ppl's website and asking them to changed.. so do it urself then.. hehee..
shifted the last post there.. main reason is to get rid of the popup.. hopefully there no more this kind of things.. if not sianz... i will try to check very thoroughly la... any popup pls let me know o.. no more tag board there.. only comments.. so just leave as you like it or not..
I'll still leave this here for the moment or till i can shift everything there... too many memories here le.. its like been about 2 years plus that i have this URL blog.. kind of long time eh..
babyfen woke up at 2:32 PM

I'm moving soon..
Monday, July 16, 2007
well not in as moving house.. moving my blog website soon... till i got time to update the template.. too many installs over here.. so should use wordpress one.. same like baby.. but of my own.. great thanks to XAEL who did it~!~!
15th July 2007 marks the day of me and baby's 7 years long relationship... will update about details when i have the photos and mood.. cos everything was well until that stupid LEXUS overtook us without signaling.. shit say..
just to tempt tempt a bit.. the presents we got for each other... i had a little
fun time trying to bluff baby that i got him a MONT BLANC pen... which he totally nearly lost it and said "wow.. ok then i'll just take home la.. no need open.."
We exchanged our presents once it strike 12 am on 15th july...I was very surprised that he actually took to engrave the date 15/07/07 onto the present he got me... sweet gestures he have... really touched..
My new PINK Ipod Shuffle.. brand new wo... cos he wanted to get second hand one.. but he said more ex or something like that.. can't remember though..

this is wat i got for him.. a Fossil watch.. kind of the best looking i can find around the shop.. quite nice and he likes it too. so not so bad.. was very scare he doesn't like it..


that's all.. till next time about our outing on sunday..
babyfen woke up at 3:54 PM

I Cried.
Friday, July 06, 2007
I cried yesterday night.. nope not baby bully me or wat... cos yesterday Lassi came into baby's room and sat on the foot of the bed.. so i was doing my things.. then i wanted to turn around and talk to baby.. then i went on knelt down on Lassi's tail.. and he screamed.. very loud lor.. cos his family outside all heard and came over and see wat happen... then i was like.. so guilty. its not i never see him.. suddenly forgot he's there.. cos baby's bedsheet is white so is the dog... so after i say sorry a few times to him.. though to the dog i dunno whether he's painful or not.. i cried... was like cannot stop crying sia.. cos probably i was scared he was in pain and like going to dun like me or wat... (well all the while i always think he dun realli like me.. cos he's always not coming over and play with me..)... so i continued crying.... baby was like.. "aiyo.. he not pain la.. no need to cry one.." in my heart i was thinking.. "ya i know.. but i also dunno y i cry lor"... and then came the funny part... i think his sis saw me crying or wat.. so she told his mom.. then his mom came in and saw me crying and told me "fen ah.. u crying ah?? aiyo.. no need to cry la... we always accidentally step on him one... he not pain one.. " so me siting there dunno how to react wanted to hold back also cannot.. want to cry even louder also cannot.. so i laughed and cried at the same time... yaya.. i know.. dumb as it can be... but really can't help it.. that's how i started my sleep last night.. eyes puffy lor... so sad..
so now i'm home not supposed to be.. but im having cramps now.. very bad one.. can't even sit straight.. but can still walk la... so canceled my class except for one... so must rest now... tml have BBQ to go leh.. hopefully tml cramps would be better... if not go there also no mood to eat.. its pot luck.. oh ya hor... have to go buy vouchers.. prbably buying later at junction 8 ba... on the way to baby's house ma...
Last Sunday
last sunday brought Lassi out to fly helicopter near baby's friend place.. take him walk here walk there.. very tiring.. but quite fun... and one funny thing is that he went to pee on baby's friend shirt lor.. so PAISEH... luckily that person got keep dog one..so not so angry.. but i think he also a bit angry.. who will not right??? then went to serangoon garden to find things to eat.. lucky we are there early sia.. around 5 plus.. then we went to find a place call "Qing Ting" aka Dragonfly.. its like Hong Kong Cafe like that... Lassi can sit there and eat also sia.. the waitress very good see Lassi like very thirsty so she took a plastic bowl and put water for the dog... everywhere we went they all see the dog and kept saying "very cute hor".. and just nice there's a mini concert there.. by my previous music school MidiWorld.. so there are alot of children.. keep on walking up to baby and want to sayang Lassi.. and our Lassi very shy one.. so he just keep very close to baby... i think poor baby have to carry him the whole night.. Lassi is heavy lor... i carry abit i also no strength liao...
can't help but also realise that every family have their own problems.. while i was discussing about other family's problems yesterday and now i was having my own.. came home from morning class.. i know my room is messy and dun have space... room small alot of things to keep also bo bian.. then dad came home and nagged say... didi's room clear and storeroom clear then got space already wat... if like that so i can have their room as my room la... if i want to keep storeroom i long time keep le.. but all these things i want to use one leh.. keep storeroom means its dificult to take out one ma.. and then like that have my own room for wat sia... all these naggings started when me and didi's proposal was brought forward attention to dad and mom.. our idea is to have a study room together so we can gossip and chit chat and KPO about each other stuff when we're doing work.. and can also brainstorm ideas together for his school and maybe have someone to grumble about my classes.. the sleeping idea i know its a bit inconvenient.. but becos we want a study room together that's y have to have a sleeping room ma... from then when this proposal was first introduced to mom.. she strongly disagree.. and my bro and baby also... why ah?? i also dun understand.. me and didi's feelings good want to hang around together more often cannot meh??? so there goes our plan which i'm not going to mention anymore.. and here comes more nagging in the future... good luck to myself la..
and so here's my new hobby.. it cost $18 for small size and $32 for big size... got a small size to try it out first.. i think its not very nice.. think monday or tuesday go back find the auntie she sure say not nice one... baby commented that its nicer than cross stitch.. cos the colour is brighter and more colourful.. good side is that it takes shorter time to complete.. so kind of easier than crossstitch.. but the bad thing is that i dunno how to make nice nice.. still trying to figure out the best way to do.. last time i remember my first cross stitch.. sucks sia.. stitches anyhow... knots anyhow.. pull too tight then the cloth also not straight.. but now my cross stitch not so bad.. jsut very lazy...cos more and more ambitious.. so always aim to do the big big one.. then all do halway give up liao... heheee.. hopefully this will not ba..kk.. i go rest and continue my hobby le...

