I cried yesterday night.. nope not baby bully me or wat... cos yesterday Lassi came into baby's room and sat on the foot of the bed.. so i was doing my things.. then i wanted to turn around and talk to baby.. then i went on knelt down on Lassi's tail.. and he screamed.. very loud lor.. cos his family outside all heard and came over and see wat happen... then i was like.. so guilty. its not i never see him.. suddenly forgot he's there.. cos baby's bedsheet is white so is the dog... so after i say sorry a few times to him.. though to the dog i dunno whether he's painful or not.. i cried... was like cannot stop crying sia.. cos probably i was scared he was in pain and like going to dun like me or wat... (well all the while i always think he dun realli like me.. cos he's always not coming over and play with me..)... so i continued crying.... baby was like.. "aiyo.. he not pain la.. no need to cry one.." in my heart i was thinking.. "ya i know.. but i also dunno y i cry lor"... and then came the funny part... i think his sis saw me crying or wat.. so she told his mom.. then his mom came in and saw me crying and told me "fen ah.. u crying ah?? aiyo.. no need to cry la... we always accidentally step on him one... he not pain one.. " so me siting there dunno how to react wanted to hold back also cannot.. want to cry even louder also cannot.. so i laughed and cried at the same time... yaya.. i know.. dumb as it can be... but really can't help it.. that's how i started my sleep last night.. eyes puffy lor... so sad..
so now i'm home not supposed to be.. but im having cramps now.. very bad one.. can't even sit straight.. but can still walk la... so canceled my class except for one... so must rest now... tml have BBQ to go leh.. hopefully tml cramps would be better... if not go there also no mood to eat.. its pot luck.. oh ya hor... have to go buy vouchers.. prbably buying later at junction 8 ba... on the way to baby's house ma...
Last Sunday
last sunday brought Lassi out to fly helicopter near baby's friend place.. take him walk here walk there.. very tiring.. but quite fun... and one funny thing is that he went to pee on baby's friend shirt lor.. so PAISEH... luckily that person got keep dog one..so not so angry.. but i think he also a bit angry.. who will not right??? then went to serangoon garden to find things to eat.. lucky we are there early sia.. around 5 plus.. then we went to find a place call "Qing Ting" aka Dragonfly.. its like Hong Kong Cafe like that... Lassi can sit there and eat also sia.. the waitress very good see Lassi like very thirsty so she took a plastic bowl and put water for the dog... everywhere we went they all see the dog and kept saying "very cute hor".. and just nice there's a mini concert there.. by my previous music school MidiWorld.. so there are alot of children.. keep on walking up to baby and want to sayang Lassi.. and our Lassi very shy one.. so he just keep very close to baby... i think poor baby have to carry him the whole night.. Lassi is heavy lor... i carry abit i also no strength liao...
can't help but also realise that every family have their own problems.. while i was discussing about other family's problems yesterday and now i was having my own.. came home from morning class.. i know my room is messy and dun have space... room small alot of things to keep also bo bian.. then dad came home and nagged say... didi's room clear and storeroom clear then got space already wat... if like that so i can have their room as my room la... if i want to keep storeroom i long time keep le.. but all these things i want to use one leh.. keep storeroom means its dificult to take out one ma.. and then like that have my own room for wat sia... all these naggings started when me and didi's proposal was brought forward attention to dad and mom.. our idea is to have a study room together so we can gossip and chit chat and KPO about each other stuff when we're doing work.. and can also brainstorm ideas together for his school and maybe have someone to grumble about my classes.. the sleeping idea i know its a bit inconvenient.. but becos we want a study room together that's y have to have a sleeping room ma... from then when this proposal was first introduced to mom.. she strongly disagree.. and my bro and baby also... why ah?? i also dun understand.. me and didi's feelings good want to hang around together more often cannot meh??? so there goes our plan which i'm not going to mention anymore.. and here comes more nagging in the future... good luck to myself la..
and so here's my new hobby.. it cost $18 for small size and $32 for big size... got a small size to try it out first.. i think its not very nice.. think monday or tuesday go back find the auntie she sure say not nice one... baby commented that its nicer than cross stitch.. cos the colour is brighter and more colourful.. good side is that it takes shorter time to complete.. so kind of easier than crossstitch.. but the bad thing is that i dunno how to make nice nice.. still trying to figure out the best way to do.. last time i remember my first cross stitch.. sucks sia.. stitches anyhow... knots anyhow.. pull too tight then the cloth also not straight.. but now my cross stitch not so bad.. jsut very lazy...cos more and more ambitious.. so always aim to do the big big one.. then all do halway give up liao... heheee.. hopefully this will not ba..kk.. i go rest and continue my hobby le...
babyfen woke up at 2:18 PM
GREETINGS !