babyfen woke up at 2:18 PM

new found hobby..
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
me and baby found new hobbies to keep ourselves busy individually.. guess these few days or weeks.. he doesn't have the gaming feel so he's not into gaming that much already.. his hobby = Fly Helicopter.. not too bad la.. at least he got something to keep him busy while i'm working.. cos most of the time i'm working while he's not..
and my new found hobby starts tml.. hehee... something similar to cross stitch.. but i heard from the auntie this will takes at most 5 days to complete if u do it everyday... good la.. but ex la.. if like i can complete it within little days i would spend more.. though its much more cheaper than baby's hobby...
watched Transformer le.. nice la.. was very kept to the seats for its fighting and stuff.. good job...
next sunday is anniversary.. 7 years already.. but dunno wat to buy yet.. yup.. i got an OBVIOUS HINT about baby's new hobby... hinting i should get something around that area... but dun have money la.. all so ex one.. trying to keep my bills pay now is like difficult already lor... nope.. i'm not spending money anymore.. its just all bills and payments that i need to handle.. watever it is.. hopefully i can survive and still save money... dunno wat i should ask from him.. actually i dun have anything i want now... just like to spend the day with him can le... but no ideas yet...
recently been very busy with students and stressing about their progress.. its kind of funny when you thought that you are moving quite slow with the student and then they comment its too fast... and vice versa.. so i'm glad that i've asked.. and seeing some improvement in one of the high grade students is quite a relieved.. at least now she's improving a little.. but to make it for next year feb exam.. a bit difficult cos grade 8 is still not easy task anymore now.. last time.. thinking about the grade 8 exams i took.. i think its equivalent to like grade 6 or a bit of 7 pieces standard now... how it have raised sia.. just not had theory lessons with my teacher.. so there we were comparing last time standard and now standard... the theory papers are like getting more difficult now.. wonder why... probably AB wants to fail ppl more so that the students will study harder and pass with very good results.. raising standard is not a bad thing.. but for singapore students now i think its a killer thing... last time ppl will work hard.. nowadays.. difficult to find ppl who are hard working... they are very busy and occupied with academic stuff and excuses will come flying here and there saying.. no time la.. worst still others complain is difficult... comes to think of it... where got ppl will improve one when they focus on simple things.. dunno why students nowadays just dun get it..
this morning i have a student.. sia la.. ask her start a piece like want her life like that... keeps on frowning and saying its long la.. difficult la... but the thing is that is a song that she can plays.. becos she never practice and dun bother to.. so she said its difficult.. come on la.. if its simple why would i bother to let u practice in the first place... if its simple i would just say "ok play now once and we can carry on..." students are so pampered now la...
babyfen woke up at 4:43 PM